ANGRY...

Whoa what is going on with me right now? I have to leave this guy alone and not talk to him! He is fine and happy with the way things are. He hasn't contacted me or been remotely similar to how he was. I need to let go hard. I am having trouble with that. Time to get my break up book back from Dihanna and apply that shit to this situation. Damn, on top of everthing, I am UBER pissed off.

The infatuation is fuckin gone and all I am left with all these shitty feelings and desire to reclaim what we had. GRRR I am not going to repeat this shit again. Another liar. Another drifting feelings creep. UGh... nevermind. I jsut need time, this part is going to suck,.. inevitably this part sucks dirty rotten a$$. :(