KPop Demonhunters Put “Dark” Hands and “Light” Hands Together

 Kpop demonhunters movie has / is very catchy songs 

Let it be reminder though to the true Christian, that “darkness and harmony” (in terms of harmony of music) may be together in this fallen sinful world of satans’, but it is not going to be in Gods’ and He very likely does not like such a concept.  Careful though not to sing this lyric nor believe such things (due to singing it all the time) - because it is a lie. Satan is the father of the lie and he loves to mix in some truth with falsehood. 

Light and darkness shall not ever have anything in common because goodness and evil are not to be mixed. God is good. He alone is  and can be called“good.” We serve a God who pleads and commanded us to be good and to do our best to be holy. He knows we are not perfect and does not expect us to be but we are to still try to be holy.

We are called to HATE evil and cling to what is good. This does not mean hating or judging other people or unbelievers, as that is Gods job to bring people to salvation or wrath, not ours. 

This simply means hating evil acts in our OWN lives and OWN actions and at times it looks like calling out gently pitfalls for others (as Jesus did) so they too can choose to be aware and to change or to repent and to pray for them. If they don’t turn, that is their choice.

Repentance to God is at the heart of the forgiveness of sins with Jesus and with The Father. As was shown in the parable of the prodigal son. He rejoices over us and is glad! He kisses us. He runs to us. The angels sing. The trumpets blow. The best of the best is laid out for us with no holding back. 

Without repentance though there is no forgiveness left for such disgusting human acts we’ve engaged in since the fall; such as adultery, thievery, lying and murder (in Gods’ eyes). Jesus is/was the final sacrifice for mankind. There is none left. Without sacrifice there was no way to be redeemed for the Israelite and His anger seethed against them for following other gods while he continued to love them and give them chances then and He is still giving them to us/me today. I dare not take them lightly and be a fool in my own eyes. 

VERSES

“They answered him, “Abraham is our father.” Jesus said to them, “If you were Abraham’s children, you would be doing the works Abraham did, but now you seek to kill me, a man who has told you the truth that I heard from God. This is not what Abraham did. 

You are doing the works your father did.” They said to him, “We were not born of sexual immorality. We have one Father—even God.” Jesus said to them, “If God were your Father, you would love me, for I came from God and I am here. I came not of my own accord, but he sent me. Why do you not understand what I say? It is because you cannot bear to hear my word. You are of your father the devil, and your will is to do your father’s desires. He was a murderer from the beginning, and does not stand in the truth, because there is no truth in him. 

When he lies, he speaks out of his own character, for he is a liar and the father of lies. But because I tell the truth, you do not believe me. Which one of you convicts me of sin? If I tell the truth, why do you not believe me? Whoever is of God hears the words of God. The reason why you do not hear them is that you are not of God.””

‭‭John‬ ‭8‬:‭39‬-‭47‬ ‭ESV‬‬

https://bible.com/bible/59/jhn.8.44-47.ESV

“And when you sacrifice a sacrifice of thanksgiving to the Lord, you shall sacrifice it so that you may be accepted. It shall be eaten on the same day; you shall leave none of it until morning: I am the Lord. “So you shall keep my commandments and do them: I am the Lord. 

And you shall not profane my holy name, that I may be sanctified among the people of Israel. I am the Lord who sanctifies you, who brought you out of the land of Egypt to be your God: I am the Lord.””

‭‭Leviticus‬ ‭22‬:‭29‬-‭33‬ ‭ESV‬‬

https://bible.com/bible/59/lev.22.29-33.ESV

“But what God foretold by the mouth of all the prophets, that his Christ would suffer, he thus fulfilled. Repent therefore, and turn back, that your sins may be blotted out, that times of refreshing may come from the presence of the Lord, and that he may send the Christ appointed for you, Jesus, whom heaven must receive until the time for restoring all the things about which God spoke by the mouth of his holy prophets long ago.”

‭‭Acts‬ ‭3‬:‭18‬-‭21‬ ‭ESV‬‬

https://bible.com/bible/59/act.3.18-21.ESV

“O you who love the Lord, hate evil! He preserves the lives of his saints; he delivers them from the hand of the wicked. Light is sown for the righteous, and joy for the upright in heart. Rejoice in the Lord, O you righteous, and give thanks to his holy name!”

