Friday, April 2, 2010
Kill My Expectations
You know how there was that nifty "kill your television" saying? I need to have a "kill your expectations" T-shirt that I wear until they are all gone. They are fuckin me up and have been for quite some time..
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
whos making music
I am losing myself. I am losing my creativity and need to get it back. I need to leave LA for a bit to once again find myself. I am thinking OR, WA or NM.
I do not know what I want to do for my 3rd career run, but I need to try to step out in a direction, regardless of whether its the "perfect" path or not.
I feel so disconnected from everyone and everything. I give too much of myself and then I am really sad when I get nothing back. The best way to combat that is to lose expectations and keep in control of my emotions when I am feeling them the strongest. Next time when I like someone, I will purposely keep myself away from them instead of trying to draw them near. As long as I think they arent into me, I wont fuck it up for myself. I think I am going to try to practice that for the next year. I must not let the way I feel about someone cloud my judgement of who they are truly and what they are giving.
I am going to take 15 minutes tonight to play the guitar. FOR FUN. We will see just how fun it is for me and if I truly still enjoy it. I cannot let this creative part of me die! It is a part of me that I need to recognize though perhaps in not the same way I once did in NYC.
I do not know what I want to do for my 3rd career run, but I need to try to step out in a direction, regardless of whether its the "perfect" path or not.
I feel so disconnected from everyone and everything. I give too much of myself and then I am really sad when I get nothing back. The best way to combat that is to lose expectations and keep in control of my emotions when I am feeling them the strongest. Next time when I like someone, I will purposely keep myself away from them instead of trying to draw them near. As long as I think they arent into me, I wont fuck it up for myself. I think I am going to try to practice that for the next year. I must not let the way I feel about someone cloud my judgement of who they are truly and what they are giving.
I am going to take 15 minutes tonight to play the guitar. FOR FUN. We will see just how fun it is for me and if I truly still enjoy it. I cannot let this creative part of me die! It is a part of me that I need to recognize though perhaps in not the same way I once did in NYC.
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Row Row My Boat
03/28/10
From the world of so and so! Hmm oh rly. By the way, thanks for reading this. I know this shit is hella long book-like but.. feelings.."assumptions", perceptions and ideas... take a while to come about and express...also you won't get this email because I realized you don't deserve an actual email from me this long and thought out, since I feel such little effort expended to actually get to know me or be a friend. I do however want to keep this to review, as I am now going to guard my heart against guys for the future. You took my focus off God for a bit there.. but it's back where it belongs. Thanks!
When we met I told you that I am a honest girl and aways try to put things out on the table so I am writing to say that I am really saddened by the way things have gone down with us since we started talking. What I knew of you, I really liked. I really liked your style & music taste, DJing with you, the way you talked with me, your friendly disposition, and felt we had great things in common with one another. I could imagine us being able to do a lot of fun things together and wanted to begin sharing myself with you and vice versa, and I don't feel that way often so its lame when shit doesn't pan out. LOL.
I was really hoping you could have been honest with me about not being into me when I had first asked you, and the second time I asked, however, I feel it is obvious now that you are not. I am not sure why you stated to be, but that's your bag. Or maybe that is an another assumption (of the many you say I make) on my part? You tell me. Though I did not know you very well, I want to say I really felt something really strong for you (not even sure entirely why-it was a instinct thing), I thought about you very often, had intense sexual chemistry for you and was really hoping that there was a mutual desire for intimacy. Now I almost wish I didn't, believe me - - This guy, This guy, I tried not to feel anything for you or think about you that way.
But here we are at today, I am grasping now that you are too "busy", which translates to me as you were not really that into me, and most obviously, also totally OK with not speaking to me in any kind of regular communication one uses to get to know someone. Almost everything was via text, which is not truly proper communication IMO and has only served to confuse things. People do not have business meetings on text for that reason, and to try to have a relationship or build one with a stranger, lol, is ludicrous. Then when things were truly getting fucked today on text, you still chose NOT to talk to me instead of talking to me to communicate and wanting to mutually clarify things. You were busy cooking and making plans for your weekend. You said you felt judged by me, yet, you did not voice to me at the time of feeling that way. That is a red flag for me, of you possibly not able to express feelings when in a conflict. Cuz hey, I suck at reading minds, and feelings. =(
You had mentioned being in a go with the flow part of your life, and taking it easy which I really appreciated cuz I too wanted to take my time, to be easy breezy, but the flow didn't seem to go in this direction. With the exception of the 3 times in the month of March when I saw you and we hung out. 3 days in 4 weeks and you said you weren't interested in getting to know or take the time to spread yourself around and dating anyone else..? You also said you were not looking for a relationship with anyone or to rush into anything. The most important thing to me/for me or whatever, is that mainly, you just were not looking for a relationship with me. You are and we all are looking for relationship. It's human.
I always say if a guy will let you down on little things, he will def let you down on big things you care about, so its fortunate for us I am expressing out on all this and letting the idea go completely. This hurts me. But the way I see it, if I have been as distressed as I have been (and I have been) and I barely knew you yet, we weren't in a relationship at all and my feelings are so minimal for you, I can't even imagine or want to imagine how I would feel had I felt even more for you - given more to you over time and some shit went down. Because I feel you were as closed off as you were, I don't think it was a healthy dynamic for me and its one door I am too used to even try to open again. The emotionally distant guy (who was hurt before) which I barely see or hear from when I would like to, but yet pine for silently. The one who basically would be happy to fuck me but not actually be responsible for my feelings of rejection or really give anything by way of emotional needs. Yeah, I am over it. No thanks. LOL.
I expressed what I needed from you. I even clued you in on what happens in my brain (I didn't even know this before I met you so thats another great epiphany! thanks) ..1st day fine, 2nd day fine..but sometime during the 2nd evening and 3rd day my mind changes and like resets. The person is now gone from my mind and previous info from them is invalidated. By the 3rd day if I hear - from them, I am in defense/confusion mode, like "why on earth are they contacting me? are they playing games with me?" If I don't hear from them after that, I assume they do not like me and they are angrily then forgotten and discarded. If you had tried to ask me about my parents, you would have learned that I think this stems from being abandoned as a child.
Anyway, our communication is/was just a little too lax for me. Whereas to you we were "talking every day or just about". Ha. I had often wondered while waiting to hear from you, if it was just the beginning stages of how you are when you are meeting someone or if this would be how much I would ever hear from you in general? When it seemed as though this is would last, if we became closer and well, you answered my question on that one today. Last time we spoke was your Tues "girls night" which you refused to see me for a 30 minute bite to eat in your home town. What guy has a "girls night" anyway? So yeah, every 2 -3 days to hear from someone is just too long for my liking or comfort level. I feel its also too long for any real intimacy to happen or anything to grow on my part. I am used to something else, I guess...and a girl like me should never be staring at her phone -- for even a second. I am too busy and special for that.
I understand the whole guy thing and not wanting someone to think you are desperate or too available..but..it was too much. The picture I got was that you are basically not available, well, you are -- to your girls nights and your friends, and your own goals and your plans and your adorably cute lil doggie, you, you, you, but just not to me.
It isn't rocket science. The actions didn't match the words. Maybe while I was over here really into you, you are truly hoping to be with someone else, you know? LOL One person wants to give us their world and we are looking off in the distance wanting to give our world to someone else and that person is looking off and so on, and so on... Ha. When I have finally gotten over you a lot of guys I know will be very happy to stop hearing about you and someday you and I can commiserate on how the person you like doesn't doesn't like you back in the same way. It's a fucked cycle. I choose to opt out. =P
Anyway, I don't know trick, for me when I want to get to know someone I make time to see them. I call them, ask them to do things as I did with you. I will try to include them in on even the most minor things just to hang with them, and I call them because I want to share stuff with them. It pretty much works that way for everyone. Now, granted I didn't expect you to be as impatient as me, or even act exactly like me, but I did expect something along those lines of attention to someone you say you like. My bad, guess I was just on booty call status..(but you got really no booty?..) LOL
It should be easy, not this hard to "get to know" someone and get their attention, and I think that is mutual choice too. If it weren't for the 6 other guys that are into me (that I didn't even give a passing chance or thought to while in you) sadly and foolishly on me, I probably wouldn't have recognized the signs of you not being into me so soon, and that you obviously didn't feel the same about me as I did about you. Like you said, you go out when you want to, prob call when you want to, and most likely you invite someone over or out when you want to.. with me, its obvious you just didn't want to, because you often didn't/don't.
If it weren't for the others fucking calling me, asking me out, texting me about their day and asking about mine, sending me pics asking if I remember them, trying to make time to see me, taking me out, and inviting me to do the most mundane things just to see me, then I could TOTALLY PRETEND that you really were just "busy" but STILL REALLY LIKED ME like you said you did and wait around for a weekly call, or wait 2 days for texts and possibly a hot twice a month visit. However, their clear signs of what someone who likes me should and probably would act like, even someone getting to know me as a platonic friend, showed me sadly and undeniably that you just didn't like me that way. And now after tonights strangest ever text convo and this really honest email, you probably never will -- as maybe you are offended by this.
I am so sad. You would prob tell me in your Hallmark way to "just smile" or "feel your (absent) hugs" or the best one "go listen to some music". That doesn't work for me, and is kind of empty -- does that work for you? If so, you poor inner child. Or rather does someone coming over to see you, or trying to cheer you up over the phone, or taking you out to do something you love, or listening to you vent about a bad day or even just holding you while you cry feel much better for lifting someone's down spirit? Yeah, so I am still sad despite your caring sweet nothings.
We have mutual friends. I am having a hard time at work, I feel weird about my fucking birthday, I am trying to be comfortable with a new person I am coming to grips with being and I am under stress at school to keep my A's. I get shit from my roomies about cleaning and it sucks. I do p90x and feel I am plateau-ing. I am thinking things would have gone much better and easier had you just been up front with me from the get, knowing full well what you want and who you like, etc. You still have that chance to state the shit once and for all and ask me to leave you the fuck alone or just say to me "I don't like you girl, and I am not into you as a girlfriend." =) btw. It will work wonders with me leaving you alone, and me moving on. I don't want to bother you just as much as you don't want to be bothered. LOL.
I am frustrated because I really liked you and feel jilted. You said you didn't want to hurt anyone's feelings.. well psssh. Wtf, man?
NEWAYZ, I will just need some span of time to shift my focus and thoughts from you. They have been on you waaay too much =) No hard feelings though. We can be "friends", or whatever that means to you and I, when I have gotten over the fact that I was rejected and somewhat led on by someone I really liked that just didnt like me back in that way and wasn't honest about it with me. I am glad this happened the way it did. You were right about that.
I should have guessed someone who has to claim to be honest probably isn't that honest to begin with. By the way, thanks for reading this. I know you are very very very busy...and this is roughly begun from Mar 14th, go figure!
Also, thanks for inspiring the below.
3/10/10
thinking of you and your touch
bed dog hair filled, with roaches and tea in the bathroom
normally a gross turn OFF but
your Paris boudoir mesmerizing fingers and smile inside say ON
you give me goosebumps
you tickle my insides
you say you feel it too,
so then why don't you call me?
hot- this burning, aching in my loins
this breaking of your rules
i want our hands, mind, and body to join
i see something special in you
it says your music could fill my days
and roar would make my nights
maybe its just a speck in my eye
but yet you don't call me?
rockin to your beat
Do you feel the same?
Are you just playing games?
Am I one of many names, one of many flames?
just rockin to your beat
Do you feel the same?
Are you just playing games?
Am I one of many names, one of many flames?
rockin to your beat
From the world of so and so! Hmm oh rly. By the way, thanks for reading this. I know this shit is hella long book-like but.. feelings.."assumptions", perceptions and ideas... take a while to come about and express...also you won't get this email because I realized you don't deserve an actual email from me this long and thought out, since I feel such little effort expended to actually get to know me or be a friend. I do however want to keep this to review, as I am now going to guard my heart against guys for the future. You took my focus off God for a bit there.. but it's back where it belongs. Thanks!
When we met I told you that I am a honest girl and aways try to put things out on the table so I am writing to say that I am really saddened by the way things have gone down with us since we started talking. What I knew of you, I really liked. I really liked your style & music taste, DJing with you, the way you talked with me, your friendly disposition, and felt we had great things in common with one another. I could imagine us being able to do a lot of fun things together and wanted to begin sharing myself with you and vice versa, and I don't feel that way often so its lame when shit doesn't pan out. LOL.
I was really hoping you could have been honest with me about not being into me when I had first asked you, and the second time I asked, however, I feel it is obvious now that you are not. I am not sure why you stated to be, but that's your bag. Or maybe that is an another assumption (of the many you say I make) on my part? You tell me. Though I did not know you very well, I want to say I really felt something really strong for you (not even sure entirely why-it was a instinct thing), I thought about you very often, had intense sexual chemistry for you and was really hoping that there was a mutual desire for intimacy. Now I almost wish I didn't, believe me - - This guy, This guy, I tried not to feel anything for you or think about you that way.
But here we are at today, I am grasping now that you are too "busy", which translates to me as you were not really that into me, and most obviously, also totally OK with not speaking to me in any kind of regular communication one uses to get to know someone. Almost everything was via text, which is not truly proper communication IMO and has only served to confuse things. People do not have business meetings on text for that reason, and to try to have a relationship or build one with a stranger, lol, is ludicrous. Then when things were truly getting fucked today on text, you still chose NOT to talk to me instead of talking to me to communicate and wanting to mutually clarify things. You were busy cooking and making plans for your weekend. You said you felt judged by me, yet, you did not voice to me at the time of feeling that way. That is a red flag for me, of you possibly not able to express feelings when in a conflict. Cuz hey, I suck at reading minds, and feelings. =(
You had mentioned being in a go with the flow part of your life, and taking it easy which I really appreciated cuz I too wanted to take my time, to be easy breezy, but the flow didn't seem to go in this direction. With the exception of the 3 times in the month of March when I saw you and we hung out. 3 days in 4 weeks and you said you weren't interested in getting to know or take the time to spread yourself around and dating anyone else..? You also said you were not looking for a relationship with anyone or to rush into anything. The most important thing to me/for me or whatever, is that mainly, you just were not looking for a relationship with me. You are and we all are looking for relationship. It's human.
I always say if a guy will let you down on little things, he will def let you down on big things you care about, so its fortunate for us I am expressing out on all this and letting the idea go completely. This hurts me. But the way I see it, if I have been as distressed as I have been (and I have been) and I barely knew you yet, we weren't in a relationship at all and my feelings are so minimal for you, I can't even imagine or want to imagine how I would feel had I felt even more for you - given more to you over time and some shit went down. Because I feel you were as closed off as you were, I don't think it was a healthy dynamic for me and its one door I am too used to even try to open again. The emotionally distant guy (who was hurt before) which I barely see or hear from when I would like to, but yet pine for silently. The one who basically would be happy to fuck me but not actually be responsible for my feelings of rejection or really give anything by way of emotional needs. Yeah, I am over it. No thanks. LOL.
I expressed what I needed from you. I even clued you in on what happens in my brain (I didn't even know this before I met you so thats another great epiphany! thanks) ..1st day fine, 2nd day fine..but sometime during the 2nd evening and 3rd day my mind changes and like resets. The person is now gone from my mind and previous info from them is invalidated. By the 3rd day if I hear - from them, I am in defense/confusion mode, like "why on earth are they contacting me? are they playing games with me?" If I don't hear from them after that, I assume they do not like me and they are angrily then forgotten and discarded. If you had tried to ask me about my parents, you would have learned that I think this stems from being abandoned as a child.
Anyway, our communication is/was just a little too lax for me. Whereas to you we were "talking every day or just about". Ha. I had often wondered while waiting to hear from you, if it was just the beginning stages of how you are when you are meeting someone or if this would be how much I would ever hear from you in general? When it seemed as though this is would last, if we became closer and well, you answered my question on that one today. Last time we spoke was your Tues "girls night" which you refused to see me for a 30 minute bite to eat in your home town. What guy has a "girls night" anyway? So yeah, every 2 -3 days to hear from someone is just too long for my liking or comfort level. I feel its also too long for any real intimacy to happen or anything to grow on my part. I am used to something else, I guess...and a girl like me should never be staring at her phone -- for even a second. I am too busy and special for that.
I understand the whole guy thing and not wanting someone to think you are desperate or too available..but..it was too much. The picture I got was that you are basically not available, well, you are -- to your girls nights and your friends, and your own goals and your plans and your adorably cute lil doggie, you, you, you, but just not to me.
It isn't rocket science. The actions didn't match the words. Maybe while I was over here really into you, you are truly hoping to be with someone else, you know? LOL One person wants to give us their world and we are looking off in the distance wanting to give our world to someone else and that person is looking off and so on, and so on... Ha. When I have finally gotten over you a lot of guys I know will be very happy to stop hearing about you and someday you and I can commiserate on how the person you like doesn't doesn't like you back in the same way. It's a fucked cycle. I choose to opt out. =P
Anyway, I don't know trick, for me when I want to get to know someone I make time to see them. I call them, ask them to do things as I did with you. I will try to include them in on even the most minor things just to hang with them, and I call them because I want to share stuff with them. It pretty much works that way for everyone. Now, granted I didn't expect you to be as impatient as me, or even act exactly like me, but I did expect something along those lines of attention to someone you say you like. My bad, guess I was just on booty call status..(but you got really no booty?..) LOL
It should be easy, not this hard to "get to know" someone and get their attention, and I think that is mutual choice too. If it weren't for the 6 other guys that are into me (that I didn't even give a passing chance or thought to while in you) sadly and foolishly on me, I probably wouldn't have recognized the signs of you not being into me so soon, and that you obviously didn't feel the same about me as I did about you. Like you said, you go out when you want to, prob call when you want to, and most likely you invite someone over or out when you want to.. with me, its obvious you just didn't want to, because you often didn't/don't.
If it weren't for the others fucking calling me, asking me out, texting me about their day and asking about mine, sending me pics asking if I remember them, trying to make time to see me, taking me out, and inviting me to do the most mundane things just to see me, then I could TOTALLY PRETEND that you really were just "busy" but STILL REALLY LIKED ME like you said you did and wait around for a weekly call, or wait 2 days for texts and possibly a hot twice a month visit. However, their clear signs of what someone who likes me should and probably would act like, even someone getting to know me as a platonic friend, showed me sadly and undeniably that you just didn't like me that way. And now after tonights strangest ever text convo and this really honest email, you probably never will -- as maybe you are offended by this.
I am so sad. You would prob tell me in your Hallmark way to "just smile" or "feel your (absent) hugs" or the best one "go listen to some music". That doesn't work for me, and is kind of empty -- does that work for you? If so, you poor inner child. Or rather does someone coming over to see you, or trying to cheer you up over the phone, or taking you out to do something you love, or listening to you vent about a bad day or even just holding you while you cry feel much better for lifting someone's down spirit? Yeah, so I am still sad despite your caring sweet nothings.
We have mutual friends. I am having a hard time at work, I feel weird about my fucking birthday, I am trying to be comfortable with a new person I am coming to grips with being and I am under stress at school to keep my A's. I get shit from my roomies about cleaning and it sucks. I do p90x and feel I am plateau-ing. I am thinking things would have gone much better and easier had you just been up front with me from the get, knowing full well what you want and who you like, etc. You still have that chance to state the shit once and for all and ask me to leave you the fuck alone or just say to me "I don't like you girl, and I am not into you as a girlfriend." =) btw. It will work wonders with me leaving you alone, and me moving on. I don't want to bother you just as much as you don't want to be bothered. LOL.
I am frustrated because I really liked you and feel jilted. You said you didn't want to hurt anyone's feelings.. well psssh. Wtf, man?
NEWAYZ, I will just need some span of time to shift my focus and thoughts from you. They have been on you waaay too much =) No hard feelings though. We can be "friends", or whatever that means to you and I, when I have gotten over the fact that I was rejected and somewhat led on by someone I really liked that just didnt like me back in that way and wasn't honest about it with me. I am glad this happened the way it did. You were right about that.
I should have guessed someone who has to claim to be honest probably isn't that honest to begin with. By the way, thanks for reading this. I know you are very very very busy...and this is roughly begun from Mar 14th, go figure!
Also, thanks for inspiring the below.
3/10/10
thinking of you and your touch
bed dog hair filled, with roaches and tea in the bathroom
normally a gross turn OFF but
your Paris boudoir mesmerizing fingers and smile inside say ON
you give me goosebumps
you tickle my insides
you say you feel it too,
so then why don't you call me?
hot- this burning, aching in my loins
this breaking of your rules
i want our hands, mind, and body to join
i see something special in you
it says your music could fill my days
and roar would make my nights
maybe its just a speck in my eye
but yet you don't call me?
rockin to your beat
Do you feel the same?
Are you just playing games?
Am I one of many names, one of many flames?
just rockin to your beat
Do you feel the same?
Are you just playing games?
Am I one of many names, one of many flames?
rockin to your beat
Monday, March 22, 2010
Just Lame
I am just lame and dont feel I want to play games with anyone. I dont want a guy who feels like he has to chase me. I dont want to fucking play games with anyone.
I called him and I freaking was with him on Sat night.. I dont know why I mess up so much with men. I think I just need to wait on God's man for me!! Grrrr..
