So i found out that Chris already "almost" impregnated another chick. lol. homeboy went from going to church to killing a child. He has no morals. Now I'm thinking God took me away from that because He knew that guy would only bring me down in the end and away from God and His pure will for me.
this has made me so happy i have nothing to do with him, and actually it has helped with the whole "what is he thinking/feeling?" stuff i have been caught on the last 2 days (see my previous posts on the book its called a breakup because its broken)! which i found quite weird!
he def isn't thinking of me. he is thinking of his girl and getting his dick wet for awhile. no wonder he never contacted me again. he wasn't thinking of me back then and he isn't now. how lucky i am to be rid of such a slave to pleasure and thrill. someone who is so obviously not concerned with their own well being or anyone else's.
work is becoming very difficult what with getting to school and full time support of 4 people. school is looking like i may have to put it on hold while we get this database off the ground. i am frustrated but accepting the pressure and trying to take it all in stride.
larry slept over again last night. aww. =)
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