‭‭Psalm‬ ‭97‬:‭10‬-‭12‬ ‭ESV‬‬

https://bible.com/bible/59/psa.97.10-11.ESV

“Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers. For what partnership has righteousness with lawlessness? Or what fellowship has light with darkness? What accord has Christ with Belial? Or what portion does a believer share with an unbeliever? What agreement has the temple of God with idols? 

For we are the temple of the living God; as God said, “I will make my dwelling among them and walk among them, and I will be their God, and they shall be my people. Therefore go out from their midst, and be separate from them, says the Lord, and touch no unclean thing; then I will welcome you, and I will be a father to you, and you shall be sons and daughters to me, says the Lord Almighty.”

‭‭2 Corinthians‬ ‭6‬:‭14‬-‭18‬ ‭ESV‬‬

https://bible.com/bible/59/2co.6.14-18.ESV

“But when he saw many of the Pharisees and Sadducees coming to his baptism, he said to them, “You brood of vipers! Who warned you to flee from the wrath to come? Bear fruit in keeping with repentance. And do not presume to say to yourselves, ‘We have Abraham as our father,’ for I tell you, God is able from these stones to raise up children for Abraham. 

Even now the axe is laid to the root of the trees. Every tree therefore that does not bear good fruit is cut down and thrown into the fire. “I baptize you with water for repentance, but he who is coming after me is mightier than I, whose sandals I am not worthy to carry. He will baptize you with the Holy Spirit and fire. His winnowing fork is in his hand, and he will clear his threshing floor and gather his wheat into the barn, but the chaff he will burn with unquenchable fire.””

‭‭Matthew‬ ‭3‬:‭7‬-‭12‬ ‭ESV‬‬

https://bible.com/bible/59/mat.3.11.ESV

“And as he was setting out on his journey, a man ran up and knelt before him and asked him, “Good Teacher, what must I do to inherit eternal life?” And Jesus said to him, “Why do you call me good? No one is good except God alone. 

You know the commandments: ‘Do not murder, Do not commit adultery, Do not steal, Do not bear false witness, Do not defraud, Honor your father and mother.’” And he said to him, “Teacher, all these I have kept from my youth.” And Jesus, looking at him, loved him, and said to him, “You lack one thing: go, sell all that you have and give to the poor, and you will have treasure in heaven; and come, follow me.” Disheartened by the saying, he went away sorrowful, for he had great possessions. 

And Jesus looked around and said to his disciples, “How difficult it will be for those who have wealth to enter the kingdom of God!” And the disciples were amazed at his words. But Jesus said to them again, “Children, how difficult it is to enter the kingdom of God! It is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for a rich person to enter the kingdom of God.” 

And they were exceedingly astonished, and said to him, “Then who can be saved?” Jesus looked at them and said, “With man it is impossible, but not with God. For all things are possible with God.””

‭‭Mark‬ ‭10‬:‭17‬-‭27‬ ‭ESV‬‬

https://bible.com/bible/59/mrk.10.19-26.ESV

Amazing Healing

 So remember way back when God said I will heal you? 

 He did. 10 years later I’m here today to say that everything He said he would do, he has done IN HIS TIME just like he said he would! 

He also changed many things along the way including me :)) I’m so so in love with Him! Jesus thank you so so much for doing these things to glorify the Father!

I wrote this publicly: 

Those who do not believe in God or Jesus,I  hope you’re still having great week! 

I don’t rly talk about Christ too much or my health too much, or often experience miracles so I’m sharing it to everyone! I serve God who HEALS, and His Son, Jesus is still doing it today! I’m a Christmas miracle!

I was told I’m going to die. After years of being back and forth with striving for health and so much debilitating sickness, secretly I totally accepted it. I was ready to die. 

On top of other illnesses, I / we found I also had a deadly aneurysm and I immediately prayed and kept praying every day for 6+ months. 

Today after testing once more and praying every day for the last 5 months - I find it was SHRUNKEN EXACTLY as asked (“pls shrink this to smaller than the necessary seed sized faith you said I need”) and it was! I asked to do this so I can glorify the Father to my doctors and credit Him! 