I am impatient!! That is my whole problem. :D
I called him and I freaking was with him on Sat night.. I dont know why I mess up so much with men. I think I just need to wait on God's man for me!! Grrrr..
I am impatient!! That is my whole problem. :D
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Again with the games
With this guy, The games continue. Again. Pilar said stop freaking calling him. "Let him make contact! Every single time!" "The chase, etc" and Aaron said don't do anything sexual with him - get to know him in a non-sexual way. I say I just want things to be easier and more to the point damn it -- damn it!
He knows I like him. They said now he feels like he doesn't have to work at it. Well, truth is he does have to, cuz I don't know that he likes me, and if he doesn't, great, I'm fuckin outta here in the relationship looking sense.
The flags that Pilar saw from what he said means "he isn't into me" are that he said he wants to "go with the flow in his life right now" and that "he is not ready to be in a relationship right now". But of course, he is totally ready to stick his dick inside me, right?
With T, he was hot, but I dropped him (ie deleted his #). I just didn't feel anything coming from him after our date and then the night I got sick. Ted, same thing.
Said goodbye to C forever (without his knowing ofc) after I left my stuff at his place and we had that weird moment in the morning. I will miss our being able to go nuts together tho. Such an amazing painter.
N, is just never happening. He is just a really fuckin rich guy with so many nice cars and has many objects.. I think he just wants to add me to his list of things? He just doesn't come across as sensitive AT ALL. That is a quality I really want in a guy.
J is...I don't know, I don't really get him. I really like hanging out and talking with him though, and I look forward to seeing him today before "him", that is, if "he" "calls".
P is someone I am going to lean on who again has reached out. I can at least talk about God with him.
I will go out next week and meet more men, which will in turn help me focus less on the one I want that just doesn't want me. :D
He knows I like him. They said now he feels like he doesn't have to work at it. Well, truth is he does have to, cuz I don't know that he likes me, and if he doesn't, great, I'm fuckin outta here in the relationship looking sense.
The flags that Pilar saw from what he said means "he isn't into me" are that he said he wants to "go with the flow in his life right now" and that "he is not ready to be in a relationship right now". But of course, he is totally ready to stick his dick inside me, right?
With T, he was hot, but I dropped him (ie deleted his #). I just didn't feel anything coming from him after our date and then the night I got sick. Ted, same thing.
Said goodbye to C forever (without his knowing ofc) after I left my stuff at his place and we had that weird moment in the morning. I will miss our being able to go nuts together tho. Such an amazing painter.
N, is just never happening. He is just a really fuckin rich guy with so many nice cars and has many objects.. I think he just wants to add me to his list of things? He just doesn't come across as sensitive AT ALL. That is a quality I really want in a guy.
J is...I don't know, I don't really get him. I really like hanging out and talking with him though, and I look forward to seeing him today before "him", that is, if "he" "calls".
P is someone I am going to lean on who again has reached out. I can at least talk about God with him.
I will go out next week and meet more men, which will in turn help me focus less on the one I want that just doesn't want me. :D
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
Dating Rules
Aaron - 3 day rule
Ryan - 3 second rule and IOI's
Is this what he is following? Are these his dating rules? Apparently, I am following them as well as I don't think he is interested so I am not going to contact him again. Obv he doesn't want to be bothered. I am cool with it.
I guess he couldnt just come right out and say it. That is ok though :) I don't need him to say it anymore..
In other news, nothing like going to see one boy with another boy in tow. Had a awesome last night...just awesome. They both got a long very well also. :D
Ryan - 3 second rule and IOI's
Is this what he is following? Are these his dating rules? Apparently, I am following them as well as I don't think he is interested so I am not going to contact him again. Obv he doesn't want to be bothered. I am cool with it.
I guess he couldnt just come right out and say it. That is ok though :) I don't need him to say it anymore..
In other news, nothing like going to see one boy with another boy in tow. Had a awesome last night...just awesome. They both got a long very well also. :D
Monday, March 8, 2010
Flowing Words are better than floating words...and lies
I am once again writing in here to stop myself from doing something foolish off of here. :D I am just spewing all the nonsense and craziness in here to keep me from letting it out .. out there..
what a strange love triangle i am in this week. I am not even in love. Jake. we don't buy no drinks at the bar we order champagne cuz we got mad dough..Neil is till calling me and I don't know what to tell him. I like him, but not the way he likes me. I think this is how "m" feels about me also which... SUCKS! Cuz I am into him. Why is it that people are attracted to people that aren't attracted to them?!!? That is so fucking lame. And you know whats worse? He is probably attracted to a girl that isnt THAT into HIM too.. can we say what a fucked cycle?!
Anyway, I cant stop thinking about him and I am acting like a idiot over someone who obv isn't as into me as I am them. LOL. Then I am in this triangle with Jake and Jen! Jake is into me but Jen is into HIM! :( Ugh, sucks to be me right now.. I just need to get over this situation and move the fuck on already...?!
With M, our IM convo led me to think he liked me too..(i freaking was an ass and put it all out on the table - "hi, here are my feelings, BREAK THEM pls") but idk, I think he is just playing with me even tho he says he doesn't want to play games and likes my honesty! LOL. He was like yeah I like you too.. i want to get to know you.. blah blah.. but then his ACTIONS are not really showing that. I fucking hate dating.. you never know where you stand with someone in the beginning.. but maybe if they don't contact you very often you don't really stand anywhere... huh?
If I go by how Neil acts and put his actions next to that...then yeah, he doesn't fucking like me. Neil calls me way more, wants to see me much more and expresses real interest, in me consistently. It is not that I don't want this attention, it's that I don't want it from him.. I don't trust Neil.. and he is sarcastic and I don't get the vibe that he will be soft or gentle.
what a strange love triangle i am in this week. I am not even in love. Jake. we don't buy no drinks at the bar we order champagne cuz we got mad dough..Neil is till calling me and I don't know what to tell him. I like him, but not the way he likes me. I think this is how "m" feels about me also which... SUCKS! Cuz I am into him. Why is it that people are attracted to people that aren't attracted to them?!!? That is so fucking lame. And you know whats worse? He is probably attracted to a girl that isnt THAT into HIM too.. can we say what a fucked cycle?!
Anyway, I cant stop thinking about him and I am acting like a idiot over someone who obv isn't as into me as I am them. LOL. Then I am in this triangle with Jake and Jen! Jake is into me but Jen is into HIM! :( Ugh, sucks to be me right now.. I just need to get over this situation and move the fuck on already...?!
With M, our IM convo led me to think he liked me too..(i freaking was an ass and put it all out on the table - "hi, here are my feelings, BREAK THEM pls") but idk, I think he is just playing with me even tho he says he doesn't want to play games and likes my honesty! LOL. He was like yeah I like you too.. i want to get to know you.. blah blah.. but then his ACTIONS are not really showing that. I fucking hate dating.. you never know where you stand with someone in the beginning.. but maybe if they don't contact you very often you don't really stand anywhere... huh?
If I go by how Neil acts and put his actions next to that...then yeah, he doesn't fucking like me. Neil calls me way more, wants to see me much more and expresses real interest, in me consistently. It is not that I don't want this attention, it's that I don't want it from him.. I don't trust Neil.. and he is sarcastic and I don't get the vibe that he will be soft or gentle.
Friday, March 5, 2010
The Gun Show
Got tickets? Tickets to the gun show?!
Anyway, just writing about my foolishness once again with this freaking guy Roe. Gee S get over it already! He was just being nice. He is "busy" and "busy" means "leave me the fuck alone please, I don't really like you enough to make more plans with you." because of him getting in contact with me again with a sweet text (or was it me, like an ass?), I was led on once more. I am just going to have to take the stance of not responding whenever he texts..that's what I should have done. If he wants me he can try to contact me more than once.
In the meantime...the cop, my boss's brother, a church goer, a guy at my job, and the college kid are asking me out. Why the fuck am I focusing on Roe, who isn't? Fuck him! He should be focused on calling me and staying in contact, if he isn't.. he isn't making ENOUGH of an effort to keep me around and I am an option for him, not a choice.
I want to be someone's choice. Zat is what I deZERVE. :D End of story.
Anyway, just writing about my foolishness once again with this freaking guy Roe. Gee S get over it already! He was just being nice. He is "busy" and "busy" means "leave me the fuck alone please, I don't really like you enough to make more plans with you." because of him getting in contact with me again with a sweet text (or was it me, like an ass?), I was led on once more. I am just going to have to take the stance of not responding whenever he texts..that's what I should have done. If he wants me he can try to contact me more than once.
In the meantime...the cop, my boss's brother, a church goer, a guy at my job, and the college kid are asking me out. Why the fuck am I focusing on Roe, who isn't? Fuck him! He should be focused on calling me and staying in contact, if he isn't.. he isn't making ENOUGH of an effort to keep me around and I am an option for him, not a choice.
I want to be someone's choice. Zat is what I deZERVE. :D End of story.
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
Ugh
Another guy.. another, not into me that I cant stop thinking about. Little crush, need to be patient, will be over soon. But really what is bothering me is when will i like the guys and the same ones like me back? Why am I only into the ones that wont be into me? I am great!
Anyway, last night after driving 26 miles to see him and him not asking me to hang out after $20 and 2 hours later, I said "screw it, i know what this is, he is just not that into me".
I got over Terence pretty easily til he freaking started calling again and finally just excommunicated him. I should do the same with this one. Just see him as a "friend" nothing more.
Damn that "He's just not that into you" book! Now I know exactly when the guy isn't into me and it bothers and it still hurts. I thought knowing was half the battle GI Joe! The tips are true and they are glaringly undeniable in that book. To recap he's just not that into you if...
1. He's just not that inot you if he's not asking you out.
If a man is excited about awoman, he can’t stop himself— he wants more. Ifhe’s friends with someoneand attracted to her, he’sgoing to want to take it further.
If he’s not making a move,it’s not because he is ‘scared’. The only thing he is scared of is how not attracted to you he is.
2. He’s just not that into you if he’s not calling you.
He says he didn’t have a moment in his busy day to call. Rubbish! The real reason is that you are not on his mind. Also, If a man leads you to expect he will call and then doesn’t follow through on such a little thing, he will never follow through on big things. Be aware he is okay with the idea he is disappointing you.
4.He’s just not that into you if he’s not dating you.
A guy who is really into you is going to want you all to himself. He is going to ask you on a date. He is going to want to be alone with you to see if you have a romantic future together.
5. He's just not that into you if he's not having sex with you.
Cheating doesn't just 'happen'. It's planned and executed with the full knowledge that it could end your relationship. If he's sleeping with someone else without your knowledge or encouragement, he is not only behaving like a man who isn't into you, he is behaving like a man who doesn't even like you all that much.
6. He’s just not that into you if he only wants to see you when he’s drunk.
Having a drink may help you relax on a first date, but don’t confuse an ice breaker with real intimacy. If he only wants to see you, talk to you and have sex with you when he’s drunk, it ain’t love — it’s sport.
7.He’s just not that into you if he doesn’t want to marry you-- eventually --on your time frame.
Every man you have dated who says he doesn’t want to get married or doesn’t believe in marriage, or has ‘issues’ with marriage, will, rest assured, someday be married. It just will never be to you.
8.He’s just not that into you if he’s breaking up with you.
What could be better than hearing from the man who broke up with you that he misses you madly? It’svalidating. It’s exciting. It’s irresistible. Yet resistit. Unless he’s ready to get back for good he’s simplyfinding it hard being alone.
9.He’s just not that into you if he’s disappeared on you.
When a man disappears there’s no mixed message. He’s made it clear that he’s so not into you, that he couldn’t even bother to leave you a Post-it. Don’t make contact — he’s not in hospital with amnesia! — it will only give him a chance to reject you all over again.
10.He’s just not that into you if he’s married (and other insane variations for being unavailable).
No matter how powerful and real your feelings may be for someone, if that person cannot fully and honestly return them, these feelings mean nothing.
There you have it, the first two are applicable with my current situation. So .. the easy truth is "hes just not THAT into me." Time to move on.
Anyway, last night after driving 26 miles to see him and him not asking me to hang out after $20 and 2 hours later, I said "screw it, i know what this is, he is just not that into me".
I got over Terence pretty easily til he freaking started calling again and finally just excommunicated him. I should do the same with this one. Just see him as a "friend" nothing more.
Damn that "He's just not that into you" book! Now I know exactly when the guy isn't into me and it bothers and it still hurts. I thought knowing was half the battle GI Joe! The tips are true and they are glaringly undeniable in that book. To recap he's just not that into you if...
1. He's just not that inot you if he's not asking you out.
If a man is excited about awoman, he can’t stop himself— he wants more. Ifhe’s friends with someoneand attracted to her, he’sgoing to want to take it further.
If he’s not making a move,it’s not because he is ‘scared’. The only thing he is scared of is how not attracted to you he is.
2. He’s just not that into you if he’s not calling you.
He says he didn’t have a moment in his busy day to call. Rubbish! The real reason is that you are not on his mind. Also, If a man leads you to expect he will call and then doesn’t follow through on such a little thing, he will never follow through on big things. Be aware he is okay with the idea he is disappointing you.
4.He’s just not that into you if he’s not dating you.
A guy who is really into you is going to want you all to himself. He is going to ask you on a date. He is going to want to be alone with you to see if you have a romantic future together.
5. He's just not that into you if he's not having sex with you.
Cheating doesn't just 'happen'. It's planned and executed with the full knowledge that it could end your relationship. If he's sleeping with someone else without your knowledge or encouragement, he is not only behaving like a man who isn't into you, he is behaving like a man who doesn't even like you all that much.
6. He’s just not that into you if he only wants to see you when he’s drunk.
Having a drink may help you relax on a first date, but don’t confuse an ice breaker with real intimacy. If he only wants to see you, talk to you and have sex with you when he’s drunk, it ain’t love — it’s sport.
7.He’s just not that into you if he doesn’t want to marry you-- eventually --on your time frame.
Every man you have dated who says he doesn’t want to get married or doesn’t believe in marriage, or has ‘issues’ with marriage, will, rest assured, someday be married. It just will never be to you.
8.He’s just not that into you if he’s breaking up with you.
What could be better than hearing from the man who broke up with you that he misses you madly? It’svalidating. It’s exciting. It’s irresistible. Yet resistit. Unless he’s ready to get back for good he’s simplyfinding it hard being alone.
9.He’s just not that into you if he’s disappeared on you.
When a man disappears there’s no mixed message. He’s made it clear that he’s so not into you, that he couldn’t even bother to leave you a Post-it. Don’t make contact — he’s not in hospital with amnesia! — it will only give him a chance to reject you all over again.
10.He’s just not that into you if he’s married (and other insane variations for being unavailable).
No matter how powerful and real your feelings may be for someone, if that person cannot fully and honestly return them, these feelings mean nothing.
There you have it, the first two are applicable with my current situation. So .. the easy truth is "hes just not THAT into me." Time to move on.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
How could it be
that I could have such a good time with someone, they be "into" me based on everyone else's standards and yet not hear from them again?
I am looking at their picture and thinking how much I want to see them again...
ugh. why cant I just let go and settle with the fact this person may have temporarily liked me but .. decided they werent THAT into me and probably has a stable of other girls they "like" too? When will I get over this disappointment?!
<--ohmyjiminyterencekirk's!bedamned!-->
I am looking at their picture and thinking how much I want to see them again...
ugh. why cant I just let go and settle with the fact this person may have temporarily liked me but .. decided they werent THAT into me and probably has a stable of other girls they "like" too? When will I get over this disappointment?!
<--ohmyjiminyterencekirk's!bedamned!-->
Wednesday, December 2, 2009
HELP!?
At the behest of friends on Facebook I started this Paypal donation thing. The idea was/is that they were "willing to bet I have 50 friends willing to help you out with $10" if I "set up a paypal donation fund or something." So with the help of a friend, I did. :D
I am appreciative and very lucky! The amount goal I must reach by Dec. 11 2009 is $500. December 11th is my last day to make the full payment.
WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING TO MAKE THIS MONEY RIGHT?! I am not resting on my laurels however, as that would not be like me at all.
On the contrary, I am taking whatever work I can AND I am also working part time doing demonstrations in CA for anyone who will see me. I get paid based on the demonstration to target groups(over 30, married/coupled & a homeowner)-if someone cannot donate even just having more people to see in CA would be of great financial assistance to me. If you know anyone at all that fits that description, I would need to make 30 appointments (30 people who know 1 person each) by the Dec. 11th deadline to cover that amount. Also, you may message me on facebook and I will gladly give my address for money wire or a money order/check to be mailed!
Another way you can help is prayer. Whether you believe in God or not. Please pray for me to be strong in my faith, for me to be able to raise this money by any means necessary to continue my schooling and to be able to pay in advance by the deadline as well and overall for God's will always to be done over mine.
Here is a donation button to use. If you use a credit card as Paypal takes 40% of the payment for themselves. eg. a $20 donation yields 19.09.
THANK YOU FOR CHANGING MY LIFE!
YOU MAY COPY AND PASTE IN YOUR BROWSER THE LINK BELOW.
I am appreciative and very lucky! The amount goal I must reach by Dec. 11 2009 is $500. December 11th is my last day to make the full payment.
WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING TO MAKE THIS MONEY RIGHT?! I am not resting on my laurels however, as that would not be like me at all.
On the contrary, I am taking whatever work I can AND I am also working part time doing demonstrations in CA for anyone who will see me. I get paid based on the demonstration to target groups(over 30, married/coupled & a homeowner)-if someone cannot donate even just having more people to see in CA would be of great financial assistance to me. If you know anyone at all that fits that description, I would need to make 30 appointments (30 people who know 1 person each) by the Dec. 11th deadline to cover that amount. Also, you may message me on facebook and I will gladly give my address for money wire or a money order/check to be mailed!
Another way you can help is prayer. Whether you believe in God or not. Please pray for me to be strong in my faith, for me to be able to raise this money by any means necessary to continue my schooling and to be able to pay in advance by the deadline as well and overall for God's will always to be done over mine.
Here is a donation button to use. If you use a credit card as Paypal takes 40% of the payment for themselves. eg. a $20 donation yields 19.09.
THANK YOU FOR CHANGING MY LIFE!
YOU MAY COPY AND PASTE IN YOUR BROWSER THE LINK BELOW.
Monday, November 23, 2009
Bloggie! Missed you
I am so sorry I haven't written in you in quite a while! Much has been happening in the life of me. I'll talk about the last 6 months in bullets in order of importance. :D
GOD
I have actually gotten closer to God since my baptism. I was experiencing a bad pushing away after what happened with Daniel (I had sex with Dan) but then I came back instead when I realized that my guilt was keeping me from my own forgiveness and giving the enemy root to get me away from God permanently.
God has been so good to me! I truly am the luckiest girl ever I swear. Every day I am giving thanks and praying with Him and talking to Him. I just want to be with Him already!!
Praise report - My ex Chris and I almost got back together (yes, THAT ex, for like 2 weeks) but since I had promised God I would get married first, this time around I had refused (and stayed strong through prayer) to have sex with him. So he eventually petered himself out as I knew he would from the beginning but was giving him the benefit of the doubt. He has such a lack of self control (with sex, drugs, binge eating and more) which I no longer find appealing and I did not jump all the way in because I knew if we were to ever get married his lack of self control would have him cheating or worse things. He knew it too and so he also wanted to break it off. I pretended for his sake to be sad, just as he pretended for my sake that he was going to be sad, but right before he had walked into my room as we were eating Taco Bell, I had already just prayed to God to take him away if he wasn't gonna be the one, and right after my prayer he broke it off! :) I knew then it was never meant to be with him. He just uses me. He was nice enough to buy me a really badly needed gift of sneakers though before we never saw each other again. Which I am grateful for.
SCHOOL
As you know I last broke it off with Dan after he yelled at me, and we went our separate ways online and off. I then started college shortly after and just threw myself into my grades and studying focusing on nothing else and getting over the breakup.
Now I am a very happy 4.0 GPA student and in my second semester finishing up- sans 15 lbs. I am doing amazingly well and each of my professors have been awesome. I am called a "great student" by all 7. I love going to school and it shows in my study habits and participation in classes as well as my use of what I learn. So far I have attacked the IGETC (for 4 year transfer) with a vengeance, though I am not sure if I am going in a business major direction or science yet.
I feel really good about my schooling and gaining the knowledge I am getting from this experience. My last 6 months have been a whirlwind of knowledge and studies.
MONEY
I am still not working full time. I am starting somewhat part time with a company called Cutco doing demonstrations. Learning things for my future in business and hopefully eventually make enough somewhere to start my homeless shelter/school place which would technically be a business as well. They like me there but I really need to gain the experience I need to have a business. I am volunteering for the holidays with the homeless and women's shelters to gain more insight and lose the various remnants of selfishness I possess..
IDEALS
I see my future for 2010 and though I may be broke, it looks amazing. I am single by choice, have lots of hope and love for myself and desire to grow my relationship with God in the future. I seem to have formed real great relationships with others and genuinely love myself AND other people. I feel that as long as I am keeping my eyes and focus where they belong, nothing really deters me from the path.
RELATIONSHIPS/LOVE
I recently talked to many of my exes, not just Chris. I came to the realization that although there were many bad times, more with Brandon and Chris than the others, I all were because they were just really bad matches.
