Job, No Job, Job, No Job 2

So yes, my previous job is gone. I had come in late the day after I spent with M. The mgmt was very hard on me since that time. I too had growing feelings of dissatisfaction. Then I had made things somewhat worse as my depression deepened into complete disgust for my job. No more smiley me, talking to everyone, helping everyone out, and they took notice, fast. They said start smiling at us again or else! I guess for better or worse, I chose else.. I am VERY, I repeat VERY, blessed to have the poppa large cushion I have created for myself and I never forget it.

The change was noticeable after I left. Apparently, anyone who has seen me since is like, "wow you seem so much happier!" LOL. My teachers are actually glad I no longer am working there as are the people I know who still work there.

This could be because my sister is coming, it could be because I want to try to get in touch with my creative side once more and possibly make more money so I don't have to work..again and pay for another 2 years of college (I can will a studio and engineer into existence pronto?!) it could be because I now have time to do what I love which is study to get to..well, I don't know where I am going, but I do want to study to get there. This relief is probably due to a # of things, I also got my gym membership, and a trainer, (so no more p90 plataeu).

I am keeping myself busy doing things I am into while lookin for a new "gig". By now I'm sure you know what they are -- God (lol, "into" God), video games, music, art, learning/seeing/trying new things, movies, computers, women's causes, traveling, fixing things, and studying. I was also really into the feeling of falling in love and meeting people, but those can wait.