It has shrunk to the size of my tiny mustard seed of faith & belief. I just asked for that .. I prayed for months & had faith & HE literally DID IT!

To someone else this may be whatever but to me this is AMAZING! Now I know how that bleeding lady for 12 years felt😘 the lepers no one would give food to or look at, the centurion, Lazarus, & the blind man ☺️ & the child in the Bible raised from dead 🥹! ONLY JESUS HEALS and RAISES the DEAD! If I lose followers for following Jesus after this, so be it! I’m literally healing?! ❤️‍🩹

Jesus said that it just a “mustard seed” size or faith you can do anything and that’s all I had, and all I did and now I’m healing! ❤️‍🩹 God is so so good! After all I’ve gone thru on this journey in the last 7 years of sickness, and all my early child life being so terrible with so much abuse, addiction, self harm, homelessness and more; never in my life have I felt more heard more seen more known or believed that I could be so loved; Praise God! 

If you care to hear my story I WILL not be hiding it and will be streaming a chronic illness stream as well as talking about healing; my faith and really how all this happened. 

This is so much deeper than just this one prayer! I’m going to have to have a stream on this because it’s actually that important and I want to share the background of why and how this is a miracle and is so amazing!

Jesus heals in so many ways! Often it is the soul & heart to be healed, first! 

#jesus #miracle #healing

Jesus said that it just a “mustard seed” size or faith you can do anything and that’s all I had, and all I did and now I’m healing! ❤️‍🩹 God is good! After all I’ve gone thru on this journey in the last 7 years of sickness, and all my life being so terrible with abuse, addiction, self harm, homelessness and more; never in my life have I felt more heard more seen more known or believed that I could be so loved; Praise God! 

This is so much deeper than just this one prayer! I’m going to have to have a stream on this because it’s actually that important and I want to share the background of why and how this is a miracle and is so amazing!

Jesus heals in so many ways! The heart first! 

And Years Later.. the APOLOGY Came …

So, I just recently after YEARS heard back from someone from my past and due to a flagged removal of my freedom of speech, I went back to the posts that I had made here (blow) about them during that time of my life. 

What a terrible horrible person they were to me. A recent message from them to me was to apologize for such disgusting behavior back then.

Many times in here below post I had said how they will “never “ realize certain things or prob never see certain things; well, they did and they found me and apologized YEARS and YEARS later! 

I’m posting this as a reminder that regardless of what one is going thru, anything is possible, but in retrospect I’m so HAPPY I LEFT them AND their bad behavior, exactly when I did. 

https://thoughtsofmydelicatemind.blogspot.com/2017/05/rejection-and-kind-of-things-you-may.html?zx=63db40e7efc318d4

(The most messed up part is that me talking about these abuse PERPETRATED AGAINST ME was flagged as A WARNING by some irresponsible AI metric. Because any ACTUAL person reading my posts would know that I broke and break no rules nor spoke against anyone, but was blogging about my OWN experience on MY own blog. 

How many times do people in abusive relationships though hope that the original person will “come back” and so they foolishly stay where they are mistreated or in a space of pain and mental anguish inflicted on them?

I love seeing the growth I experienced even back then each day as I went No Contact and progressed from day 1 of missing them and hanging in while being mistreated to realizing; to day 30 something hey, I don’t need or deserve this and I’m not gonna put up with it. Realizing (even tho I missed them) this isn’t who I am anymore and I won’t ever allow this type of speech toward me anymore or allow someone else to make me feel this way. 👏🏻🙌🏻💪🏻 

It IS all GOD who gave me that strength to walk and bible wisdom to walk away and doing CoDA.org to realize I don’t need to stay anywhere I’m treated poorly. There is ALWAYS better for me I need only choose it. 

I left them and because I did, one day they noticed. One day, they apologized. 

I am not mad at them. I don’t have any pain anymore from being with them nor choose to revenge on what they did. I forgave and moved forward. I have no desire to reopen communications as I am a work in progress until I die. 

I graciously accepted it and left them where they and such treatment belong; in the past. 

Growing Up Online

 in a very strange way. i can see how I have grown up in this blog. 