My ex Chad and I have been talking a bit (he is coming to CA in a couple months) and I remember him being a Christian and me not believing in God at the time, however, he has reminded me of our time together and remembering how I felt about him and the dynamic we had of being free and in love and completely focused. see about our beginning relationship here then click next
I realized that though it probably will never be with Chad again, by giving me that relationship and me meeting him and experiencing that at the wrong time, by the grace of God I will someday find someone similar at the right time, who will have all those things Chad and I had AND MORE! What a happy joyful woman I will be!!
Chad's qualities and strong faith in God in a man who is Christ centered and talented and artistic and nature loving!?! A man I can sing with and worship with, write music with and knows bible teachings as well as have my own space, opinions and a life apart from. A man who has self respect and respect for women and practices honesty, self control and has wisdom in most things. What a blessing he will be!? Praise the Lord for showing me through Chad that it is possible in my future as well as it was in my past.
GOD
I have actually gotten closer to God since my baptism. I was experiencing a bad pushing away after what happened with Daniel (I had sex with Dan) but then I came back instead when I realized that my guilt was keeping me from my own forgiveness and giving the enemy root to get me away from God permanently.
God has been so good to me! I truly am the luckiest girl ever I swear. Every day I am giving thanks and praying with Him and talking to Him. I just want to be with Him already!!
Praise report - My ex Chris and I almost got back together (yes, THAT ex, for like 2 weeks) but since I had promised God I would get married first, this time around I had refused (and stayed strong through prayer) to have sex with him. So he eventually petered himself out as I knew he would from the beginning but was giving him the benefit of the doubt. He has such a lack of self control (with sex, drugs, binge eating and more) which I no longer find appealing and I did not jump all the way in because I knew if we were to ever get married his lack of self control would have him cheating or worse things. He knew it too and so he also wanted to break it off. I pretended for his sake to be sad, just as he pretended for my sake that he was going to be sad, but right before he had walked into my room as we were eating Taco Bell, I had already just prayed to God to take him away if he wasn't gonna be the one, and right after my prayer he broke it off! :) I knew then it was never meant to be with him. He just uses me. He was nice enough to buy me a really badly needed gift of sneakers though before we never saw each other again. Which I am grateful for.
SCHOOL
As you know I last broke it off with Dan after he yelled at me, and we went our separate ways online and off. I then started college shortly after and just threw myself into my grades and studying focusing on nothing else and getting over the breakup.
Now I am a very happy 4.0 GPA student and in my second semester finishing up- sans 15 lbs. I am doing amazingly well and each of my professors have been awesome. I am called a "great student" by all 7. I love going to school and it shows in my study habits and participation in classes as well as my use of what I learn. So far I have attacked the IGETC (for 4 year transfer) with a vengeance, though I am not sure if I am going in a business major direction or science yet.
I feel really good about my schooling and gaining the knowledge I am getting from this experience. My last 6 months have been a whirlwind of knowledge and studies.
MONEY
I am still not working full time. I am starting somewhat part time with a company called Cutco doing demonstrations. Learning things for my future in business and hopefully eventually make enough somewhere to start my homeless shelter/school place which would technically be a business as well. They like me there but I really need to gain the experience I need to have a business. I am volunteering for the holidays with the homeless and women's shelters to gain more insight and lose the various remnants of selfishness I possess..
IDEALS
I see my future for 2010 and though I may be broke, it looks amazing. I am single by choice, have lots of hope and love for myself and desire to grow my relationship with God in the future. I seem to have formed real great relationships with others and genuinely love myself AND other people. I feel that as long as I am keeping my eyes and focus where they belong, nothing really deters me from the path.
RELATIONSHIPS/LOVE
I recently talked to many of my exes, not just Chris. I came to the realization that although there were many bad times, more with Brandon and Chris than the others, I all were because they were just really bad matches.
My ex Chad and I have been talking a bit (he is coming to CA in a couple months) and I remember him being a Christian and me not believing in God at the time, however, he has reminded me of our time together and remembering how I felt about him and the dynamic we had of being free and in love and completely focused. see about our beginning relationship here then click next
I realized that though it probably will never be with Chad again, by giving me that relationship and me meeting him and experiencing that at the wrong time, by the grace of God I will someday find someone similar at the right time, who will have all those things Chad and I had AND MORE! What a happy joyful woman I will be!!
Chad's qualities and strong faith in God in a man who is Christ centered and talented and artistic and nature loving!?! A man I can sing with and worship with, write music with and knows bible teachings as well as have my own space, opinions and a life apart from. A man who has self respect and respect for women and practices honesty, self control and has wisdom in most things. What a blessing he will be!? Praise the Lord for showing me through Chad that it is possible in my future as well as it was in my past.
Sunday, June 28, 2009
My new friend :D
[6/22/2009 11:56:11 PM] Eve says: ok testing
[6/22/2009 11:56:16 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/22/2009 11:56:33 PM] Eve says: awesome
[6/22/2009 11:56:37 PM] Eve says: so now i will call you
[6/22/2009 11:56:51 PM] Vaenyc says: hold on let me close lotro
[6/22/2009 11:57:05 PM] Eve says: k
[6/22/2009 11:58:36 PM] Vaenyc says: kk lets do this
[6/22/2009 11:59:13 PM] Eve says: ok
[6/23/2009 2:20:16 AM] Eve says: ty and goodnight :D
[6/23/2009 2:20:35 AM] Vaenyc says: np any time
[6/23/2009 2:20:39 AM] Vaenyc says: :D
[6/23/2009 9:33:45 AM] Vaenyc says: Hey i just wanted to say im sry about the whole age thing last night i didnt mean to affend you. I almost expect everyone to be as sarcastic as me so i thought you were joking and im too dense to realize that mabe you werent :P. And i think its great that you went back to college because your right, not many people finish what they start these days and its awesome that you are. If you ever need any help just feel free to let me know :D. see ya around and good luck.
[6/23/2009 3:19:28 PM] Eve says: wow..thanks. thats not really what i was expectin from you.. i actually figured i wouldnt talk to you again cuz u were maybe freaked out by it.. and yeah i did date Dan, a 20 year old, but I dont have age issues and i truly believe age is just a number, particulalry with me, not only looking young, but also just never having been with ppl my own age, like you, hangin with older ppl, i have only dated and hang out with people younger than me, good or bad those people are just younger..
[6/23/2009 3:29:09 PM] Vaenyc says: ya and i completely understand that :D my problem is that i just assumed so it was a little shock at first lol and i know for a fact that age has no effect on love. Heck i was going out with a 24 year old when i was 18 :P lol like i told you before i am not the best with english and i meant that mainly by the fact that i mean well but it doesnt always leave my mouth that way :(
[6/23/2009 3:29:58 PM] Eve says: i have never dated anyone my age.. lol even at 30 my last bf was 24
[6/23/2009 3:30:12 PM] Eve says: dude Ben is pissed
[6/23/2009 3:30:19 PM] Eve says: ugh
[6/23/2009 3:30:48 PM] Vaenyc says: why whats up?
[6/23/2009 3:31:12 PM] Eve says: i told him I might not be able to raid this Thurs
[6/23/2009 3:31:23 PM] Eve says: and hes like wtf Eve.. again?
[6/23/2009 3:31:47 PM] Vaenyc says: lol thats the same reaction i got when i told him i was goin on vacation
[6/23/2009 3:31:57 PM] Eve says: i really want to its just that I have to be an A student and the only way I can do it by fuckin studyin.. HARD
[6/23/2009 3:32:01 PM] Eve says: is*
[6/23/2009 3:32:20 PM] Eve says: tonight i have 3 more chapters.. who the fuck knows what he’s gonna throw at me today!
[6/23/2009 3:32:57 PM] Eve says: he's so emo :P
[6/23/2009 3:33:03 PM] Eve says: LOL
[6/23/2009 3:33:22 PM] Eve says: not my teacher, hes a brick, i mean Ben ..lol
[6/23/2009 3:35:19 PM] Vaenyc says: hey
[6/23/2009 3:35:33 PM] Vaenyc says: sry abput that
[6/23/2009 3:36:06 PM] Vaenyc says: skype shut down on me
[6/23/2009 3:40:43 PM] Vaenyc says: well you pbob went to class but i just hope i didnt affend you and im not freaked out at all. if you need it, ill help where i can so dont be afraid to ask :D ill be around
[6/23/2009 3:40:51 PM] Eve says: whats up?
[6/23/2009 3:41:00 PM] Eve says: oic
[6/23/2009 3:41:12 PM] Vaenyc says: ha whats up
[6/23/2009 3:41:18 PM] Eve says: no no class yet :P
[6/23/2009 3:41:44 PM] Vaenyc says: ya so im just really sry about last night :P
[6/23/2009 3:41:49 PM] Eve says: its cool
[6/23/2009 3:42:01 PM] Eve says: i totally understand if you dont wanna talk to me
[6/23/2009 3:42:20 PM] Eve says: after the Dan shit... idk.. ive changed my mind about some stuff..
[6/23/2009 3:43:16 PM] Vaenyc says: ha no thats not it at all lol i still look at you the same way i always did :D your an awesome person and your funny as shit, I am honored that you even consider me your friend :)
[6/23/2009 3:43:29 PM] Eve says: schweet! i am glad cuz i feel the same too
[6/23/2009 3:43:39 PM] Eve says: thats tits!
[6/23/2009 3:44:04 PM] Vaenyc says: i just thought you were jokin yesterday because you dont even look that old
[6/23/2009 3:44:09 PM] Eve says: i know..
[6/23/2009 3:44:14 PM] Vaenyc says: :P
[6/23/2009 3:44:19 PM] Vaenyc says: so we good?
[6/23/2009 3:44:20 PM] Eve says: when i tell ppl they dont believe me
[6/23/2009 3:44:23 PM] Eve says: yeah yeah
[6/23/2009 3:44:39 PM] Vaenyc says: lol if anything you have a right to be mad at me
[6/23/2009 3:45:23 PM] Vaenyc says: so what time do you have class
[6/23/2009 3:45:28 PM] Eve says: for sure.. nah son, im not. and really i wanna play with you right now for a little bit if u are on LOTRO before class while I say goodbye to some peeps til the end of semester…
[6/23/2009 3:45:40 PM] Eve says: in like 2 hours
[6/23/2009 3:46:37 PM] Eve says: i did good today.. i spent some time at work finishing my HW lol
[6/23/2009 3:47:01 PM] Vaenyc says: lol your teacher will be impressed with how well you did
[6/23/2009 3:47:15 PM] Vaenyc says: if not tell me and ill curbstomp him
[6/23/2009 3:47:18 PM] Eve says: hell yeah he'll prob be impressed that I even do my HW
[6/23/2009 3:47:22 PM] Vaenyc says: :P
[6/23/2009 3:47:23 PM] Eve says: hell yeah fucking show him THE WAY
[6/23/2009 3:47:31 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/23/2009 3:47:38 PM] Vaenyc says: why you dont do your hw?
[6/23/2009 3:48:00 PM] Eve says: oh no i do.. im a 4.0 student so far
[6/23/2009 3:48:09 PM] Vaenyc says: thats right beoch
[6/23/2009 3:48:14 PM] Eve says: but most ppl dont.. and they dont do it til the last minute and shit
[6/23/2009 3:48:18 PM] Vaenyc says: keep it that way
[6/23/2009 3:48:24 PM] Eve says: procrastnatatas
[6/23/2009 3:48:30 PM] Vaenyc says: thats me :D
[6/23/2009 3:48:41 PM] Eve says: yep they are out there :D
[6/23/2009 3:48:55 PM] Eve says: its all good though, i think every body has their way of doin shit
[6/23/2009 3:49:08 PM] Eve says: ugh LOTRO is bein a bitch ..
[6/23/2009 3:49:17 PM] Vaenyc says: hey, can anyone just add you as a contact on this shit even if they dont know you?
[6/23/2009 3:49:23 PM] Eve says: no
[6/23/2009 3:49:30 PM] Eve says: they have to ask permission
[6/23/2009 3:49:36 PM] Eve says: unless u have the smiley face
[6/23/2009 3:49:40 PM] Eve says: then anyone can talk to you
[6/23/2009 3:49:49 PM] Eve says: hot sexy porn chicks... dog vendors everyone
[6/23/2009 3:49:52 PM] Vaenyc says: ya someone tryed to add me today
[6/23/2009 3:50:05 PM] Eve says: freaking sex cam girls LOVE me
[6/23/2009 3:50:11 PM] Eve says: :^)
[6/23/2009 3:50:16 PM] Vaenyc says: same lol
[6/23/2009 3:50:26 PM] Eve says: im like um, do u see that I have a girls name?
[6/23/2009 3:50:27 PM] Vaenyc says: only in america
[6/23/2009 3:50:30 PM] Eve says: they dont even care..lol
[6/23/2009 3:50:34 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/23/2009 3:50:50 PM] Vaenyc says: mabe they are lezbo porn chicks
[6/23/2009 3:50:59 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[6/23/2009 3:51:04 PM] Eve says: ooh yeah? ya think? hell, the might be!
[6/23/2009 3:51:08 PM] Eve says: i should look into that... lol
[6/23/2009 3:51:12 PM] Eve says: j/k
[6/23/2009 3:51:25 PM] Vaenyc says: lol i raised you better than that
[6/23/2009 3:51:28 PM] Eve says: word
[6/23/2009 3:51:37 PM] Vaenyc says: you on lotro?
[6/23/2009 3:51:46 PM] Eve says: no cuz the loading screen is still loading
[6/23/2009 3:52:00 PM] Vaenyc says: lol what kind of comp do you have?
[6/23/2009 3:52:02 PM] Eve says: after like 10 mins.. lol i could get loaded and become sober and it would still be loading
[6/23/2009 3:52:03 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/23/2009 3:52:18 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/23/2009 3:52:20 PM] Eve says: i have a gateway...
[6/23/2009 3:52:25 PM] Eve says: yeah i know.. i wanted HP
[6/23/2009 3:52:26 PM] Eve says: but meh
[6/23/2009 3:52:42 PM] Vaenyc says: no you dont HP sucks :P
[6/23/2009 3:52:46 PM] Eve says: this was the best gaming comp i could find for WoW at the time
[6/23/2009 3:52:58 PM] Eve says: i actually bought this comp for WoW
[6/23/2009 3:52:59 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/23/2009 3:53:04 PM] Vaenyc says: how old is it
[6/23/2009 3:53:12 PM] Eve says: its like 2 yrs old.. which is like ANCIENT
[6/23/2009 3:53:15 PM] Vaenyc says: i bought my comp for wow too so dont feel bad
[6/23/2009 3:53:16 PM] Eve says: LOL
[6/23/2009 3:53:21 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/23/2009 3:53:37 PM] Vaenyc says: it at least has a dual core right
[6/23/2009 3:53:44 PM] Eve says: i cant believe the shit is still loading..
[6/23/2009 3:53:50 PM] Eve says: yes, this is true
[6/23/2009 3:54:06 PM] Vaenyc says: close it and restart
[6/23/2009 3:54:12 PM] Vaenyc says: the program
[6/23/2009 3:54:30 PM] Eve says: it doesnt show in Task Manager thats the shit thats weird right now
[6/23/2009 3:54:42 PM] Eve says: its just the initial screen ...
[6/23/2009 3:54:56 PM] Vaenyc says: did you control alt delete?
[6/23/2009 3:54:59 PM] Eve says: yep
[6/23/2009 3:55:14 PM] Eve says: skype and some guy named David..:P
[6/23/2009 3:55:18 PM] Eve says: thats it >< no LOTRO
[6/23/2009 3:55:24 PM] Eve says: no turbine manager .. nothin
[6/23/2009 3:55:31 PM] Vaenyc says: click on the window and alt f4
[6/23/2009 3:55:49 PM] Eve says: not even in the processes - oop there it is turbine invoker
[6/23/2009 3:55:54 PM] Eve says: sounds liek a freakin virus
[6/23/2009 3:56:04 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/23/2009 3:56:15 PM] Eve says: turbine launcher... hmm
[6/23/2009 3:56:21 PM] Eve says: im gonna get processes for a sec
[6/23/2009 3:56:39 PM] Eve says: end process tree*
[6/23/2009 3:57:43 PM] Vaenyc says: urg i g2g for a bit so if i dont catch you before you go to class, ill be on when you get back :P
[6/23/2009 3:57:50 PM] Eve says: k
[6/23/2009 3:57:56 PM] Vaenyc says: good luck
[6/23/2009 3:58:02 PM] Eve says: thx!
[6/23/2009 3:58:07 PM] Eve says: :)
[6/23/2009 3:58:13 PM] Vaenyc says: your welcome!
[6/23/2009 3:58:14 PM] Vaenyc says: :)
[6/23/2009 9:35:36 PM] Vaenyc says: hey how was class
[6/23/2009 9:35:48 PM] Eve says: hey whats up..
[6/23/2009 9:35:55 PM] Eve says: omg class was good and i was like yes! i got it
[6/23/2009 9:36:00 PM] Eve says: and now im home and im like no
[6/23/2009 9:36:02 PM] Eve says: im fucked
[6/23/2009 9:36:20 PM] Vaenyc says: lol what now
[6/23/2009 9:37:32 PM] Eve says: lol word problems?
[6/23/2009 9:37:35 PM] Eve says: like check it
[6/23/2009 9:37:49 PM] Eve says: a computer printout can list 74 names
[6/23/2009 9:37:55 PM] Eve says: on 1 page of paper
[6/23/2009 9:38:09 PM] Eve says: if 3,451 student names are to be printed
[6/23/2009 9:38:20 PM] Eve says: how many will appear on the last page of the printout
[6/23/2009 9:38:35 PM] Eve says: so i did x = 74*3451
[6/23/2009 9:38:39 PM] Eve says: and it was wrong
[6/23/2009 9:38:56 PM] Eve says: then i did x over 3451
[6/23/2009 9:39:04 PM] Eve says: = 74
[6/23/2009 9:39:06 PM] Eve says: and that was wrong
[6/23/2009 9:39:12 PM] Eve says: and now im just at a freakin loss!
[6/23/2009 9:39:34 PM] Eve says: the good part is that i did some of tonights homework in class so i could play a specified hour of LOTRO-so lets go wreck shit son!
[6/23/2009 9:39:35 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/23/2009 9:40:26 PM] Vaenyc says: did you get the answer for the problem?
[6/23/2009 9:40:35 PM] Eve says: no i didnt
[6/23/2009 9:40:39 PM] Eve says: instead i got upset and im about to go smoke
[6/23/2009 9:40:40 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/23/2009 9:41:01 PM] Vaenyc says: do 3451 over 74
[6/23/2009 9:41:08 PM] Vaenyc says: and then round up
[6/23/2009 9:41:09 PM] Eve says: i did that one
[6/23/2009 9:41:12 PM] Eve says: what?
[6/23/2009 9:41:14 PM] Eve says: i did that too
[6/23/2009 9:41:25 PM] Eve says: i got 500 when i rounded it
[6/23/2009 9:41:30 PM] Eve says: but the answer is somehow 47
[6/23/2009 9:43:24 PM] Vaenyc says: no you have to do 3451 / 74 and you get 46.blah blah blah then you round it up to 47
[6/23/2009 9:43:44 PM] Eve says: hmmm
[6/23/2009 9:44:13 PM] Eve says: ok i dont understand
[6/23/2009 9:44:23 PM] Vaenyc says: on a calc right now do 3451 devided by 74
[6/23/2009 9:44:26 PM] Eve says: 74*7 = 518?
[6/23/2009 9:44:33 PM] Vaenyc says: ?
[6/23/2009 9:44:47 PM] Eve says: does 74*7 = 518?
[6/23/2009 9:45:08 PM] Vaenyc says: ya
[6/23/2009 9:45:11 PM] Eve says: ok..
[6/23/2009 9:45:23 PM] Eve says: and 74*4 = 329?
[6/23/2009 9:45:33 PM] Vaenyc says: wait im lost
[6/23/2009 9:45:48 PM] Eve says: yeah ... im doing the mult of 74*4
[6/23/2009 9:45:54 PM] Eve says: and then 74*7
[6/23/2009 9:45:56 PM] Vaenyc says: why?
[6/23/2009 9:46:11 PM] Eve says: because the answer is 47 and i dont understand why
[6/23/2009 9:46:17 PM] Eve says: or how it got there
[6/23/2009 9:46:25 PM] Vaenyc says: lol your gunna confuse yourself :P
[6/23/2009 9:46:27 PM] Eve says: i mean with 42 i was too high and got a remainder!
[6/23/2009 9:46:32 PM] Eve says: i freakin out man!
[6/23/2009 9:46:36 PM] Eve says: im*
[6/23/2009 9:46:37 PM] Vaenyc says: do you want to do chat again?
[6/23/2009 9:46:41 PM] Eve says: look at me i cant even type!
[6/23/2009 9:47:00 PM] Eve says: i first got 42 remainder 13
[6/23/2009 9:47:17 PM] Vaenyc says: let me go into the other room and then well do chat again
[6/23/2009 9:47:19 PM] Eve says: and then i started all over again .. analyze the probem he says.. i did that!
