Holy Blessings Batman!

more stream of consciousness... if you dont understand well thats ok see another post below. i just have to get this all down..the smells, the feels, the ideas, the pain and happiness.. i cant believe what is happening..i signed a legal document just now.. $3000, .4 mi... 2/13/09...i am shocked at the events that are occurring in my life all at once. i almost don't know how to handle it all..first i break up with chris, i lose everything... and now i have a baby car job boyfriend and even gonna have a place to live with many helpful amenities and at a cheaper rate than i was paying before...oh before.. could i ever have imagined all these things happening... father a father how sweet and nice and loving a mother a little crazy but try her best ... friends are still here and around and the time to give back is now. im not afraid i just want to do the very best i can and be the best i can be in Gods eyes.

God has totally blessed me everyone has ups and downs, i am on the up, the time is now..