Todays Lesson in Communication

It’s important to find out how to communicate how others prefer to communicate as it doesn’t always look the way we hope it to. 

Doesn’t always coincide even with our method of communication. I have been complaining about lack of communication; but I realized that I too would need to step outside my own comfort zone to be able to allow important experiences to happen. 

It’s important when to know when to apologize as well as fix misunderstandings with those we love if we do love them.💕 

"REPLACING THE LIES"

Hi :)

I used to believe a lot of lies. They were so woven into the fabric of my being that they became my personal truth. I believed that I was worthless, stupid, and unlovable.  I believed that I was destined to be abused or abandoned by any male I ever cared for.

My life reflected what I thought to be true, because I made choices based on those deep false beliefs. In essence, my thoughts shaped my beliefs, and my beliefs dictated my actions and ultimately led to habitually poor choices in my early existence.  

A long history of abuse had led me to believe that I was the kind of girl who somehow for unknown true reasons (other than a “feeling”) deserved to be abused.  It shaped the way I viewed myself & the world around me and it subconsciously had me allowing bad treatment from others which held me captive to being someone I actually wasn’t; and often it had me stuck in only destructive relationships.
 
Transformation and healing often requires a “make-over” of the mind.  Many of us spend a lot of time on our outer appearance as society has shaped us subconciously to. 

Just to get ready in the morning, most women use an entire arsenal of equipment to do this - dryers, hair irons, lotions & sprays, body scrubs, and make-up.  Men, don’t front, you too have razors, aftershave, soaps, scrubs & pomade for your hair & crossfit to boot! 
 
But when do we really spend as much time “making over” our minds where it is most important?
 
The Bible tells us to ‘Be transformed by the renewing of your mind’ (Romans 12:2). It also says that we are to ‘take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ’ (2 Corinthians 10:5) and to try to daily wear the helmet of salvation to defend against the lies and attacks of the enemy. 
 
All of these & armor have to do with our head and our mind. There is a process of transformation that requires action on our part. It is up to us to actively identify and take hold of the lies we believe & replace them with the truth we’ve found. 

Every time I found myself playing those old mental “tapes” that told me I was worthless & unlovable or will be abandoned, I redirected my thinking to the truth: that I am wildly loved by a faithful God who has a good plan for my life and not ONLY mine. That I have been saved that I can “become renewed”, that the “old things have passed away”. (Ephesians 3:17-19, Deuteronomy 31:8, Jeremiah 29:11)

I don’t know about you, but I want to be as diligent about caring for my inner-self as I am/was with my outer-self. 

At the end of the day, I’ve learned (and mby you’ve seen too) that is what truly matters. People aren’t impacted by how straight I get my hair with the hottest flat iron on the market. But they WILL be impacted by how I live my life, the choices I make, the words I say watching the way I speak to others and the way I love (or don’t love) the people around me.  

And ultimately, the way I live my life overall (my actions and habits) is a likely a direct reflection of the things I believe not just about me but also about this beautiful world filled with many beautiful people. 

As we contemplate the kind of lives we hope to live, these are questions we can ask ourselves:

• What thoughts am I allowing to shape my belief system?
• How does my life reflect what I believe (if it does)?
• How could my life change if my thoughts were also to change?
• What are the truths that I can use TODAY, to combat the lies?

As you engage in the discipline of redirecting your thoughts to the truth of God’s Word, you are eventually bound to see healthy changes in your life! It is promised and I’m sure I’m not alone being living proof that it can & does happen. ❤️‍🩹

No Thanks!

 I do not have any more time to give to family who ignores me, only calls with news about themselves, and makes excuses as to why they can’t see me. 

I simply said ya congrats, bye girl to my sister and I will message her telling her why, AFTER her daughters my nieces graduation. 

Death & Shiny Things (Abuela)

 Abuela

Death & Shiny Things 

😔 I wrote a poem about my gma Abuela today.. 😭😭 😖🥺🥺

Death & Shiny Things 7-25-23

Can’t believe I’m here having to let you go

The way you changed me and loved me how grateful i am you probably will never know 

You have shown me so much strength and love and you were the best I could ever have 

None can match you thank you for silently inspiring my path. 