[6/23/2009 9:47:27 PM] Eve says: then he says fucking form an equation
[6/23/2009 9:47:30 PM] Eve says: yeah i did that too!
[6/23/2009 9:47:37 PM] Eve says: solve.. um, wtf? i cant !
[6/23/2009 9:47:41 PM] Eve says: :(
[6/23/2009 9:47:55 PM] Vaenyc says: calm down lol gimme a sec
[6/23/2009 9:48:01 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/23/2009 9:48:20 PM] Eve says: ok…sorry.. im just.. idk.. i thought it was gonna be ok..
[6/23/2009 9:48:32 PM] Eve says: i thought “ok i get this... i can keep going and i promise not to freak out, Im gonna totally pass and not need that much help”.. lol
[6/23/2009 9:48:40 PM] Eve says: and now look at me.. im home and freaking out!
[6/23/2009 9:50:23 PM] Vaenyc says: do you want me to help you?
[6/23/2009 9:51:20 PM] Eve says: could you please help me?
[6/23/2009 9:51:41 PM] Vaenyc says: ya sure no prob jus lemme get a drink
[6/23/2009 9:51:46 PM] Eve says: ok me too
[6/23/2009 9:51:53 PM] Eve says: ty
[6/23/2009 9:52:11 PM] Eve says: it will be just these word probs i promise.. im sure u are busy !
[6/23/2009 9:52:36 PM] Vaenyc says: lol with what :P im on vacation
[6/23/2009 9:53:17 PM] Eve says: lol omg! you are!
[6/23/2009 9:53:52 PM] Eve says: Vae thats even worse!
[6/23/2009 9:54:02 PM] Eve says: you should be ... idk.. what do YOU do on Vacation?
[6/23/2009 9:54:55 PM] Vaenyc says: lol im in texas visiting my grandparents
[6/23/2009 10:02:42 PM] Eve says: 3451/74 right?
[6/24/2009 12:37:29 AM] Eve says: oops?
[6/24/2009 2:11:02 AM] Eve sent file "ScreenShot00119.jpg" to members of this chat
[6/24/2009 2:47:41 AM] Vaenyc says: lol nice screen shots :D
[6/24/2009 2:47:50 AM] Vaenyc says: good night :)
[6/24/2009 2:47:55 AM] Eve says: :D night!
[6/24/2009 10:30:56 PM] Vaenyc says: hey how was class lol
[6/24/2009 10:31:19 PM] Eve says: hey it was ok
[6/24/2009 10:31:25 PM] Eve says: were on integers..
[6/24/2009 10:31:35 PM] Vaenyc says: lol easy :D
[6/24/2009 10:31:43 PM] Eve says: im trying so hard to get this concept of using the opposite # for the subtraction
[6/24/2009 10:31:56 PM] Eve says: its not that easy with 3 or more #’s though for me for some reason
[6/24/2009 10:31:58 PM] Eve says: meh..
[6/24/2009 10:32:02 PM] Eve says: how u doin?
[6/24/2009 10:32:29 PM] Vaenyc says: good :D im enjoyin vaca but i think im ready to go home
[6/24/2009 10:32:57 PM] Eve says: lol i hear that... you miss it? miss your girl and your friends and stuff huh?
[6/24/2009 10:33:20 PM] Vaenyc says: ya :P im such a homebody
[6/24/2009 10:33:24 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/24/2009 10:33:30 PM] Eve says: dude... i like ur last name..
[6/24/2009 10:33:38 PM] Eve says: i never thought i did until i pronounced it
[6/24/2009 10:33:40 PM] Eve says: its French
[6/24/2009 10:33:56 PM] Vaenyc says: ya lol im ashamed of it too
[6/24/2009 10:34:04 PM] Eve says: yeah dont be.. its waay cool imo
[6/24/2009 10:34:40 PM] Vaenyc says: i hate the french....bunch of pussys
[6/24/2009 10:34:51 PM] Eve says: true
[6/24/2009 10:34:55 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/24/2009 10:35:08 PM] Eve says: but they have nice names.. and great accents
[6/24/2009 10:35:24 PM] Vaenyc says: im actually mostly polish and german though lol my moms maden name is Roskosky
[6/24/2009 10:35:31 PM] Eve says: nice
[6/24/2009 10:35:50 PM] Vaenyc says: thats right lol David slayer of jews
[6/24/2009 10:35:57 PM] Eve says: :D not as sexy but its cool too lol
[6/24/2009 10:36:02 PM] Eve says: yep .. er, what?
[6/24/2009 10:36:28 PM] Vaenyc says: lol im just makin a joke about the fact that im 30% german
[6/24/2009 10:36:33 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/24/2009 10:36:54 PM] Eve says: yeah yeah german is bad ass ..
[6/24/2009 10:36:58 PM] Eve says: i used to live there
[6/24/2009 10:37:14 PM] Vaenyc says: really? why the hell did you come back?
[6/24/2009 10:37:19 PM] Eve says: i didnt want to
[6/24/2009 10:37:25 PM] Eve says: family came here and so i had to come too
[6/24/2009 10:37:29 PM] Eve says: i used to live in France also
[6/24/2009 10:37:31 PM] Eve says: and Spain
[6/24/2009 10:37:37 PM] Vaenyc says: ahhh i see :D
[6/24/2009 10:37:37 PM] Eve says: and Amsterdam :P
[6/24/2009 10:37:43 PM] Vaenyc says: livin the dream
[6/24/2009 10:37:46 PM] Eve says: yeah, right
[6/24/2009 10:38:16 PM] Eve says: so im prob not gonna hear from DFlatt again at least not if I don’t contact him first..
[6/24/2009 10:38:38 PM] Vaenyc says: oh? he didnt say anything to you today?
[6/24/2009 10:39:23 PM] Eve says: lets put it this way..he's on Skype and ur on Skype.. ..and yet you are the first one to message me
[6/24/2009 10:39:40 PM] Vaenyc says: send him a message
[6/24/2009 10:39:48 PM] Eve says: no dude... we tried it your way
[6/24/2009 10:39:57 PM] Eve says: he doesn’t want to talk to me or have anything to do with me for that matter
[6/24/2009 10:40:02 PM] Eve says: its so obvious..
[6/24/2009 10:40:15 PM] Eve says: im not gonna hurt myself anymore than i did last night
[6/24/2009 10:40:38 PM] Vaenyc says: look im sry i was just tryin to help and i didnt realize that he was gunna be a prick
[6/24/2009 10:40:43 PM] Eve says: maybe the book is wrong about some stuff.. but it is true.. IF he wanted to talk to me, he would have... long ago..
[6/24/2009 10:41:07 PM] Eve says: and he doesn't so he won't..
[6/24/2009 10:41:26 PM] Eve says: i just have to do the best i can to get over it and be as soft and kind to myself through this time as I can
[6/24/2009 10:41:43 PM] Eve says: (sweat);(
[6/24/2009 10:42:15 PM] Eve says: i know u had good intentions.. and i appreciate it.. but you know the guy "not interested" signs.. prob better than I do
[6/24/2009 10:42:18 PM] Vaenyc says: look im sry i was just tryin to help and i didnt realize that he was gunna be a prick
[6/24/2009 10:42:28 PM] Vaenyc says: oops lol sry
[6/24/2009 10:42:30 PM] Eve says: i know u had good intentions..i dont blame you
[6/24/2009 10:42:43 PM] Eve says: i just feel like an ass.. lol
[6/24/2009 10:42:59 PM] Vaenyc says: why? you shouldnt
[6/24/2009 10:43:14 PM] Eve says: because i should not have contacted him..
[6/24/2009 10:43:40 PM] Eve says: i should just fucking try to fall in love with the fact i will never talk to him or hear from him again...
[6/24/2009 10:44:18 PM] Vaenyc says: well look at it this way, would you rather have spent the time not knowing if you two would have had a friendship or not?
[6/24/2009 10:44:41 PM] Eve says: and we will never be friends.. or even aquaintances.. i need to get movin on that mindset not the one that fucking keeps me locked into some dumb shit that makes me wonder why the fuck I am even trying?
[6/24/2009 10:44:58 PM] Eve says: yes... i would have rather spent the time knowing that we wouldnt
[6/24/2009 10:45:19 PM] Eve says: and then fucking let him go.. i did what the book calls BACKSLIDING.. and it hurts
[6/24/2009 10:45:27 PM] Eve says: i basically let myself down by texting him
[6/24/2009 10:45:34 PM] Eve says: and now i have to start over..
[6/24/2009 10:45:37 PM] Eve says: day 1
[6/24/2009 10:45:40 PM] Eve says: from Day 13
[6/24/2009 10:45:46 PM] Vaenyc says: no i let you down :(
[6/24/2009 10:45:50 PM] Eve says: nah
[6/24/2009 10:45:55 PM] Vaenyc says: its not ur fault its mine
[6/24/2009 10:45:56 PM] Eve says: you were just tryin to be a friend..
[6/24/2009 10:46:22 PM] Vaenyc says: Peer pressure on my part otherwise you wouldnt have even done it in the firstplace
[6/24/2009 10:46:29 PM] Eve says: well thats true..
[6/24/2009 10:46:31 PM] Eve says: i wouldnt have done it
[6/24/2009 10:46:33 PM] Eve says: but..
[6/24/2009 10:46:42 PM] Vaenyc says: exactly
[6/24/2009 10:47:03 PM] Eve says: it isnt your fault necessarily..that I feel this way though
[6/24/2009 10:47:20 PM] Eve says: its all good! no worries
[6/24/2009 10:47:48 PM] Eve says: im gonna go get my smokes.. we can talk after if u want?
[6/24/2009 10:47:55 PM] Vaenyc says: look, you make it sound like he is the last guy that you are ever gunna meet and thats not the case
[6/24/2009 10:47:57 PM] Vaenyc says: kk
[6/24/2009 10:48:03 PM] Vaenyc says: no smokes
[6/24/2009 10:48:07 PM] Vaenyc says: or you die
[6/24/2009 10:48:15 PM] Eve says: ? :'(
[6/24/2009 10:48:37 PM] Vaenyc says: lol thats right you are stayin smoke free
[6/24/2009 10:48:38 PM] Eve says: (wait)
[6/24/2009 10:48:45 PM] Vaenyc says: jk im not ur boss
[6/24/2009 10:48:54 PM] Eve says: 8-)
[6/24/2009 10:49:43 PM] Eve says: hes not the last guy! but im beginning to think the relationships are all gonna be the same
[6/24/2009 10:49:54 PM] Eve says: :S
[6/24/2009 10:49:56 PM] Eve says: brb
[6/24/2009 10:50:03 PM] Eve says: (wait)
[6/24/2009 10:50:15 PM] Vaenyc says: god damn you and your death sticks
[6/24/2009 10:50:28 PM] Eve says: NO
[6/24/2009 10:50:31 PM] Eve says: i am not gonna smoke
[6/24/2009 10:50:39 PM] Eve says: i am going to hold out.. yes, i feel fucking terrible
[6/24/2009 10:50:47 PM] Eve says: but i dont have to smoke to get rid of the feeling
[6/24/2009 10:51:00 PM] Vaenyc says: ya just punch a baby
[6/24/2009 10:51:03 PM] Eve says: wait what? lol death sticks!
[6/24/2009 10:51:06 PM] Vaenyc says: :)
[6/24/2009 10:51:10 PM] Eve says: well they are..
[6/24/2009 10:51:15 PM] Eve says: i guess sometimes
[6/24/2009 10:51:19 PM] Eve says: on a certain day they are
[6/24/2009 10:51:25 PM] Eve says: but sometimes they dont seem that way
[6/24/2009 10:51:36 PM] Eve says: lets go over the chemicals inside shall we?
[6/24/2009 10:51:39 PM] Vaenyc says: lol there is a brand of cigs called death sticks
[6/24/2009 10:51:50 PM] Eve says: i really want to smoke right now..
[6/24/2009 10:51:59 PM] Vaenyc says: N NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
[6/24/2009 10:52:04 PM] Eve says: but im going to try to let go of compulsion and temptation to smoke
[6/24/2009 10:52:18 PM] Vaenyc says: :)
[6/24/2009 10:53:03 PM] Vaenyc says: oh and dont think that all of your relationships are gunna be like past ones
[6/24/2009 10:53:14 PM] Vaenyc says: lol thats rediculous
[6/24/2009 10:53:16 PM] Eve says: feels like it
[6/24/2009 10:53:29 PM] Eve says: and i do have 5 last ones to go by
[6/24/2009 10:53:37 PM] Vaenyc says: you just havent met the right guy yet
[6/24/2009 10:53:37 PM] Eve says: they all seem pretty similar
[6/24/2009 10:53:47 PM] Eve says: meh
[6/24/2009 10:53:56 PM] Vaenyc says: trust me....i remember when i met that special guy
[6/24/2009 10:54:00 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/24/2009 10:54:05 PM] Vaenyc says: his name was chuck
[6/24/2009 10:54:07 PM] Eve says: what was he like?
[6/24/2009 10:54:12 PM] Eve says: oh as in Norris?
[6/24/2009 10:54:21 PM] Vaenyc says: no as in ....chuck
[6/24/2009 10:54:23 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/24/2009 10:54:44 PM] Vaenyc says: he had bright green teeth and golden locks
[6/24/2009 10:54:47 PM] Eve says: as in chuck my guy luck out the fuckin window?
[6/24/2009 10:54:48 PM] Eve says: sweet!
[6/24/2009 10:55:05 PM] Vaenyc says: explains alot about my persona hun
[6/24/2009 10:55:11 PM] Vaenyc says: *huh
[6/24/2009 10:55:12 PM] Eve says: he sounds totally hot!
[6/24/2009 10:55:26 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/24/2009 10:56:05 PM] Vaenyc says: look, youre funny, nice and beautiful so your destined to find a good guy
[6/24/2009 10:56:46 PM] Eve says: thanks.. i appreciate that mah nigga.. you are saying all the right good friend things to say
[6/24/2009 10:57:02 PM] Vaenyc says: if you dont so help me god ill castrate myself
[6/24/2009 10:57:06 PM] Vaenyc says: with a spoon
[6/24/2009 10:57:11 PM] Eve says: you better promise
[6/24/2009 10:57:22 PM] Vaenyc says: cross my balls
[6/24/2009 10:57:24 PM] Eve says: cuz if i dont.. well .. ill prob castrate myself and join a nunnery
[6/24/2009 10:57:34 PM] Eve says: pinky swear
[6/24/2009 10:57:44 PM] Vaenyc says: cross my balls and hope to die
[6/24/2009 10:57:48 PM] Eve says: ok
[6/24/2009 10:57:53 PM] Vaenyc says: :)
[6/24/2009 10:57:56 PM] Eve says: :)
[6/24/2009 10:58:21 PM] Vaenyc says: how much more hw do you need to do?
[6/24/2009 10:58:29 PM] Eve says: u really want to know?
[6/24/2009 10:58:36 PM] Eve says: oh!! oh! guess what?
[6/24/2009 10:58:41 PM] Eve says: i talked to my teacher today..
[6/24/2009 10:58:47 PM] Vaenyc says: and
[6/24/2009 10:58:53 PM] Vaenyc says: .
[6/24/2009 10:58:54 PM] Vaenyc says: ..
[6/24/2009 10:58:56 PM] Vaenyc says: .....
[6/24/2009 10:58:56 PM] Vaenyc says: ....
[6/24/2009 10:58:58 PM] Eve says: and i said listen fucker.. you are giving me too much hw
[6/24/2009 10:59:08 PM] Eve says: i told him im supposed to raid Thurs's
[6/24/2009 10:59:14 PM] Vaenyc says: then you killed him right
[6/24/2009 10:59:23 PM] Eve says: and i told him that I didnt think it was fair to us that he gives us 140 problems a night
[6/24/2009 10:59:33 PM] Eve says: but doesnt go over the material until afterward!
[6/24/2009 10:59:56 PM] Eve says: i told him that he fuckin does roll call at 5:55 which doesnt allow people who even were on time to be marked as such
[6/24/2009 11:00:09 PM] Eve says: i got mad eloquent and business like on his ass
[6/24/2009 11:00:22 PM] Eve says: and i told him that i am not going to do my HW
[6/24/2009 11:00:25 PM] Eve says: until he goes over it
[6/24/2009 11:00:31 PM] Vaenyc says: then you killed him?
[6/24/2009 11:00:37 PM] Eve says: it was one thing when we were doin easy stuff but now .. fuck that
[6/24/2009 11:00:40 PM] Eve says: and u know what?
[6/24/2009 11:00:45 PM] Eve says: he said.. "ok"
[6/24/2009 11:00:50 PM] Eve says: LOL
[6/24/2009 11:00:52 PM] Vaenyc says: really?
[6/24/2009 11:00:55 PM] Eve says: yeah, I killed him
[6/24/2009 11:00:58 PM] Vaenyc says: wow good shit
[6/24/2009 11:01:08 PM] Eve says: yeah so tonight guess how many problems i have?
[6/24/2009 11:01:14 PM] Vaenyc says: none
[6/24/2009 11:01:18 PM] Eve says: 79 :)
[6/24/2009 11:01:24 PM] Vaenyc says: Woot!
[6/24/2009 11:01:29 PM] Eve says: just 79!
[6/24/2009 11:01:40 PM] Eve says: i know im like holy crap.. i wont die anymore from this class!
[6/24/2009 11:01:51 PM] Vaenyc says: wait what the fuck does woot even mean?
[6/24/2009 11:01:55 PM] Eve says: tomorrow he is going to tell everyone
[6/24/2009 11:01:59 PM] Vaenyc says: lol sweet
[6/24/2009 11:02:17 PM] Eve says: hopefully they will be happy about it
[6/24/2009 11:02:26 PM] Eve says: honestly tho everyone does their shit in class
[6/24/2009 11:02:33 PM] Eve says: and i am already ready when i walk in..
[6/24/2009 11:02:45 PM] Vaenyc says: do the other students seem to be struggling with this stuff?
[6/24/2009 11:02:47 PM] Eve says: i noticed alot of people havent even started doin HW!
[6/24/2009 11:02:51 PM] Eve says: yes
[6/24/2009 11:03:00 PM] Eve says: the other students are asking just as many questions as I am
[6/24/2009 11:03:17 PM] Vaenyc says: sweet i should whore myself out as a math tutor
[6/24/2009 11:03:23 PM] Eve says: i mean .. he was bein unreasonable.. right? someone had to stop his riegn of terror!
[6/24/2009 11:03:31 PM] Eve says: you should .. i will pay you!
[6/24/2009 11:03:39 PM] Eve says: fuckin paypal here u come!
[6/24/2009 11:03:47 PM] Vaenyc says: WOOT
[6/24/2009 11:03:50 PM] Eve says: woot!!
[6/24/2009 11:04:13 PM] Eve says: honestly we could fuckin sub any word in there for woot.. we can just make one up and use it with feeling :P
[6/24/2009 11:05:21 PM] Vaenyc says: hmmm
[6/24/2009 11:05:50 PM] Eve says: i love this song right now
[6/24/2009 11:06:00 PM] Vaenyc says: which one?
[6/24/2009 11:06:06 PM] Eve says: Beggin by Madcon?
[6/24/2009 11:06:25 PM] Vaenyc says: lol you kids and your crazy rap music
[6/24/2009 11:06:29 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/24/2009 11:06:34 PM] Eve says: a
[6/24/2009 11:06:34 PM] Eve says: and our crazy emo music
[6/24/2009 11:06:45 PM] Eve says: and our crazy grindcore
[6/24/2009 11:06:46 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/24/2009 11:06:50 PM] Vaenyc says: (emo)
[6/24/2009 11:06:53 PM] Eve says: (emo)
[6/24/2009 11:06:56 PM] Eve says: (think)
[6/24/2009 11:06:58 PM] Eve says: (bow)
[6/24/2009 11:07:35 PM] Vaenyc says: ahh grindcore... the sweet soothing sound of a pig squeeling into a microphone
[6/24/2009 11:07:40 PM] Eve says: yes
[6/24/2009 11:07:47 PM] Eve says: (party)
[6/24/2009 11:08:02 PM] Eve says: to double bass drummin ahh
[6/24/2009 11:08:20 PM] Vaenyc says: dammit eve get on that hw so we can run shit in lotro
[6/24/2009 11:08:25 PM] Eve says: ok
[6/24/2009 11:08:27 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/24/2009 11:08:39 PM] Vaenyc says: you have 5 minutes
[6/24/2009 11:08:44 PM] Eve says: since you so politely requested good sir.. lets try that one again?
[6/24/2009 11:09:18 PM] Eve says: LOL you've got to 2 minutes...to use another method of control :P
[6/24/2009 11:09:42 PM] Eve says: :D
[6/24/2009 11:09:55 PM] Vaenyc says: (sweat) umm...uummmm... listen bitch do what i say?
[6/24/2009 11:10:09 PM] Eve says: 1...
[6/24/2009 11:10:18 PM] Vaenyc says: was that the right answer?
[6/24/2009 11:10:40 PM] Eve says: the answer is please get on your homework because I would like to run shit in LOTRO with you ASAP
[6/24/2009 11:10:46 PM] Eve says: now you try :P
[6/24/2009 11:10:53 PM] Eve says: LOL
[6/24/2009 11:11:08 PM] Eve says: brb gettin a drink
[6/24/2009 11:11:58 PM] Vaenyc says: ok i think i got it...
