Doctors office

So today I went to see a doctor about my back and physical therapy, tomorrow and Wed I will see two more. I am bargain hunting for care. :( How sad.

As I trudge in pain from place to place, I think of Chris, and what he has done to me. I wish I could get him to see why he should help me pay for this.

I am hoping that I can afford to treat myself in the coming month soon because if not I may be stuck this way. The doctor apparently goes to my same church but seems prideful and arrogant, which is NOT Christ-like or Christian.

However, the center seems to have a lot of "things", people and machines to heal and one lone DRX9000 machine. Nonetheless, I will look into the others and decide on my best course of action with the will of God and my own sparse pocketbook. I have been denied unemployment AND disability. Homeless services are all I may have left.

Please look kindly on me Lord.