do not invite me! people do not throw these things for me, so why the fuck would i go to celebrate all these other peoples surprise birthdays~!? everyone and their mother has someone throwing them a surprise birthday every other month. eff you.
furthermore, when will i ever meet one person who wants to be friends with me that will want to throw ME a surprise birthday? that is my goal for this year.
After yet another birthday mostly alone, I'm changing friends, and changing my life for the better (more social), this is one area that seriously needs improvement on my part.
exactly what kind of friends have i made for myself? i want selfless, kind and super thoughtful friends, that is my goal. to have them, I must be one. i will find them!