[6/24/2009 11:12:06 PM] Vaenyc says: ready?....
[6/24/2009 11:13:28 PM] Eve says: all this typing it looks like your doin over there isnt to me ...lol
[6/24/2009 11:13:46 PM] Vaenyc says: uuummm....uuummmmm.....eve, if that is your real name, would you please be so kind as to do your homework so we may partake of the pwning of mad bitches in lotro?
[6/24/2009 11:14:01 PM] Eve says: ok! thats works..
[6/24/2009 11:14:24 PM] Vaenyc says: wait what did you just say
[6/24/2009 11:14:27 PM] Vaenyc says: "
[6/24/2009 11:14:39 PM] Vaenyc says: ?
[6/24/2009 11:14:52 PM] Eve says: huh?
[6/24/2009 11:14:58 PM] Vaenyc says: nvm
[6/24/2009 11:15:04 PM] Vaenyc says: i lost myself
[6/24/2009 11:15:10 PM] Eve says: oh i was talkin about typing.. when i type to you
[6/24/2009 11:15:24 PM] Eve says: skype natuarally shows that someone is responding or typing
[6/24/2009 11:15:42 PM] Vaenyc says: ya that line confused the living shit out of me
[6/24/2009 11:16:04 PM] Eve says: and there was a ton of typin over there by you.. for a like a bit.. so i thought you were makin a big response to me.. then i got "ready"?
[6/24/2009 11:16:21 PM] Eve says: lol which doesnt take that long to type LOL so i realized maybe you were typin to someone else lol
[6/24/2009 11:16:39 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/24/2009 11:16:55 PM] Vaenyc says: nope your my only friend :( ... on skype
[6/24/2009 11:17:05 PM] Eve says: but really im goin... yes! most excitedly and assuredly i will now go do my HW.. because what a wonderful thing you said! :D
[6/24/2009 11:17:38 PM] Vaenyc says: ok just holla if you need some help ill be around
[6/24/2009 11:18:11 PM] Eve says: im so motivated now.. much more motivating than those previous attempts..orly? ok i dont know if u want to offer that :P i might take u up on it in like 4 problems or 1
[6/24/2009 11:18:27 PM] Vaenyc says: ill be waiting
[6/24/2009 11:19:41 PM] Eve says: this is the problem i dont understand
[6/24/2009 11:19:55 PM] Vaenyc says: ok soot
[6/24/2009 11:19:59 PM] Eve says: -1-(3) - 4
[6/24/2009 11:20:10 PM] Eve says: *-1-(-3)-4
[6/24/2009 11:20:35 PM] Vaenyc says: ya and what do you think the andwer is?
[6/24/2009 11:20:55 PM] Eve says: i think its -2
[6/24/2009 11:21:03 PM] Eve says: but.. im not sure
[6/24/2009 11:21:04 PM] Vaenyc says: yup ur right
[6/24/2009 11:21:06 PM] Eve says: i am?
[6/24/2009 11:21:13 PM] Eve says: so i dont change the sign when i change the other sign?
[6/24/2009 11:21:19 PM] Eve says: ok brb
[6/24/2009 11:28:38 PM] Eve says: 1 question?
[6/24/2009 11:29:18 PM] Eve says: (-6-5)-3=
[6/24/2009 11:29:41 PM] Eve says: OR (6-4)-(1-2)=
[6/24/2009 11:29:50 PM] Eve says: im getting these wrong..
[6/24/2009 11:29:55 PM] Vaenyc says: oops sry ome sec
[6/24/2009 11:29:58 PM] Eve says: ok
[6/24/2009 11:31:28 PM] Vaenyc says: (-6-5)-3 = -14
(6-4)-(1-2)= 3
[6/24/2009 11:31:39 PM] Eve says: yeah thats not what i got..
[6/24/2009 11:31:56 PM] Vaenyc says: ok so what dont you understand?
[6/24/2009 11:32:01 PM] Eve says: did u do (-11)-3=
[6/24/2009 11:32:10 PM] Vaenyc says: ya
[6/24/2009 11:32:18 PM] Vaenyc says: thats what your supposed to do
[6/24/2009 11:32:19 PM] Eve says: so did i but i got -8
[6/24/2009 11:32:22 PM] Eve says: :(
[6/24/2009 11:32:47 PM] Vaenyc says: no -11 - (-3) = 8
[6/24/2009 11:32:52 PM] Eve says: unless am i supposed to add agian?
[6/24/2009 11:33:05 PM] Vaenyc says: -11 - 3 = -14
[6/24/2009 11:33:13 PM] Eve says: how?'
[6/24/2009 11:33:23 PM] Eve says: if the 3 is postitive
[6/24/2009 11:46:09 PM] Vaenyc says: (-6-5)-3 =
[6/24/2009 11:46:39 PM] Eve says: (6+(-5)-3
[6/24/2009 11:47:07 PM] Vaenyc says: (-6 + -5) + -3 =
[6/24/2009 11:47:57 PM] Eve says: -9-(6-7)=
[6/24/2009 11:48:15 PM] Eve says: -9(6+(-7)=
[6/24/2009 11:48:46 PM] Vaenyc says: -9 + -(6+ -7) =
[6/24/2009 11:50:36 PM] Eve says: (6-4)-(1-2)=
[6/24/2009 11:50:59 PM] Eve says: 2+(1+(-2)=
[6/24/2009 11:59:06 PM] Eve says: -8-[4-(-6)]
[6/24/2009 11:59:24 PM] Eve says: -8+[10]=
[6/25/2009 12:01:30 AM] Eve says: -8+(-10)
[6/25/2009 12:01:35 AM] Eve says: = -18
[6/25/2009 12:14:21 AM] Vaenyc says: (music)
[6/25/2009 12:14:29 AM] Vaenyc says: (rain)
[6/25/2009 12:14:33 AM] Eve says: (flex)
[6/25/2009 12:14:37 AM] Eve says: (cash)
[6/25/2009 12:14:39 AM] Eve says: (sun)
[6/25/2009 12:14:47 AM] Vaenyc says: (h)
[6/25/2009 12:14:49 AM] Eve says: (pi)
[6/25/2009 12:14:52 AM] Vaenyc says: (beer)
[6/25/2009 12:14:52 AM] Eve says: (beer)
[6/25/2009 12:14:59 AM] Vaenyc says: (ninja)
[6/25/2009 12:15:01 AM] Eve says: (*)
[6/25/2009 12:15:15 AM] Eve says: (^)
[6/25/2009 12:15:15 AM] Vaenyc says: (dance)
[6/25/2009 12:15:20 AM] Eve says: (o)
[6/25/2009 12:15:23 AM] Vaenyc says: (punch)
[6/25/2009 12:15:25 AM] Eve says: (d)
[6/25/2009 12:15:30 AM] Vaenyc says: :@
[6/25/2009 12:15:32 AM] Eve says: (F)
[6/25/2009 12:15:45 AM] Eve says: (rain)
[6/25/2009 12:15:49 AM] Eve says: (punch)
[6/25/2009 12:15:50 AM] Vaenyc says: (o)
[6/25/2009 12:15:52 AM] Eve says: (beer)
[6/25/2009 12:15:58 AM] Vaenyc says: (F)
[6/25/2009 12:16:13 AM] Vaenyc says: (hug)
[6/25/2009 12:16:19 AM] Vaenyc says: (handshake)
[6/25/2009 12:16:19 AM] Eve says: (~)
[6/25/2009 12:16:24 AM] Vaenyc says: (flex)
[6/25/2009 12:16:29 AM] Vaenyc says: (*)
[6/25/2009 12:16:32 AM] Eve says: (d)
[6/25/2009 12:16:34 AM] Vaenyc says: (^)
[6/25/2009 12:16:35 AM] Eve says: (flex)
[6/25/2009 12:16:39 AM] Eve says: (coffee)
[6/25/2009 12:16:40 AM] Vaenyc says: :*
[6/25/2009 12:16:45 AM] Vaenyc says: (skype)
[6/25/2009 12:16:45 AM] Eve says: (makeup)
[6/25/2009 12:16:49 AM] Eve says: (call)
[6/25/2009 12:16:51 AM] Vaenyc says: ]:)
[6/25/2009 12:16:54 AM] Eve says: (hug)
[6/25/2009 12:16:57 AM] Eve says: (envy)
[6/25/2009 12:16:57 AM] Vaenyc says: (sun)
[6/25/2009 12:17:01 AM] Eve says: (puke)
[6/25/2009 12:17:04 AM] Vaenyc says: (mp)
[6/25/2009 12:17:05 AM] Eve says: (doh)
[6/25/2009 12:17:08 AM] Eve says: (devil)
[6/25/2009 12:17:11 AM] Vaenyc says: (dance)
[6/25/2009 12:17:13 AM] Eve says: (inlove)
[6/25/2009 12:17:16 AM] Eve says: (ninja)
[6/25/2009 12:17:20 AM] Vaenyc says: (pi)
[6/25/2009 12:17:22 AM] Eve says: (puke)
[6/25/2009 12:17:28 AM] Vaenyc says: (inlove)
[6/25/2009 12:17:29 AM] Eve says: (chuckle)
[6/25/2009 12:17:34 AM] Eve says: (puke)
[6/25/2009 12:17:38 AM] Eve says: (bow)
[6/25/2009 12:17:46 AM] Vaenyc says: (rofl)
[6/25/2009 12:17:49 AM] Eve says: (angel)
[6/25/2009 12:18:02 AM] Eve says: :|
[6/25/2009 12:18:05 AM] Vaenyc says: :x
[6/25/2009 12:18:08 AM] Eve says: (yes)
[6/25/2009 12:18:11 AM] Eve says: (no)
[6/25/2009 12:18:18 AM] Eve says: (handshake)
[6/25/2009 12:41:20 AM] Eve says: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LkCNJRfSZBU
[6/25/2009 12:41:29 AM] Eve says: remember this? Go whelps ftw
[6/25/2009 9:16:12 PM] Eve says: hi :)
[6/26/2009 4:12:03 PM] Vaenyc says: hey
[6/26/2009 4:12:11 PM] Eve says: yo
[6/26/2009 4:12:41 PM] Vaenyc says: sorry i missed you last night i had to get up early to paint so i went to bed around 11 :P
[6/26/2009 4:12:53 PM] Eve says: k
[6/26/2009 4:12:59 PM] Vaenyc says: you ok?
[6/26/2009 4:13:03 PM] Eve says: paint what?
[6/26/2009 4:13:05 PM] Eve says: no
[6/26/2009 4:13:08 PM] Eve says: im crying
[6/26/2009 4:13:16 PM] Vaenyc says: why?
[6/26/2009 4:13:16 PM] Vaenyc says: my grandparents house
[6/26/2009 4:13:19 PM] Eve says: oic
[6/26/2009 4:13:25 PM] Eve says: do u really care?
[6/26/2009 4:13:38 PM] Vaenyc says: ya of coarse i do why would you say that
[6/26/2009 4:13:45 PM] Eve says: idk..
[6/26/2009 4:13:49 PM] Eve says: i talked to Dan last night
[6/26/2009 4:13:56 PM] Eve says: and i got the answer i needed
[6/26/2009 4:14:05 PM] Eve says: and... well i fucking lost my job today
[6/26/2009 4:14:12 PM] Eve says: i didnt think i was gonna take it like this..
[6/26/2009 4:14:33 PM] Vaenyc says: im sry, i didnt mean to do this to you
[6/26/2009 4:14:39 PM] Eve says: do what?
[6/26/2009 4:14:45 PM] Vaenyc says: the whole dan thing
[6/26/2009 4:14:54 PM] Eve says: no its good.. im glad i talked to him
[6/26/2009 4:15:00 PM] Eve says: i now know how he feels about me
[6/26/2009 4:15:07 PM] Eve says: from his own words, which is, “not much”.
[6/26/2009 4:15:09 PM] Vaenyc says: and im sry about your job
[6/26/2009 4:15:23 PM] Eve says: :( yeah.. i cant do anythin about that either.. both things are out of my control
[6/26/2009 4:15:28 PM] Eve says: i just feel like a loser anyway..
[6/26/2009 4:15:35 PM] Eve says: even tho i prob shouldnt
[6/26/2009 4:15:48 PM] Vaenyc says: your not a loser
[6/26/2009 4:16:10 PM] Vaenyc says: your a great person who has a lot to look foreward to in life
[6/26/2009 4:16:16 PM] Eve says: like what?
[6/26/2009 4:16:22 PM] Eve says: ;(
[6/26/2009 4:16:56 PM] Vaenyc says: your going to school and you have friends who care about you very much :D
[6/26/2009 4:17:16 PM] Vaenyc says: trust me things are gunna be ok
[6/26/2009 4:17:20 PM] Vaenyc says: i promise
[6/26/2009 4:17:24 PM] Eve says: ok
[6/26/2009 4:17:33 PM] Vaenyc says: brb shower
[6/26/2009 4:17:35 PM] Eve says: k
[6/26/2009 4:35:17 PM] Vaenyc says: bak
[6/26/2009 4:35:21 PM] Eve says: yo
[6/26/2009 4:35:32 PM] Vaenyc says: god i got the worlds worst sunburn :(
[6/26/2009 4:35:40 PM] Eve says: lol awww that sucks
[6/26/2009 4:35:52 PM] Eve says: go go TX sunburn
[6/26/2009 4:35:55 PM] Eve says: ftl
[6/26/2009 4:36:22 PM] Vaenyc says: ya my fault though, thats what i get for bein outside for 6 hours in a muscle shirt with no sunscreen :D
[6/26/2009 4:36:46 PM] Vaenyc says: he is not a merciful god
[6/26/2009 4:37:22 PM] Eve says: lol he is a merciful God.. he just created strong Sun to warm the Earth :D
[6/26/2009 4:37:33 PM] Vaenyc says: and cheer up you :) everything is gunna be alright or my name isnt frederic "the slot machine" harper
[6/26/2009 4:37:52 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/26/2009 4:37:55 PM] Eve says: wha??
[6/26/2009 4:38:04 PM] Vaenyc says: lol thats what i thought
[6/26/2009 4:38:34 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/26/2009 4:38:35 PM] Vaenyc says: im so exited im goin to see transformers
[6/26/2009 4:38:40 PM] Eve says: yeah? sweet!
[6/26/2009 4:38:46 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[6/26/2009 4:38:48 PM] Eve says: im bumblebee
[6/26/2009 4:38:54 PM] Eve says: well not today..
[6/26/2009 4:38:56 PM] Vaenyc says: im dumbledor
[6/26/2009 4:38:58 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[6/26/2009 4:38:58 PM] Eve says: but.. usually
[6/26/2009 4:39:42 PM] Vaenyc says: ok im leavin but ill be back around 10:30 :D so you better be on or....or... ill be sad :(
[6/26/2009 4:40:07 PM] Vaenyc says: well 930 your time :D
[6/26/2009 4:40:15 PM] Vaenyc says: cya and cheer up
[6/26/2009 4:40:23 PM] Eve says: kk
[6/26/2009 4:40:24 PM] Eve says: ty
[6/26/2009 4:40:26 PM] Eve says: ill try
[6/26/2009 4:40:40 PM] Eve says: have fun!!
[6/26/2009 4:40:41 PM] Vaenyc says: :*
[6/26/2009 4:40:48 PM] Eve says: (handshake)
[6/26/2009 10:52:41 PM] Vaenyc says: hey sry i missed you :( i start my trip home tomorrow so im goin to bed early tonight. transformers was awesome :) ill talk to you soon :D
[1:53:29 AM] Eve says: hey thanks for the kind words
[1:53:38 AM] Eve says: oops i missed you.. i just got this.. ok
[1:54:14 AM] Eve says: ok have a safe trip home and sweet dreams man..
[1:55:31 AM] Eve says: Day-sha-nay..
[6/27/2009 4:11:59 PM] Vaenyc says: hey im home
[6/27/2009 11:02:33 PM] Eve says: hey
[6/27/2009 11:02:38 PM] Vaenyc says: hey you
[6/27/2009 11:02:43 PM] Vaenyc says: whats up
[6/27/2009 11:02:44 PM] Eve says: welcome home
[6/27/2009 11:02:52 PM] Vaenyc says: thank you :)
[6/27/2009 11:02:53 PM] Eve says: not much my head really hurts
[6/27/2009 11:02:58 PM] Eve says: spent alot of time in the sun
[6/27/2009 11:03:02 PM] Eve says: ate a tempeh burger
[6/27/2009 11:03:16 PM] Vaenyc says: im glad your havin a good day though
[6/27/2009 11:03:20 PM] Vaenyc says: :)
[6/27/2009 11:03:20 PM] Eve says: now i feel totally sick..
[6/27/2009 11:03:24 PM] Eve says: yeah thanks!
[6/27/2009 11:03:25 PM] Vaenyc says: oh no why
[6/27/2009 11:03:27 PM] Eve says: it was great.. is
[6/27/2009 11:03:43 PM] Eve says: cuz my head hurts and i feel so nauseous
[6/27/2009 11:03:56 PM] Vaenyc says: do what i would do...get wasted
[6/27/2009 11:04:01 PM] Vaenyc says: :)
[6/27/2009 11:04:01 PM] Eve says: ok
[6/27/2009 11:04:04 PM] Vaenyc says: jk
[6/27/2009 11:04:07 PM] Eve says: does that work?
[6/27/2009 11:04:10 PM] Vaenyc says: lolerskates
[6/27/2009 11:04:12 PM] Vaenyc says: no
[6/27/2009 11:04:14 PM] Vaenyc says: :)
[6/27/2009 11:04:22 PM] Eve says: cuz i can leave right now to go to a rollerskating party and get wasted
[6/27/2009 11:04:27 PM] Eve says: ill go right now! lol
[6/27/2009 11:04:33 PM] Eve says: IF!
[6/27/2009 11:04:37 PM] Eve says: IF it works
[6/27/2009 11:04:49 PM] Vaenyc says: no i dont think it does
[6/27/2009 11:05:19 PM] Vaenyc says: so how was class today?
[6/27/2009 11:06:13 PM] Eve says: oh,ok. i didnt go
[6/27/2009 11:06:22 PM] Eve says: fuck class im not doin that shit anymore
[6/27/2009 11:06:28 PM] Vaenyc says: why?
[6/27/2009 11:06:33 PM] Vaenyc says: you need to pass the class
[6/27/2009 11:06:35 PM] Eve says: LOL j/k
[6/27/2009 11:07:00 PM] Eve says: do u want to talk to me right now?
[6/27/2009 11:07:07 PM] Vaenyc says: sure
[6/27/2009 11:07:08 PM] Eve says: omg nvm hold on.. phone
[6/27/2009 11:07:12 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/27/2009 11:08:39 PM] Eve says: omg they offered to pick me up ..lol
[6/27/2009 11:08:47 PM] Eve says: men..ugh... wtf?
[6/27/2009 11:08:49 PM] Vaenyc says: who?
[6/27/2009 11:09:05 PM] Eve says: doesnt matter who they have a penis
[6/27/2009 11:09:13 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/27/2009 11:09:18 PM] Eve says: could be sideshow bob..
[6/27/2009 11:09:19 PM] Vaenyc says: ya penis...who needs one
[6/27/2009 11:09:23 PM] Eve says: not me.. not now
[6/27/2009 11:09:28 PM] Vaenyc says: me niether
[6/27/2009 11:09:31 PM] Eve says: well i mean i do but you know i totally dont
[6/27/2009 11:09:44 PM] Eve says: lol oh man i dk what the fuck im sayin
[6/27/2009 11:09:47 PM] Eve says: i wanna lay down
[6/27/2009 11:09:57 PM] Eve says: do u wanna talk to me cuz im gonna leave the computer instead
[6/27/2009 11:09:58 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/27/2009 11:10:07 PM] Vaenyc says: lol sure jus gimme a call
[6/27/2009 11:10:12 PM] Eve says: k
[6/27/2009 11:10:13 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/27/2009 11:11:28 PM] Eve says: omg maybe im high?
[6/27/2009 11:11:40 PM] Eve says: maybe being around all those people i got high somehow
[6/27/2009 11:11:45 PM] Vaenyc says: what lol what did you smoke
[6/27/2009 11:11:46 PM] Eve says: no then i wouldnt feel sick
[6/27/2009 11:12:02 PM] Vaenyc says: mabe your high on life
[6/27/2009 11:12:06 PM] Vaenyc says: or heroin
[6/27/2009 11:12:07 PM] Eve says: oh man my head is aching so bad
[6/27/2009 11:12:08 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/27/2009 11:12:13 PM] Eve says: LOL
[6/27/2009 11:12:31 PM] Vaenyc says: ah heroin my one true love
[6/27/2009 11:12:36 PM] Eve says: do you need more time?
[6/27/2009 11:12:45 PM] Vaenyc says: for what?
[6/27/2009 11:12:46 PM] Eve says: with the heroin?
[6/27/2009 11:12:50 PM] Vaenyc says: yes
[6/27/2009 11:12:54 PM] Vaenyc says: yes i do
[6/27/2009 11:12:58 PM] Eve says: lol then u can call me, im like waiting patiently
[6/27/2009 11:13:23 PM] Vaenyc says: god dammit eve i said call me
[6/27/2009 11:13:25 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/27/2009 11:13:43 PM] Eve says: im sorry are you barking demands? yeah um, thats not gonna work.