Can’t believe I’m letting you go

The way you shaped me and loved me how grateful i am you probably will never know 

You have shown me so much caring, kindness and resilience and you were the best I will ever have.

No one can match you none ever and I couldn’t be here more sad

I feel so alone in this world without you 

Now I have no one to tell my secrets to  

Your absence has left a hole in my heart 

I don’t know where to end or find a reason to start

So many try to remind me that I shouldn’t end my life 

I just don’t see one anymore now that you and I are apart 

I’ve regressed to my childhood self without even meaning to 

This loss has brought me here in my mind to when I was with you

How lost I was alone broken and sad within and then you and him took me in 

cared for me and showed me how to begin again

These shiny things remind me of the first day I took to the comfy daybed you gave me adding with my pain to paper and pen

Following in long ago footsteps, at the time I didn’t understand

I clung to music to run away to like so many toes on hot sand

You fed me, and clothed me & showed me wrongs from rights quietly teaching me with gentle words day and night 

I miss snuggling with you both and hearing your warm goodnights.

I know you were in pain and were mistreated, unappreciated and often heated and frustrated

I also know you did the best you could with everything you had these things and more make your worth priceless you were so underrated. 

You were such a loving and calm peace seeking woman. 

I will never ever forget you and all you were and all you taught me and all you have done.

Mi abuela bonita. My #1. 

No number of shiny things or death can ever steal your sparkle or shine.

Or your memory which stays deep within me of the days you were in my life and mine.

I could have done more and said more and did more to show you your worth to me 

for that I will always regret and I’ve apologized til your last day - filling your last oxygen tank, your last minds memory. 

I said all I could say to you

all my final thank yous, whispering words of gratitude til your last breath and the path of life that took you away.

Te Amo Por Siempre.

Lonely people and the ignorance that empowers lack of change

Lonely people and the ignorance that empowers lack of change

What is it that the people are now afraid of?

Why are they so afraid of the truth and to be the change they wish to see in the world? What is wrong with each of the others in our vicinity?

These people are right next to us and yet each one still alone.

One person eating their single serving meal.

One person per per car making traffic horrific.

One person per phone plan.

One person without emergency contacts. 

We have been used, abused & isolated for more than 2 years and yet no one but me wants to change things or returns to the connection methods of the past. 

I want to show these images in this hospital of the isolation that is prevalent in every single public space 

I want to hold it up to the world to seee the horrific, disgusting mirror that they need to in order to hopefully to shake them free of this illusion 

I want to scream and shout to the world that this way of living does not need to be the case. 

If I had arms and energy I would physically go to speak at public spaces and ask each and every person why they are not paying attention to what’s in front of them instead of what’s on a screen fabricated by companies to shift their focus and shape their beliefs and relationships. 

It’s been helpful to have this separation and let me return to my love of what I do best since I’m unheard and ignored in my life - I can express all my feelings emotions and thoughts online instead of offline and live in a hypocrisy of sorts.

 

The thing that I hate to see I too am a part of because I’m PUSHED to be; by the fearful, by the weak, and by the ignorant that I can’t speak to in my own life. 

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Sickened, sick and sickening social separation 

In this room, this house, and this whole nation

The powers that be will never be beaten because of they are too strong here strengths being eaten

Only I alone can overcome this I will continue to separate myself by telling the truth 

I will continue to be myself regardless of with who 

Touch starved, emotion starved, people who don’t wanna be people just be instead turning to bots   

Watching shows & commercials of a life they don’t have fake wannabe haves and ignoring real have nots 

No money, no love, no connection 

Coupled with demon horn filters and no good intentions 

Fake smiles, fake laughs, fake life will leave you no one to write your fucking epitaph 

Oh you probably don’t remember what that is 

happens after a large group of people who were part of your life write and speak of you and your past 

in only 2 years this world has been changed to unrecognizable 

and the consequences for the foolishness will sizable 

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I love this woman next to me as she is actually talking to a stranger 

I hope that her and this man actually connect 

I pray to god that they’re habits may change back over time  

Ty for showing me God that there is still some tiny flicker of hope

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Love is in actions, not words

The way you act sometimes is fucking absurd 

We don’t understand each other and do we may never be

Separated by screens and always watching watching as if we’re not alive but on tv