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is going on..will write soon!

Tonight, tonight what a wonderful night..

I have been thinking about my next steps with this thing going on and I have basically created a supplemental report to combat their words against mine and let the insurance make the choice, and the truth set me free.

I am going to give up only when the situation has come to an end and there is no way that I have exhausted all possibilities just yet. Whatever happens with "R" happens. I am not gonna push anything.

I got a 97 on my 1st Exam! Woot! It feels good to be in school and have a place where my perfectionism works for me and can be safely expressed. I am learning a lot in this class! I am learning about working in groups with others, dealing with diff types of personalities, learning when to let go of planning and when to voice my opinions and plan etc. It is awesome.

Everyone around me thinks I am so awesome. I need to keep a cool head about that nonsense because its not about my glory its about His. My cost to get to school today wasn't awesome, however. I am going to hopefully carpool with Vanessa or Julie until I get a job and wheels of my own OR... we'll see. I once again interviewed on Friday in Culver City for Sizzler US. I don't know what their deal is but I am the only candidate to meet with the CEO so that's a good sign? The bus was not a good sign and I got sick from taking the bus. Guess who now has the flu and a neckache? Mhmm. Me! =)

In the meantime I am picking up the pace with the schedule and studying 3 chapters at a time, whoa! I didn't expect that from the class but apparently "this is college." I will continue to do my best. :) Next week also happens to be another off-site event in PV.

I am finding I really enjoy the labs where we look into a microscope! Gosh, its like another little world in there! Like WOW but better! I absolutely love that. I asked my professor if there was a job where I could just look at rocks or little life forms and sea materials through the microscope all day and she said "lab geologist" or "lab biologist" so I might look into that one. Perhaps my love for science will fuel my acceptance of Math for 4-6 years? Diatoms are by far my favorite to be viewed thus far. Second would be my little manganese nodules... water itself is really an amazing thing.... mmm. There is not one thing that lives or exists on/in the ocean that does not affect us, from the spreading M.O.R to the smallest of clays to the actual graded deposits and PH or heating and huge underwater volcanic activity! Absolutely fascinating. Every single ocean molecule and non-molecule has a purpose! You are amazing, God!

Check out the amazing water properties here!
Properties of Water

In other news, I wrote two tracks in my music engineering class and they are due this week. Without Cubase SL to work from from home also I feel I am missing something. However, I am doing my best and will hopefully be able to ride the bus though with my schools current high rate of rape/issues this will absolutely be more dangerous than it was for me to drive there. I have to take that chance, cuz I can't just miss classes. I start on the radio show in 2 weeks! Forget TV on the Radio its S on the Radio! LOL... Wrte more later,
love, me

New Update coming soon!

I have so much to write about the last few weeks, trying to get it all situated in my head and then on to the paper since i have not written as it was happening!

More to come. Check back in 2 days!