[6/27/2009 11:13:47 PM] Vaenyc says: it seems we have reached an impass
[6/27/2009 11:13:49 PM] Eve says: take 2!
[6/27/2009 11:13:50 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/27/2009 11:13:58 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/27/2009 11:14:23 PM] Vaenyc says: golly gee darn it eve may you please start with the calling of the telephone machine?
[6/27/2009 11:14:48 PM] Vaenyc says: better?
[6/27/2009 11:14:51 PM] Eve says: wow dude im seriously gonna vomit right now.. ill call but im goin to the bathroom..
[6/27/2009 11:14:56 PM] Eve says: and yes.. that is much better..
[6/27/2009 11:15:08 PM] Vaenyc says: (puke)
[6/27/2009 11:15:09 PM] Eve says: and yes better, ty i appreciate that.. sensitivity is so attractive
[6/27/2009 11:17:15 PM] Vaenyc says: we all know it wasnt bibble, ferchisle, or all bop bibble because only bibble could keep it so real
[6/27/2009 11:59:58 PM] Vaenyc says: (d)
[12:00:05 AM] Vaenyc says: (beer)
[12:00:12 AM] Vaenyc says: (coffee)
[12:00:18 AM] Vaenyc says: (flex)
[12:00:32 AM] Vaenyc says: (cash)
[12:00:51 AM] Vaenyc says: (hug)
[12:01:17 AM] Vaenyc says: (emo)
[12:01:23 AM] Vaenyc says: (emo)
[1:36:44 AM] Eve says: http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-world-of-warcraft-addiction-test
[8:54:47 AM] Vaenyc says: yo dude
[8:55:07 AM] Vaenyc says: ill be on lotro
[8:55:40 AM] Eve says: yo
[8:55:44 AM] Eve says: i need an hour
[8:55:48 AM] Eve says: im sleepies
[8:56:00 AM] Eve says: :) kk?
[8:56:05 AM] Eve says: call me in an hour pls?
[12:14:39 PM] Vaenyc says: yo whaddup son
[12:15:08 PM] Eve says: yo
[12:15:17 PM] Eve says: what up? now i want food..
[12:15:18 PM] Eve says: lol
[12:15:26 PM] Vaenyc says: so have you decided yet?
[12:15:30 PM] Vaenyc says: lol i <3 food
[12:15:30 PM] Eve says: so im checkin out what i need to do to get my shit started
[12:15:34 PM] Eve says: no not yet..
[12:15:41 PM] Eve says: hey is Oll gonna stay on Lotro
[12:16:05 PM] Vaenyc says: idk if hell wanna start a new char lol he has an 80 dk
[12:16:11 PM] Vaenyc says: totally geares
[12:16:16 PM] Vaenyc says: *geared
[12:16:19 PM] Eve says: lol then he prob wont
[12:16:37 PM] Vaenyc says: he doesnt devote alot of time to this stuff anymore
[12:16:49 PM] Eve says: yeah he has RL issues
[12:17:03 PM] Vaenyc says: ya so ive heared
[12:17:49 PM] Vaenyc says: has he really started smokin again?
[12:18:20 PM] Eve says: i dont think he is hardcore.. but he was smokin when i played with him last
[12:20:17 PM] Vaenyc says: what a tool
[12:20:20 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[12:20:24 PM] Eve says: lol its backslidin
[12:20:36 PM] Eve says: no one is perfect esp when quitting a hardcore addiction like smoking
[12:20:40 PM] Vaenyc says: have you started smokin again
[12:20:46 PM] Eve says: yes
[12:20:51 PM] Eve says: well kinda
[12:21:00 PM] Eve says: not as bad as before but a little
[12:21:29 PM] Vaenyc says: Dammit Eve :(
[12:21:34 PM] Vaenyc says: na its ok :P
[12:21:41 PM] Eve says: i know..but its my burden to bear
[12:21:43 PM] Vaenyc says: what ever makes you happy
[12:21:50 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[12:21:57 PM] Vaenyc says: i like pie
[12:21:58 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[12:22:10 PM] Eve says: lol i do too
[12:22:20 PM] Vaenyc says: its ok cuz we both know i do heroin :D
[12:22:24 PM] Eve says: lol
[12:22:25 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[12:22:26 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[12:22:30 PM] Vaenyc says: ;d
[12:22:31 PM] Vaenyc says: ;d
[12:22:34 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[12:22:36 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[12:22:40 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[12:22:41 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[12:23:01 PM] Vaenyc says: i like the smiley ones
[12:23:05 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[12:23:10 PM] Vaenyc says: god im out of it
[12:24:06 PM] Eve says: lol
[12:25:06 PM] Vaenyc says: hmmm now i dont know what class i wanna be :(
[12:25:23 PM] Vaenyc says: i dont know if i want to make another pally
[12:25:33 PM] Vaenyc says: mabe ill make a mage tank
[12:25:35 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[12:25:55 PM] Vaenyc says: or a dps priest
[12:26:08 PM] Eve says: lol
[12:26:33 PM] Eve says: well we have all the time to decide.. the install will be long as well as me closing my lotro and re-opening my account
[12:26:51 PM] Vaenyc says: sorry if im bein annoyin right now lol idk whats up in my head
[12:27:00 PM] Eve says: its all good.. and ur not
[12:27:04 PM] Vaenyc says: lol you dont have wow on your comp?
[12:27:44 PM] Eve says: i dont i cant have more than one at the same time
[12:28:09 PM] Eve says: can u hear me?
[12:28:22 PM] Vaenyc says: ya can you hear me?
[12:29:07 PM] Eve says: i cant hear you
[12:29:21 PM] Vaenyc says: you call me this time :D
[12:29:26 PM] Eve says: ok
[12:30:20 PM] Vaenyc says: ??
[12:30:38 PM] Vaenyc says: ???
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[12:30:43 PM] Eve says: oooh whos 401?
[6/22/2009 11:56:16 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/22/2009 11:56:33 PM] Eve says: awesome
[6/22/2009 11:56:37 PM] Eve says: so now i will call you
[6/22/2009 11:56:51 PM] Vaenyc says: hold on let me close lotro
[6/22/2009 11:57:05 PM] Eve says: k
[6/22/2009 11:58:36 PM] Vaenyc says: kk lets do this
[6/22/2009 11:59:13 PM] Eve says: ok
[6/23/2009 2:20:16 AM] Eve says: ty and goodnight :D
[6/23/2009 2:20:35 AM] Vaenyc says: np any time
[6/23/2009 2:20:39 AM] Vaenyc says: :D
[6/23/2009 9:33:45 AM] Vaenyc says: Hey i just wanted to say im sry about the whole age thing last night i didnt mean to affend you. I almost expect everyone to be as sarcastic as me so i thought you were joking and im too dense to realize that mabe you werent :P. And i think its great that you went back to college because your right, not many people finish what they start these days and its awesome that you are. If you ever need any help just feel free to let me know :D. see ya around and good luck.
[6/23/2009 3:19:28 PM] Eve says: wow..thanks. thats not really what i was expectin from you.. i actually figured i wouldnt talk to you again cuz u were maybe freaked out by it.. and yeah i did date Dan, a 20 year old, but I dont have age issues and i truly believe age is just a number, particulalry with me, not only looking young, but also just never having been with ppl my own age, like you, hangin with older ppl, i have only dated and hang out with people younger than me, good or bad those people are just younger..
[6/23/2009 3:29:09 PM] Vaenyc says: ya and i completely understand that :D my problem is that i just assumed so it was a little shock at first lol and i know for a fact that age has no effect on love. Heck i was going out with a 24 year old when i was 18 :P lol like i told you before i am not the best with english and i meant that mainly by the fact that i mean well but it doesnt always leave my mouth that way :(
[6/23/2009 3:29:58 PM] Eve says: i have never dated anyone my age.. lol even at 30 my last bf was 24
[6/23/2009 3:30:12 PM] Eve says: dude Ben is pissed
[6/23/2009 3:30:19 PM] Eve says: ugh
[6/23/2009 3:30:48 PM] Vaenyc says: why whats up?
[6/23/2009 3:31:12 PM] Eve says: i told him I might not be able to raid this Thurs
[6/23/2009 3:31:23 PM] Eve says: and hes like wtf Eve.. again?
[6/23/2009 3:31:47 PM] Vaenyc says: lol thats the same reaction i got when i told him i was goin on vacation
[6/23/2009 3:31:57 PM] Eve says: i really want to its just that I have to be an A student and the only way I can do it by fuckin studyin.. HARD
[6/23/2009 3:32:01 PM] Eve says: is*
[6/23/2009 3:32:20 PM] Eve says: tonight i have 3 more chapters.. who the fuck knows what he’s gonna throw at me today!
[6/23/2009 3:32:57 PM] Eve says: he's so emo :P
[6/23/2009 3:33:03 PM] Eve says: LOL
[6/23/2009 3:33:22 PM] Eve says: not my teacher, hes a brick, i mean Ben ..lol
[6/23/2009 3:35:19 PM] Vaenyc says: hey
[6/23/2009 3:35:33 PM] Vaenyc says: sry abput that
[6/23/2009 3:36:06 PM] Vaenyc says: skype shut down on me
[6/23/2009 3:40:43 PM] Vaenyc says: well you pbob went to class but i just hope i didnt affend you and im not freaked out at all. if you need it, ill help where i can so dont be afraid to ask :D ill be around
[6/23/2009 3:40:51 PM] Eve says: whats up?
[6/23/2009 3:41:00 PM] Eve says: oic
[6/23/2009 3:41:12 PM] Vaenyc says: ha whats up
[6/23/2009 3:41:18 PM] Eve says: no no class yet :P
[6/23/2009 3:41:44 PM] Vaenyc says: ya so im just really sry about last night :P
[6/23/2009 3:41:49 PM] Eve says: its cool
[6/23/2009 3:42:01 PM] Eve says: i totally understand if you dont wanna talk to me
[6/23/2009 3:42:20 PM] Eve says: after the Dan shit... idk.. ive changed my mind about some stuff..
[6/23/2009 3:43:16 PM] Vaenyc says: ha no thats not it at all lol i still look at you the same way i always did :D your an awesome person and your funny as shit, I am honored that you even consider me your friend :)
[6/23/2009 3:43:29 PM] Eve says: schweet! i am glad cuz i feel the same too
[6/23/2009 3:43:39 PM] Eve says: thats tits!
[6/23/2009 3:44:04 PM] Vaenyc says: i just thought you were jokin yesterday because you dont even look that old
[6/23/2009 3:44:09 PM] Eve says: i know..
[6/23/2009 3:44:14 PM] Vaenyc says: :P
[6/23/2009 3:44:19 PM] Vaenyc says: so we good?
[6/23/2009 3:44:20 PM] Eve says: when i tell ppl they dont believe me
[6/23/2009 3:44:23 PM] Eve says: yeah yeah
[6/23/2009 3:44:39 PM] Vaenyc says: lol if anything you have a right to be mad at me
[6/23/2009 3:45:23 PM] Vaenyc says: so what time do you have class
[6/23/2009 3:45:28 PM] Eve says: for sure.. nah son, im not. and really i wanna play with you right now for a little bit if u are on LOTRO before class while I say goodbye to some peeps til the end of semester…
[6/23/2009 3:45:40 PM] Eve says: in like 2 hours
[6/23/2009 3:46:37 PM] Eve says: i did good today.. i spent some time at work finishing my HW lol
[6/23/2009 3:47:01 PM] Vaenyc says: lol your teacher will be impressed with how well you did
[6/23/2009 3:47:15 PM] Vaenyc says: if not tell me and ill curbstomp him
[6/23/2009 3:47:18 PM] Eve says: hell yeah he'll prob be impressed that I even do my HW
[6/23/2009 3:47:22 PM] Vaenyc says: :P
[6/23/2009 3:47:23 PM] Eve says: hell yeah fucking show him THE WAY
[6/23/2009 3:47:31 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/23/2009 3:47:38 PM] Vaenyc says: why you dont do your hw?
[6/23/2009 3:48:00 PM] Eve says: oh no i do.. im a 4.0 student so far
[6/23/2009 3:48:09 PM] Vaenyc says: thats right beoch
[6/23/2009 3:48:14 PM] Eve says: but most ppl dont.. and they dont do it til the last minute and shit
[6/23/2009 3:48:18 PM] Vaenyc says: keep it that way
[6/23/2009 3:48:24 PM] Eve says: procrastnatatas
[6/23/2009 3:48:30 PM] Vaenyc says: thats me :D
[6/23/2009 3:48:41 PM] Eve says: yep they are out there :D
[6/23/2009 3:48:55 PM] Eve says: its all good though, i think every body has their way of doin shit
[6/23/2009 3:49:08 PM] Eve says: ugh LOTRO is bein a bitch ..
[6/23/2009 3:49:17 PM] Vaenyc says: hey, can anyone just add you as a contact on this shit even if they dont know you?
[6/23/2009 3:49:23 PM] Eve says: no
[6/23/2009 3:49:30 PM] Eve says: they have to ask permission
[6/23/2009 3:49:36 PM] Eve says: unless u have the smiley face
[6/23/2009 3:49:40 PM] Eve says: then anyone can talk to you
[6/23/2009 3:49:49 PM] Eve says: hot sexy porn chicks... dog vendors everyone
[6/23/2009 3:49:52 PM] Vaenyc says: ya someone tryed to add me today
[6/23/2009 3:50:05 PM] Eve says: freaking sex cam girls LOVE me
[6/23/2009 3:50:11 PM] Eve says: :^)
[6/23/2009 3:50:16 PM] Vaenyc says: same lol
[6/23/2009 3:50:26 PM] Eve says: im like um, do u see that I have a girls name?
[6/23/2009 3:50:27 PM] Vaenyc says: only in america
[6/23/2009 3:50:30 PM] Eve says: they dont even care..lol
[6/23/2009 3:50:34 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/23/2009 3:50:50 PM] Vaenyc says: mabe they are lezbo porn chicks
[6/23/2009 3:50:59 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[6/23/2009 3:51:04 PM] Eve says: ooh yeah? ya think? hell, the might be!
[6/23/2009 3:51:08 PM] Eve says: i should look into that... lol
[6/23/2009 3:51:12 PM] Eve says: j/k
[6/23/2009 3:51:25 PM] Vaenyc says: lol i raised you better than that
[6/23/2009 3:51:28 PM] Eve says: word
[6/23/2009 3:51:37 PM] Vaenyc says: you on lotro?
[6/23/2009 3:51:46 PM] Eve says: no cuz the loading screen is still loading
[6/23/2009 3:52:00 PM] Vaenyc says: lol what kind of comp do you have?
[6/23/2009 3:52:02 PM] Eve says: after like 10 mins.. lol i could get loaded and become sober and it would still be loading
[6/23/2009 3:52:03 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/23/2009 3:52:18 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/23/2009 3:52:20 PM] Eve says: i have a gateway...
[6/23/2009 3:52:25 PM] Eve says: yeah i know.. i wanted HP
[6/23/2009 3:52:26 PM] Eve says: but meh
[6/23/2009 3:52:42 PM] Vaenyc says: no you dont HP sucks :P
[6/23/2009 3:52:46 PM] Eve says: this was the best gaming comp i could find for WoW at the time
[6/23/2009 3:52:58 PM] Eve says: i actually bought this comp for WoW
[6/23/2009 3:52:59 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/23/2009 3:53:04 PM] Vaenyc says: how old is it
[6/23/2009 3:53:12 PM] Eve says: its like 2 yrs old.. which is like ANCIENT
[6/23/2009 3:53:15 PM] Vaenyc says: i bought my comp for wow too so dont feel bad
[6/23/2009 3:53:16 PM] Eve says: LOL
[6/23/2009 3:53:21 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/23/2009 3:53:37 PM] Vaenyc says: it at least has a dual core right
[6/23/2009 3:53:44 PM] Eve says: i cant believe the shit is still loading..
[6/23/2009 3:53:50 PM] Eve says: yes, this is true
[6/23/2009 3:54:06 PM] Vaenyc says: close it and restart
[6/23/2009 3:54:12 PM] Vaenyc says: the program
[6/23/2009 3:54:30 PM] Eve says: it doesnt show in Task Manager thats the shit thats weird right now
[6/23/2009 3:54:42 PM] Eve says: its just the initial screen ...
[6/23/2009 3:54:56 PM] Vaenyc says: did you control alt delete?
[6/23/2009 3:54:59 PM] Eve says: yep
[6/23/2009 3:55:14 PM] Eve says: skype and some guy named David..:P
[6/23/2009 3:55:18 PM] Eve says: thats it >< no LOTRO
[6/23/2009 3:55:24 PM] Eve says: no turbine manager .. nothin
[6/23/2009 3:55:31 PM] Vaenyc says: click on the window and alt f4
[6/23/2009 3:55:49 PM] Eve says: not even in the processes - oop there it is turbine invoker
[6/23/2009 3:55:54 PM] Eve says: sounds liek a freakin virus
[6/23/2009 3:56:04 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/23/2009 3:56:15 PM] Eve says: turbine launcher... hmm
[6/23/2009 3:56:21 PM] Eve says: im gonna get processes for a sec
[6/23/2009 3:56:39 PM] Eve says: end process tree*
[6/23/2009 3:57:43 PM] Vaenyc says: urg i g2g for a bit so if i dont catch you before you go to class, ill be on when you get back :P
[6/23/2009 3:57:50 PM] Eve says: k
[6/23/2009 3:57:56 PM] Vaenyc says: good luck
[6/23/2009 3:58:02 PM] Eve says: thx!
[6/23/2009 3:58:07 PM] Eve says: :)
[6/23/2009 3:58:13 PM] Vaenyc says: your welcome!
[6/23/2009 3:58:14 PM] Vaenyc says: :)
[6/23/2009 9:35:36 PM] Vaenyc says: hey how was class
[6/23/2009 9:35:48 PM] Eve says: hey whats up..
[6/23/2009 9:35:55 PM] Eve says: omg class was good and i was like yes! i got it
[6/23/2009 9:36:00 PM] Eve says: and now im home and im like no
[6/23/2009 9:36:02 PM] Eve says: im fucked
[6/23/2009 9:36:20 PM] Vaenyc says: lol what now
[6/23/2009 9:37:32 PM] Eve says: lol word problems?
[6/23/2009 9:37:35 PM] Eve says: like check it
[6/23/2009 9:37:49 PM] Eve says: a computer printout can list 74 names
[6/23/2009 9:37:55 PM] Eve says: on 1 page of paper
[6/23/2009 9:38:09 PM] Eve says: if 3,451 student names are to be printed
[6/23/2009 9:38:20 PM] Eve says: how many will appear on the last page of the printout
[6/23/2009 9:38:35 PM] Eve says: so i did x = 74*3451
[6/23/2009 9:38:39 PM] Eve says: and it was wrong
[6/23/2009 9:38:56 PM] Eve says: then i did x over 3451
[6/23/2009 9:39:04 PM] Eve says: = 74
[6/23/2009 9:39:06 PM] Eve says: and that was wrong
[6/23/2009 9:39:12 PM] Eve says: and now im just at a freakin loss!
[6/23/2009 9:39:34 PM] Eve says: the good part is that i did some of tonights homework in class so i could play a specified hour of LOTRO-so lets go wreck shit son!
[6/23/2009 9:39:35 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/23/2009 9:40:26 PM] Vaenyc says: did you get the answer for the problem?
[6/23/2009 9:40:35 PM] Eve says: no i didnt
[6/23/2009 9:40:39 PM] Eve says: instead i got upset and im about to go smoke
[6/23/2009 9:40:40 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/23/2009 9:41:01 PM] Vaenyc says: do 3451 over 74
[6/23/2009 9:41:08 PM] Vaenyc says: and then round up
[6/23/2009 9:41:09 PM] Eve says: i did that one
[6/23/2009 9:41:12 PM] Eve says: what?
[6/23/2009 9:41:14 PM] Eve says: i did that too
[6/23/2009 9:41:25 PM] Eve says: i got 500 when i rounded it
[6/23/2009 9:41:30 PM] Eve says: but the answer is somehow 47
[6/23/2009 9:43:24 PM] Vaenyc says: no you have to do 3451 / 74 and you get 46.blah blah blah then you round it up to 47
[6/23/2009 9:43:44 PM] Eve says: hmmm
[6/23/2009 9:44:13 PM] Eve says: ok i dont understand
[6/23/2009 9:44:23 PM] Vaenyc says: on a calc right now do 3451 devided by 74
[6/23/2009 9:44:26 PM] Eve says: 74*7 = 518?
[6/23/2009 9:44:33 PM] Vaenyc says: ?
[6/23/2009 9:44:47 PM] Eve says: does 74*7 = 518?
[6/23/2009 9:45:08 PM] Vaenyc says: ya
[6/23/2009 9:45:11 PM] Eve says: ok..
[6/23/2009 9:45:23 PM] Eve says: and 74*4 = 329?
