60 Days - Day 26

Thought I forgot about my 60 day notebook? Huh? Nope. Today is Day 26.

1) 60 days without talking to him is going to be hard because _________.

• I have spoken to him recently, someone say "backslide!"
• I don't have the # deleted yet
• I get lonely sometimes.
• Now I KNOW he is moving on with this Dawn chick.
  

2) Why should I be the one that has to_______________?

• Wish better for him than he does
  
• See him/think of him with other women when all he had to do was change unhealthy behaviors.
  

3) The time I think of him the most is_________________.

• When I am not busy/ watch a scene or hear a song that reminds me
  
• When I am driving, or in the shower.
• When I am sleeping.
  

4) Today, instead of calling him/seeing him I will _____________.

• keep a blog
  
• see Sandra and Karin
• wash my clothes /clean my room
  
• rest and read my bible/pray
• go to church and my CoDA meeting tonight (express myself!)
  
• cook a nice meal for myself
• negotiate my hourly rate/plan my mealsdoctor
  
• drink water/step study
  
• call Dr. Carrico
• remember that I have already gone 26 days without speaking to him, what is one more?
  

5) Even when I am feeling my weakest at least I've got _____________.

• God to pray to/to cry myself to sleep to/to wake up in thanks to
  
• Meetings
• Family
• friends
• my strength
• my will
• my love of myself
• my self esteem
• my will to change
• my sense of humor
• my legs at least
  
• my boundaries
  
• a new life
  

6) This is retarded because____________.

• its not, its just not retarded.