[6/23/2009 9:45:33 PM] Vaenyc says: wait im lost
[6/23/2009 9:45:48 PM] Eve says: yeah ... im doing the mult of 74*4
[6/23/2009 9:45:54 PM] Eve says: and then 74*7
[6/23/2009 9:45:56 PM] Vaenyc says: why?
[6/23/2009 9:46:11 PM] Eve says: because the answer is 47 and i dont understand why
[6/23/2009 9:46:17 PM] Eve says: or how it got there
[6/23/2009 9:46:25 PM] Vaenyc says: lol your gunna confuse yourself :P
[6/23/2009 9:46:27 PM] Eve says: i mean with 42 i was too high and got a remainder!
[6/23/2009 9:46:32 PM] Eve says: i freakin out man!
[6/23/2009 9:46:36 PM] Eve says: im*
[6/23/2009 9:46:37 PM] Vaenyc says: do you want to do chat again?
[6/23/2009 9:46:41 PM] Eve says: look at me i cant even type!
[6/23/2009 9:47:00 PM] Eve says: i first got 42 remainder 13
[6/23/2009 9:47:17 PM] Vaenyc says: let me go into the other room and then well do chat again
[6/23/2009 9:47:19 PM] Eve says: and then i started all over again .. analyze the probem he says.. i did that!
[6/23/2009 9:47:27 PM] Eve says: then he says fucking form an equation
[6/23/2009 9:47:30 PM] Eve says: yeah i did that too!
[6/23/2009 9:47:37 PM] Eve says: solve.. um, wtf? i cant !
[6/23/2009 9:47:41 PM] Eve says: :(
[6/23/2009 9:47:55 PM] Vaenyc says: calm down lol gimme a sec
[6/23/2009 9:48:01 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/23/2009 9:48:20 PM] Eve says: ok…sorry.. im just.. idk.. i thought it was gonna be ok..
[6/23/2009 9:48:32 PM] Eve says: i thought “ok i get this... i can keep going and i promise not to freak out, Im gonna totally pass and not need that much help”.. lol
[6/23/2009 9:48:40 PM] Eve says: and now look at me.. im home and freaking out!
[6/23/2009 9:50:23 PM] Vaenyc says: do you want me to help you?
[6/23/2009 9:51:20 PM] Eve says: could you please help me?
[6/23/2009 9:51:41 PM] Vaenyc says: ya sure no prob jus lemme get a drink
[6/23/2009 9:51:46 PM] Eve says: ok me too
[6/23/2009 9:51:53 PM] Eve says: ty
[6/23/2009 9:52:11 PM] Eve says: it will be just these word probs i promise.. im sure u are busy !
[6/23/2009 9:52:36 PM] Vaenyc says: lol with what :P im on vacation
[6/23/2009 9:53:17 PM] Eve says: lol omg! you are!
[6/23/2009 9:53:52 PM] Eve says: Vae thats even worse!
[6/23/2009 9:54:02 PM] Eve says: you should be ... idk.. what do YOU do on Vacation?
[6/23/2009 9:54:55 PM] Vaenyc says: lol im in texas visiting my grandparents
[6/23/2009 10:02:42 PM] Eve says: 3451/74 right?
[6/24/2009 12:37:29 AM] Eve says: oops?
[6/24/2009 2:11:02 AM] Eve sent file "ScreenShot00119.jpg" to members of this chat
[6/24/2009 2:47:41 AM] Vaenyc says: lol nice screen shots :D
[6/24/2009 2:47:50 AM] Vaenyc says: good night :)
[6/24/2009 2:47:55 AM] Eve says: :D night!
[6/24/2009 10:30:56 PM] Vaenyc says: hey how was class lol
[6/24/2009 10:31:19 PM] Eve says: hey it was ok
[6/24/2009 10:31:25 PM] Eve says: were on integers..
[6/24/2009 10:31:35 PM] Vaenyc says: lol easy :D
[6/24/2009 10:31:43 PM] Eve says: im trying so hard to get this concept of using the opposite # for the subtraction
[6/24/2009 10:31:56 PM] Eve says: its not that easy with 3 or more #’s though for me for some reason
[6/24/2009 10:31:58 PM] Eve says: meh..
[6/24/2009 10:32:02 PM] Eve says: how u doin?
[6/24/2009 10:32:29 PM] Vaenyc says: good :D im enjoyin vaca but i think im ready to go home
[6/24/2009 10:32:57 PM] Eve says: lol i hear that... you miss it? miss your girl and your friends and stuff huh?
[6/24/2009 10:33:20 PM] Vaenyc says: ya :P im such a homebody
[6/24/2009 10:33:24 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/24/2009 10:33:30 PM] Eve says: dude... i like ur last name..
[6/24/2009 10:33:38 PM] Eve says: i never thought i did until i pronounced it
[6/24/2009 10:33:40 PM] Eve says: its French
[6/24/2009 10:33:56 PM] Vaenyc says: ya lol im ashamed of it too
[6/24/2009 10:34:04 PM] Eve says: yeah dont be.. its waay cool imo
[6/24/2009 10:34:40 PM] Vaenyc says: i hate the french....bunch of pussys
[6/24/2009 10:34:51 PM] Eve says: true
[6/24/2009 10:34:55 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/24/2009 10:35:08 PM] Eve says: but they have nice names.. and great accents
[6/24/2009 10:35:24 PM] Vaenyc says: im actually mostly polish and german though lol my moms maden name is Roskosky
[6/24/2009 10:35:31 PM] Eve says: nice
[6/24/2009 10:35:50 PM] Vaenyc says: thats right lol David slayer of jews
[6/24/2009 10:35:57 PM] Eve says: :D not as sexy but its cool too lol
[6/24/2009 10:36:02 PM] Eve says: yep .. er, what?
[6/24/2009 10:36:28 PM] Vaenyc says: lol im just makin a joke about the fact that im 30% german
[6/24/2009 10:36:33 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/24/2009 10:36:54 PM] Eve says: yeah yeah german is bad ass ..
[6/24/2009 10:36:58 PM] Eve says: i used to live there
[6/24/2009 10:37:14 PM] Vaenyc says: really? why the hell did you come back?
[6/24/2009 10:37:19 PM] Eve says: i didnt want to
[6/24/2009 10:37:25 PM] Eve says: family came here and so i had to come too
[6/24/2009 10:37:29 PM] Eve says: i used to live in France also
[6/24/2009 10:37:31 PM] Eve says: and Spain
[6/24/2009 10:37:37 PM] Vaenyc says: ahhh i see :D
[6/24/2009 10:37:37 PM] Eve says: and Amsterdam :P
[6/24/2009 10:37:43 PM] Vaenyc says: livin the dream
[6/24/2009 10:37:46 PM] Eve says: yeah, right
[6/24/2009 10:38:16 PM] Eve says: so im prob not gonna hear from DFlatt again at least not if I don’t contact him first..
[6/24/2009 10:38:38 PM] Vaenyc says: oh? he didnt say anything to you today?
[6/24/2009 10:39:23 PM] Eve says: lets put it this way..he's on Skype and ur on Skype.. ..and yet you are the first one to message me
[6/24/2009 10:39:40 PM] Vaenyc says: send him a message
[6/24/2009 10:39:48 PM] Eve says: no dude... we tried it your way
[6/24/2009 10:39:57 PM] Eve says: he doesn’t want to talk to me or have anything to do with me for that matter
[6/24/2009 10:40:02 PM] Eve says: its so obvious..
[6/24/2009 10:40:15 PM] Eve says: im not gonna hurt myself anymore than i did last night
[6/24/2009 10:40:38 PM] Vaenyc says: look im sry i was just tryin to help and i didnt realize that he was gunna be a prick
[6/24/2009 10:40:43 PM] Eve says: maybe the book is wrong about some stuff.. but it is true.. IF he wanted to talk to me, he would have... long ago..
[6/24/2009 10:41:07 PM] Eve says: and he doesn't so he won't..
[6/24/2009 10:41:26 PM] Eve says: i just have to do the best i can to get over it and be as soft and kind to myself through this time as I can
[6/24/2009 10:41:43 PM] Eve says: (sweat);(
[6/24/2009 10:42:15 PM] Eve says: i know u had good intentions.. and i appreciate it.. but you know the guy "not interested" signs.. prob better than I do
[6/24/2009 10:42:18 PM] Vaenyc says: look im sry i was just tryin to help and i didnt realize that he was gunna be a prick
[6/24/2009 10:42:28 PM] Vaenyc says: oops lol sry
[6/24/2009 10:42:30 PM] Eve says: i know u had good intentions..i dont blame you
[6/24/2009 10:42:43 PM] Eve says: i just feel like an ass.. lol
[6/24/2009 10:42:59 PM] Vaenyc says: why? you shouldnt
[6/24/2009 10:43:14 PM] Eve says: because i should not have contacted him..
[6/24/2009 10:43:40 PM] Eve says: i should just fucking try to fall in love with the fact i will never talk to him or hear from him again...
[6/24/2009 10:44:18 PM] Vaenyc says: well look at it this way, would you rather have spent the time not knowing if you two would have had a friendship or not?
[6/24/2009 10:44:41 PM] Eve says: and we will never be friends.. or even aquaintances.. i need to get movin on that mindset not the one that fucking keeps me locked into some dumb shit that makes me wonder why the fuck I am even trying?
[6/24/2009 10:44:58 PM] Eve says: yes... i would have rather spent the time knowing that we wouldnt
[6/24/2009 10:45:19 PM] Eve says: and then fucking let him go.. i did what the book calls BACKSLIDING.. and it hurts
[6/24/2009 10:45:27 PM] Eve says: i basically let myself down by texting him
[6/24/2009 10:45:34 PM] Eve says: and now i have to start over..
[6/24/2009 10:45:37 PM] Eve says: day 1
[6/24/2009 10:45:40 PM] Eve says: from Day 13
[6/24/2009 10:45:46 PM] Vaenyc says: no i let you down :(
[6/24/2009 10:45:50 PM] Eve says: nah
[6/24/2009 10:45:55 PM] Vaenyc says: its not ur fault its mine
[6/24/2009 10:45:56 PM] Eve says: you were just tryin to be a friend..
[6/24/2009 10:46:22 PM] Vaenyc says: Peer pressure on my part otherwise you wouldnt have even done it in the firstplace
[6/24/2009 10:46:29 PM] Eve says: well thats true..
[6/24/2009 10:46:31 PM] Eve says: i wouldnt have done it
[6/24/2009 10:46:33 PM] Eve says: but..
[6/24/2009 10:46:42 PM] Vaenyc says: exactly
[6/24/2009 10:47:03 PM] Eve says: it isnt your fault necessarily..that I feel this way though
[6/24/2009 10:47:20 PM] Eve says: its all good! no worries
[6/24/2009 10:47:48 PM] Eve says: im gonna go get my smokes.. we can talk after if u want?
[6/24/2009 10:47:55 PM] Vaenyc says: look, you make it sound like he is the last guy that you are ever gunna meet and thats not the case
[6/24/2009 10:47:57 PM] Vaenyc says: kk
[6/24/2009 10:48:03 PM] Vaenyc says: no smokes
[6/24/2009 10:48:07 PM] Vaenyc says: or you die
[6/24/2009 10:48:15 PM] Eve says: ? :'(
[6/24/2009 10:48:37 PM] Vaenyc says: lol thats right you are stayin smoke free
[6/24/2009 10:48:38 PM] Eve says: (wait)
[6/24/2009 10:48:45 PM] Vaenyc says: jk im not ur boss
[6/24/2009 10:48:54 PM] Eve says: 8-)
[6/24/2009 10:49:43 PM] Eve says: hes not the last guy! but im beginning to think the relationships are all gonna be the same
[6/24/2009 10:49:54 PM] Eve says: :S
[6/24/2009 10:49:56 PM] Eve says: brb
[6/24/2009 10:50:03 PM] Eve says: (wait)
[6/24/2009 10:50:15 PM] Vaenyc says: god damn you and your death sticks
[6/24/2009 10:50:28 PM] Eve says: NO
[6/24/2009 10:50:31 PM] Eve says: i am not gonna smoke
[6/24/2009 10:50:39 PM] Eve says: i am going to hold out.. yes, i feel fucking terrible
[6/24/2009 10:50:47 PM] Eve says: but i dont have to smoke to get rid of the feeling
[6/24/2009 10:51:00 PM] Vaenyc says: ya just punch a baby
[6/24/2009 10:51:03 PM] Eve says: wait what? lol death sticks!
[6/24/2009 10:51:06 PM] Vaenyc says: :)
[6/24/2009 10:51:10 PM] Eve says: well they are..
[6/24/2009 10:51:15 PM] Eve says: i guess sometimes
[6/24/2009 10:51:19 PM] Eve says: on a certain day they are
[6/24/2009 10:51:25 PM] Eve says: but sometimes they dont seem that way
[6/24/2009 10:51:36 PM] Eve says: lets go over the chemicals inside shall we?
[6/24/2009 10:51:39 PM] Vaenyc says: lol there is a brand of cigs called death sticks
[6/24/2009 10:51:50 PM] Eve says: i really want to smoke right now..
[6/24/2009 10:51:59 PM] Vaenyc says: N NNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
[6/24/2009 10:52:04 PM] Eve says: but im going to try to let go of compulsion and temptation to smoke
[6/24/2009 10:52:18 PM] Vaenyc says: :)
[6/24/2009 10:53:03 PM] Vaenyc says: oh and dont think that all of your relationships are gunna be like past ones
[6/24/2009 10:53:14 PM] Vaenyc says: lol thats rediculous
[6/24/2009 10:53:16 PM] Eve says: feels like it
[6/24/2009 10:53:29 PM] Eve says: and i do have 5 last ones to go by
[6/24/2009 10:53:37 PM] Vaenyc says: you just havent met the right guy yet
[6/24/2009 10:53:37 PM] Eve says: they all seem pretty similar
[6/24/2009 10:53:47 PM] Eve says: meh
[6/24/2009 10:53:56 PM] Vaenyc says: trust me....i remember when i met that special guy
[6/24/2009 10:54:00 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/24/2009 10:54:05 PM] Vaenyc says: his name was chuck
[6/24/2009 10:54:07 PM] Eve says: what was he like?
[6/24/2009 10:54:12 PM] Eve says: oh as in Norris?
[6/24/2009 10:54:21 PM] Vaenyc says: no as in ....chuck
[6/24/2009 10:54:23 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/24/2009 10:54:44 PM] Vaenyc says: he had bright green teeth and golden locks
[6/24/2009 10:54:47 PM] Eve says: as in chuck my guy luck out the fuckin window?
[6/24/2009 10:54:48 PM] Eve says: sweet!
[6/24/2009 10:55:05 PM] Vaenyc says: explains alot about my persona hun
[6/24/2009 10:55:11 PM] Vaenyc says: *huh
[6/24/2009 10:55:12 PM] Eve says: he sounds totally hot!
[6/24/2009 10:55:26 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/24/2009 10:56:05 PM] Vaenyc says: look, youre funny, nice and beautiful so your destined to find a good guy
[6/24/2009 10:56:46 PM] Eve says: thanks.. i appreciate that mah nigga.. you are saying all the right good friend things to say
[6/24/2009 10:57:02 PM] Vaenyc says: if you dont so help me god ill castrate myself
[6/24/2009 10:57:06 PM] Vaenyc says: with a spoon
[6/24/2009 10:57:11 PM] Eve says: you better promise
[6/24/2009 10:57:22 PM] Vaenyc says: cross my balls
[6/24/2009 10:57:24 PM] Eve says: cuz if i dont.. well .. ill prob castrate myself and join a nunnery
[6/24/2009 10:57:34 PM] Eve says: pinky swear
[6/24/2009 10:57:44 PM] Vaenyc says: cross my balls and hope to die
[6/24/2009 10:57:48 PM] Eve says: ok
[6/24/2009 10:57:53 PM] Vaenyc says: :)
[6/24/2009 10:57:56 PM] Eve says: :)
[6/24/2009 10:58:21 PM] Vaenyc says: how much more hw do you need to do?
[6/24/2009 10:58:29 PM] Eve says: u really want to know?
[6/24/2009 10:58:36 PM] Eve says: oh!! oh! guess what?
[6/24/2009 10:58:41 PM] Eve says: i talked to my teacher today..
[6/24/2009 10:58:47 PM] Vaenyc says: and
[6/24/2009 10:58:53 PM] Vaenyc says: .
[6/24/2009 10:58:54 PM] Vaenyc says: ..
[6/24/2009 10:58:56 PM] Vaenyc says: .....
[6/24/2009 10:58:56 PM] Vaenyc says: ....
[6/24/2009 10:58:58 PM] Eve says: and i said listen fucker.. you are giving me too much hw
[6/24/2009 10:59:08 PM] Eve says: i told him im supposed to raid Thurs's
[6/24/2009 10:59:14 PM] Vaenyc says: then you killed him right
[6/24/2009 10:59:23 PM] Eve says: and i told him that I didnt think it was fair to us that he gives us 140 problems a night
[6/24/2009 10:59:33 PM] Eve says: but doesnt go over the material until afterward!
[6/24/2009 10:59:56 PM] Eve says: i told him that he fuckin does roll call at 5:55 which doesnt allow people who even were on time to be marked as such
[6/24/2009 11:00:09 PM] Eve says: i got mad eloquent and business like on his ass
[6/24/2009 11:00:22 PM] Eve says: and i told him that i am not going to do my HW
[6/24/2009 11:00:25 PM] Eve says: until he goes over it
[6/24/2009 11:00:31 PM] Vaenyc says: then you killed him?
[6/24/2009 11:00:37 PM] Eve says: it was one thing when we were doin easy stuff but now .. fuck that
[6/24/2009 11:00:40 PM] Eve says: and u know what?
[6/24/2009 11:00:45 PM] Eve says: he said.. "ok"
[6/24/2009 11:00:50 PM] Eve says: LOL
[6/24/2009 11:00:52 PM] Vaenyc says: really?
[6/24/2009 11:00:55 PM] Eve says: yeah, I killed him
[6/24/2009 11:00:58 PM] Vaenyc says: wow good shit
[6/24/2009 11:01:08 PM] Eve says: yeah so tonight guess how many problems i have?
[6/24/2009 11:01:14 PM] Vaenyc says: none
[6/24/2009 11:01:18 PM] Eve says: 79 :)
[6/24/2009 11:01:24 PM] Vaenyc says: Woot!
[6/24/2009 11:01:29 PM] Eve says: just 79!
[6/24/2009 11:01:40 PM] Eve says: i know im like holy crap.. i wont die anymore from this class!
[6/24/2009 11:01:51 PM] Vaenyc says: wait what the fuck does woot even mean?
[6/24/2009 11:01:55 PM] Eve says: tomorrow he is going to tell everyone
[6/24/2009 11:01:59 PM] Vaenyc says: lol sweet
[6/24/2009 11:02:17 PM] Eve says: hopefully they will be happy about it
[6/24/2009 11:02:26 PM] Eve says: honestly tho everyone does their shit in class
[6/24/2009 11:02:33 PM] Eve says: and i am already ready when i walk in..
[6/24/2009 11:02:45 PM] Vaenyc says: do the other students seem to be struggling with this stuff?
[6/24/2009 11:02:47 PM] Eve says: i noticed alot of people havent even started doin HW!
[6/24/2009 11:02:51 PM] Eve says: yes
[6/24/2009 11:03:00 PM] Eve says: the other students are asking just as many questions as I am
[6/24/2009 11:03:17 PM] Vaenyc says: sweet i should whore myself out as a math tutor
[6/24/2009 11:03:23 PM] Eve says: i mean .. he was bein unreasonable.. right? someone had to stop his riegn of terror!
[6/24/2009 11:03:31 PM] Eve says: you should .. i will pay you!
[6/24/2009 11:03:39 PM] Eve says: fuckin paypal here u come!
[6/24/2009 11:03:47 PM] Vaenyc says: WOOT
[6/24/2009 11:03:50 PM] Eve says: woot!!
[6/24/2009 11:04:13 PM] Eve says: honestly we could fuckin sub any word in there for woot.. we can just make one up and use it with feeling :P
[6/24/2009 11:05:21 PM] Vaenyc says: hmmm
[6/24/2009 11:05:50 PM] Eve says: i love this song right now
[6/24/2009 11:06:00 PM] Vaenyc says: which one?
[6/24/2009 11:06:06 PM] Eve says: Beggin by Madcon?
[6/24/2009 11:06:25 PM] Vaenyc says: lol you kids and your crazy rap music
[6/24/2009 11:06:29 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/24/2009 11:06:34 PM] Eve says: a
[6/24/2009 11:06:34 PM] Eve says: and our crazy emo music
[6/24/2009 11:06:45 PM] Eve says: and our crazy grindcore
[6/24/2009 11:06:46 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/24/2009 11:06:50 PM] Vaenyc says: (emo)
[6/24/2009 11:06:53 PM] Eve says: (emo)
[6/24/2009 11:06:56 PM] Eve says: (think)
[6/24/2009 11:06:58 PM] Eve says: (bow)
[6/24/2009 11:07:35 PM] Vaenyc says: ahh grindcore... the sweet soothing sound of a pig squeeling into a microphone
[6/24/2009 11:07:40 PM] Eve says: yes
[6/24/2009 11:07:47 PM] Eve says: (party)
[6/24/2009 11:08:02 PM] Eve says: to double bass drummin ahh
[6/24/2009 11:08:20 PM] Vaenyc says: dammit eve get on that hw so we can run shit in lotro
[6/24/2009 11:08:25 PM] Eve says: ok
[6/24/2009 11:08:27 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/24/2009 11:08:39 PM] Vaenyc says: you have 5 minutes
[6/24/2009 11:08:44 PM] Eve says: since you so politely requested good sir.. lets try that one again?
[6/24/2009 11:09:18 PM] Eve says: LOL you've got to 2 minutes...to use another method of control :P
[6/24/2009 11:09:42 PM] Eve says: :D
[6/24/2009 11:09:55 PM] Vaenyc says: (sweat) umm...uummmm... listen bitch do what i say?
[6/24/2009 11:10:09 PM] Eve says: 1...
[6/24/2009 11:10:18 PM] Vaenyc says: was that the right answer?
[6/24/2009 11:10:40 PM] Eve says: the answer is please get on your homework because I would like to run shit in LOTRO with you ASAP
[6/24/2009 11:10:46 PM] Eve says: now you try :P
[6/24/2009 11:10:53 PM] Eve says: LOL
[6/24/2009 11:11:08 PM] Eve says: brb gettin a drink
[6/24/2009 11:11:58 PM] Vaenyc says: ok i think i got it...
[6/24/2009 11:12:06 PM] Vaenyc says: ready?....
[6/24/2009 11:13:28 PM] Eve says: all this typing it looks like your doin over there isnt to me ...lol
[6/24/2009 11:13:46 PM] Vaenyc says: uuummm....uuummmmm.....eve, if that is your real name, would you please be so kind as to do your homework so we may partake of the pwning of mad bitches in lotro?
[6/24/2009 11:14:01 PM] Eve says: ok! thats works..
[6/24/2009 11:14:24 PM] Vaenyc says: wait what did you just say
[6/24/2009 11:14:27 PM] Vaenyc says: "
[6/24/2009 11:14:39 PM] Vaenyc says: ?
[6/24/2009 11:14:52 PM] Eve says: huh?
[6/24/2009 11:14:58 PM] Vaenyc says: nvm
[6/24/2009 11:15:04 PM] Vaenyc says: i lost myself
[6/24/2009 11:15:10 PM] Eve says: oh i was talkin about typing.. when i type to you
[6/24/2009 11:15:24 PM] Eve says: skype natuarally shows that someone is responding or typing
[6/24/2009 11:15:42 PM] Vaenyc says: ya that line confused the living shit out of me
[6/24/2009 11:16:04 PM] Eve says: and there was a ton of typin over there by you.. for a like a bit.. so i thought you were makin a big response to me.. then i got "ready"?
[6/24/2009 11:16:21 PM] Eve says: lol which doesnt take that long to type LOL so i realized maybe you were typin to someone else lol
[6/24/2009 11:16:39 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/24/2009 11:16:55 PM] Vaenyc says: nope your my only friend :( ... on skype
[6/24/2009 11:17:05 PM] Eve says: but really im goin... yes! most excitedly and assuredly i will now go do my HW.. because what a wonderful thing you said! :D
[6/24/2009 11:17:38 PM] Vaenyc says: ok just holla if you need some help ill be around
[6/24/2009 11:18:11 PM] Eve says: im so motivated now.. much more motivating than those previous attempts..orly? ok i dont know if u want to offer that :P i might take u up on it in like 4 problems or 1
[6/24/2009 11:18:27 PM] Vaenyc says: ill be waiting
[6/24/2009 11:19:41 PM] Eve says: this is the problem i dont understand
[6/24/2009 11:19:55 PM] Vaenyc says: ok soot
[6/24/2009 11:19:59 PM] Eve says: -1-(3) - 4
[6/24/2009 11:20:10 PM] Eve says: *-1-(-3)-4
[6/24/2009 11:20:35 PM] Vaenyc says: ya and what do you think the andwer is?
[6/24/2009 11:20:55 PM] Eve says: i think its -2
[6/24/2009 11:21:03 PM] Eve says: but.. im not sure
[6/24/2009 11:21:04 PM] Vaenyc says: yup ur right
[6/24/2009 11:21:06 PM] Eve says: i am?
[6/24/2009 11:21:13 PM] Eve says: so i dont change the sign when i change the other sign?
[6/24/2009 11:21:19 PM] Eve says: ok brb
[6/24/2009 11:28:38 PM] Eve says: 1 question?
[6/24/2009 11:29:18 PM] Eve says: (-6-5)-3=
[6/24/2009 11:29:41 PM] Eve says: OR (6-4)-(1-2)=
[6/24/2009 11:29:50 PM] Eve says: im getting these wrong..
[6/24/2009 11:29:55 PM] Vaenyc says: oops sry ome sec
[6/24/2009 11:29:58 PM] Eve says: ok
[6/24/2009 11:31:28 PM] Vaenyc says: (-6-5)-3 = -14
(6-4)-(1-2)= 3
[6/24/2009 11:31:39 PM] Eve says: yeah thats not what i got..
[6/24/2009 11:31:56 PM] Vaenyc says: ok so what dont you understand?
[6/24/2009 11:32:01 PM] Eve says: did u do (-11)-3=
[6/24/2009 11:32:10 PM] Vaenyc says: ya
[6/24/2009 11:32:18 PM] Vaenyc says: thats what your supposed to do
[6/24/2009 11:32:19 PM] Eve says: so did i but i got -8
[6/24/2009 11:32:22 PM] Eve says: :(
[6/24/2009 11:32:47 PM] Vaenyc says: no -11 - (-3) = 8
[6/24/2009 11:32:52 PM] Eve says: unless am i supposed to add agian?
[6/24/2009 11:33:05 PM] Vaenyc says: -11 - 3 = -14
[6/24/2009 11:33:13 PM] Eve says: how?'
[6/24/2009 11:33:23 PM] Eve says: if the 3 is postitive
[6/24/2009 11:46:09 PM] Vaenyc says: (-6-5)-3 =
[6/24/2009 11:46:39 PM] Eve says: (6+(-5)-3
[6/24/2009 11:47:07 PM] Vaenyc says: (-6 + -5) + -3 =
[6/24/2009 11:47:57 PM] Eve says: -9-(6-7)=
[6/24/2009 11:48:15 PM] Eve says: -9(6+(-7)=
[6/24/2009 11:48:46 PM] Vaenyc says: -9 + -(6+ -7) =
[6/24/2009 11:50:36 PM] Eve says: (6-4)-(1-2)=
[6/24/2009 11:50:59 PM] Eve says: 2+(1+(-2)=
[6/24/2009 11:59:06 PM] Eve says: -8-[4-(-6)]
[6/24/2009 11:59:24 PM] Eve says: -8+[10]=
[6/25/2009 12:01:30 AM] Eve says: -8+(-10)
[6/25/2009 12:01:35 AM] Eve says: = -18
[6/25/2009 12:14:21 AM] Vaenyc says: (music)
[6/25/2009 12:14:29 AM] Vaenyc says: (rain)
[6/25/2009 12:14:33 AM] Eve says: (flex)
[6/25/2009 12:14:37 AM] Eve says: (cash)
[6/25/2009 12:14:39 AM] Eve says: (sun)
[6/25/2009 12:14:47 AM] Vaenyc says: (h)
[6/25/2009 12:14:49 AM] Eve says: (pi)
[6/25/2009 12:14:52 AM] Vaenyc says: (beer)
[6/25/2009 12:14:52 AM] Eve says: (beer)
[6/25/2009 12:14:59 AM] Vaenyc says: (ninja)
[6/25/2009 12:15:01 AM] Eve says: (*)
[6/25/2009 12:15:15 AM] Eve says: (^)
[6/25/2009 12:15:15 AM] Vaenyc says: (dance)
[6/25/2009 12:15:20 AM] Eve says: (o)
[6/25/2009 12:15:23 AM] Vaenyc says: (punch)
[6/25/2009 12:15:25 AM] Eve says: (d)
[6/25/2009 12:15:30 AM] Vaenyc says: :@
[6/25/2009 12:15:32 AM] Eve says: (F)
[6/25/2009 12:15:45 AM] Eve says: (rain)
[6/25/2009 12:15:49 AM] Eve says: (punch)
[6/25/2009 12:15:50 AM] Vaenyc says: (o)
[6/25/2009 12:15:52 AM] Eve says: (beer)
[6/25/2009 12:15:58 AM] Vaenyc says: (F)
[6/25/2009 12:16:13 AM] Vaenyc says: (hug)
[6/25/2009 12:16:19 AM] Vaenyc says: (handshake)
[6/25/2009 12:16:19 AM] Eve says: (~)
[6/25/2009 12:16:24 AM] Vaenyc says: (flex)
[6/25/2009 12:16:29 AM] Vaenyc says: (*)
[6/25/2009 12:16:32 AM] Eve says: (d)
[6/25/2009 12:16:34 AM] Vaenyc says: (^)
[6/25/2009 12:16:35 AM] Eve says: (flex)
[6/25/2009 12:16:39 AM] Eve says: (coffee)
[6/25/2009 12:16:40 AM] Vaenyc says: :*
[6/25/2009 12:16:45 AM] Vaenyc says: (skype)
[6/25/2009 12:16:45 AM] Eve says: (makeup)
[6/25/2009 12:16:49 AM] Eve says: (call)
[6/25/2009 12:16:51 AM] Vaenyc says: ]:)
[6/25/2009 12:16:54 AM] Eve says: (hug)
[6/25/2009 12:16:57 AM] Eve says: (envy)
[6/25/2009 12:16:57 AM] Vaenyc says: (sun)
[6/25/2009 12:17:01 AM] Eve says: (puke)
[6/25/2009 12:17:04 AM] Vaenyc says: (mp)
[6/25/2009 12:17:05 AM] Eve says: (doh)
[6/25/2009 12:17:08 AM] Eve says: (devil)
[6/25/2009 12:17:11 AM] Vaenyc says: (dance)
[6/25/2009 12:17:13 AM] Eve says: (inlove)
[6/25/2009 12:17:16 AM] Eve says: (ninja)
[6/25/2009 12:17:20 AM] Vaenyc says: (pi)
[6/25/2009 12:17:22 AM] Eve says: (puke)
[6/25/2009 12:17:28 AM] Vaenyc says: (inlove)
[6/25/2009 12:17:29 AM] Eve says: (chuckle)
[6/25/2009 12:17:34 AM] Eve says: (puke)
[6/25/2009 12:17:38 AM] Eve says: (bow)
[6/25/2009 12:17:46 AM] Vaenyc says: (rofl)
[6/25/2009 12:17:49 AM] Eve says: (angel)
[6/25/2009 12:18:02 AM] Eve says: :|
[6/25/2009 12:18:05 AM] Vaenyc says: :x
[6/25/2009 12:18:08 AM] Eve says: (yes)
[6/25/2009 12:18:11 AM] Eve says: (no)
[6/25/2009 12:18:18 AM] Eve says: (handshake)
[6/25/2009 12:41:20 AM] Eve says: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LkCNJRfSZBU
[6/25/2009 12:41:29 AM] Eve says: remember this? Go whelps ftw
[6/25/2009 9:16:12 PM] Eve says: hi :)
[6/26/2009 4:12:03 PM] Vaenyc says: hey
[6/26/2009 4:12:11 PM] Eve says: yo
[6/26/2009 4:12:41 PM] Vaenyc says: sorry i missed you last night i had to get up early to paint so i went to bed around 11 :P
[6/26/2009 4:12:53 PM] Eve says: k
[6/26/2009 4:12:59 PM] Vaenyc says: you ok?
[6/26/2009 4:13:03 PM] Eve says: paint what?
[6/26/2009 4:13:05 PM] Eve says: no
[6/26/2009 4:13:08 PM] Eve says: im crying
[6/26/2009 4:13:16 PM] Vaenyc says: why?
[6/26/2009 4:13:16 PM] Vaenyc says: my grandparents house
[6/26/2009 4:13:19 PM] Eve says: oic
[6/26/2009 4:13:25 PM] Eve says: do u really care?
[6/26/2009 4:13:38 PM] Vaenyc says: ya of coarse i do why would you say that
[6/26/2009 4:13:45 PM] Eve says: idk..
[6/26/2009 4:13:49 PM] Eve says: i talked to Dan last night
[6/26/2009 4:13:56 PM] Eve says: and i got the answer i needed
[6/26/2009 4:14:05 PM] Eve says: and... well i fucking lost my job today
[6/26/2009 4:14:12 PM] Eve says: i didnt think i was gonna take it like this..
[6/26/2009 4:14:33 PM] Vaenyc says: im sry, i didnt mean to do this to you
[6/26/2009 4:14:39 PM] Eve says: do what?
[6/26/2009 4:14:45 PM] Vaenyc says: the whole dan thing
[6/26/2009 4:14:54 PM] Eve says: no its good.. im glad i talked to him
[6/26/2009 4:15:00 PM] Eve says: i now know how he feels about me
[6/26/2009 4:15:07 PM] Eve says: from his own words, which is, “not much”.
[6/26/2009 4:15:09 PM] Vaenyc says: and im sry about your job
[6/26/2009 4:15:23 PM] Eve says: :( yeah.. i cant do anythin about that either.. both things are out of my control
[6/26/2009 4:15:28 PM] Eve says: i just feel like a loser anyway..
[6/26/2009 4:15:35 PM] Eve says: even tho i prob shouldnt
[6/26/2009 4:15:48 PM] Vaenyc says: your not a loser
[6/26/2009 4:16:10 PM] Vaenyc says: your a great person who has a lot to look foreward to in life
[6/26/2009 4:16:16 PM] Eve says: like what?
[6/26/2009 4:16:22 PM] Eve says: ;(
[6/26/2009 4:16:56 PM] Vaenyc says: your going to school and you have friends who care about you very much :D
[6/26/2009 4:17:16 PM] Vaenyc says: trust me things are gunna be ok
[6/26/2009 4:17:20 PM] Vaenyc says: i promise
[6/26/2009 4:17:24 PM] Eve says: ok
[6/26/2009 4:17:33 PM] Vaenyc says: brb shower
[6/26/2009 4:17:35 PM] Eve says: k
[6/26/2009 4:35:17 PM] Vaenyc says: bak
[6/26/2009 4:35:21 PM] Eve says: yo
[6/26/2009 4:35:32 PM] Vaenyc says: god i got the worlds worst sunburn :(
[6/26/2009 4:35:40 PM] Eve says: lol awww that sucks
[6/26/2009 4:35:52 PM] Eve says: go go TX sunburn
[6/26/2009 4:35:55 PM] Eve says: ftl
[6/26/2009 4:36:22 PM] Vaenyc says: ya my fault though, thats what i get for bein outside for 6 hours in a muscle shirt with no sunscreen :D
[6/26/2009 4:36:46 PM] Vaenyc says: he is not a merciful god
[6/26/2009 4:37:22 PM] Eve says: lol he is a merciful God.. he just created strong Sun to warm the Earth :D
[6/26/2009 4:37:33 PM] Vaenyc says: and cheer up you :) everything is gunna be alright or my name isnt frederic "the slot machine" harper
[6/26/2009 4:37:52 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/26/2009 4:37:55 PM] Eve says: wha??
[6/26/2009 4:38:04 PM] Vaenyc says: lol thats what i thought
[6/26/2009 4:38:34 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/26/2009 4:38:35 PM] Vaenyc says: im so exited im goin to see transformers
[6/26/2009 4:38:40 PM] Eve says: yeah? sweet!
[6/26/2009 4:38:46 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[6/26/2009 4:38:48 PM] Eve says: im bumblebee
[6/26/2009 4:38:54 PM] Eve says: well not today..
[6/26/2009 4:38:56 PM] Vaenyc says: im dumbledor
[6/26/2009 4:38:58 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[6/26/2009 4:38:58 PM] Eve says: but.. usually
[6/26/2009 4:39:42 PM] Vaenyc says: ok im leavin but ill be back around 10:30 :D so you better be on or....or... ill be sad :(
[6/26/2009 4:40:07 PM] Vaenyc says: well 930 your time :D
[6/26/2009 4:40:15 PM] Vaenyc says: cya and cheer up
[6/26/2009 4:40:23 PM] Eve says: kk
[6/26/2009 4:40:24 PM] Eve says: ty
[6/26/2009 4:40:26 PM] Eve says: ill try
[6/26/2009 4:40:40 PM] Eve says: have fun!!
[6/26/2009 4:40:41 PM] Vaenyc says: :*
[6/26/2009 4:40:48 PM] Eve says: (handshake)
[6/26/2009 10:52:41 PM] Vaenyc says: hey sry i missed you :( i start my trip home tomorrow so im goin to bed early tonight. transformers was awesome :) ill talk to you soon :D
[1:53:29 AM] Eve says: hey thanks for the kind words
[1:53:38 AM] Eve says: oops i missed you.. i just got this.. ok
[1:54:14 AM] Eve says: ok have a safe trip home and sweet dreams man..
[1:55:31 AM] Eve says: Day-sha-nay..
[6/27/2009 4:11:59 PM] Vaenyc says: hey im home
[6/27/2009 11:02:33 PM] Eve says: hey
[6/27/2009 11:02:38 PM] Vaenyc says: hey you
[6/27/2009 11:02:43 PM] Vaenyc says: whats up
[6/27/2009 11:02:44 PM] Eve says: welcome home
[6/27/2009 11:02:52 PM] Vaenyc says: thank you :)
[6/27/2009 11:02:53 PM] Eve says: not much my head really hurts
[6/27/2009 11:02:58 PM] Eve says: spent alot of time in the sun
[6/27/2009 11:03:02 PM] Eve says: ate a tempeh burger
[6/27/2009 11:03:16 PM] Vaenyc says: im glad your havin a good day though
[6/27/2009 11:03:20 PM] Vaenyc says: :)
[6/27/2009 11:03:20 PM] Eve says: now i feel totally sick..
[6/27/2009 11:03:24 PM] Eve says: yeah thanks!
[6/27/2009 11:03:25 PM] Vaenyc says: oh no why
[6/27/2009 11:03:27 PM] Eve says: it was great.. is
[6/27/2009 11:03:43 PM] Eve says: cuz my head hurts and i feel so nauseous
[6/27/2009 11:03:56 PM] Vaenyc says: do what i would do...get wasted
[6/27/2009 11:04:01 PM] Vaenyc says: :)
[6/27/2009 11:04:01 PM] Eve says: ok
[6/27/2009 11:04:04 PM] Vaenyc says: jk
[6/27/2009 11:04:07 PM] Eve says: does that work?
[6/27/2009 11:04:10 PM] Vaenyc says: lolerskates
[6/27/2009 11:04:12 PM] Vaenyc says: no
[6/27/2009 11:04:14 PM] Vaenyc says: :)
[6/27/2009 11:04:22 PM] Eve says: cuz i can leave right now to go to a rollerskating party and get wasted
[6/27/2009 11:04:27 PM] Eve says: ill go right now! lol
[6/27/2009 11:04:33 PM] Eve says: IF!
[6/27/2009 11:04:37 PM] Eve says: IF it works
[6/27/2009 11:04:49 PM] Vaenyc says: no i dont think it does
[6/27/2009 11:05:19 PM] Vaenyc says: so how was class today?
[6/27/2009 11:06:13 PM] Eve says: oh,ok. i didnt go
[6/27/2009 11:06:22 PM] Eve says: fuck class im not doin that shit anymore
[6/27/2009 11:06:28 PM] Vaenyc says: why?
[6/27/2009 11:06:33 PM] Vaenyc says: you need to pass the class
[6/27/2009 11:06:35 PM] Eve says: LOL j/k
[6/27/2009 11:07:00 PM] Eve says: do u want to talk to me right now?
[6/27/2009 11:07:07 PM] Vaenyc says: sure
[6/27/2009 11:07:08 PM] Eve says: omg nvm hold on.. phone
[6/27/2009 11:07:12 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/27/2009 11:08:39 PM] Eve says: omg they offered to pick me up ..lol
[6/27/2009 11:08:47 PM] Eve says: men..ugh... wtf?
[6/27/2009 11:08:49 PM] Vaenyc says: who?
[6/27/2009 11:09:05 PM] Eve says: doesnt matter who they have a penis
[6/27/2009 11:09:13 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/27/2009 11:09:18 PM] Eve says: could be sideshow bob..
[6/27/2009 11:09:19 PM] Vaenyc says: ya penis...who needs one
[6/27/2009 11:09:23 PM] Eve says: not me.. not now
[6/27/2009 11:09:28 PM] Vaenyc says: me niether
[6/27/2009 11:09:31 PM] Eve says: well i mean i do but you know i totally dont
[6/27/2009 11:09:44 PM] Eve says: lol oh man i dk what the fuck im sayin
[6/27/2009 11:09:47 PM] Eve says: i wanna lay down
[6/27/2009 11:09:57 PM] Eve says: do u wanna talk to me cuz im gonna leave the computer instead
[6/27/2009 11:09:58 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/27/2009 11:10:07 PM] Vaenyc says: lol sure jus gimme a call
[6/27/2009 11:10:12 PM] Eve says: k
[6/27/2009 11:10:13 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/27/2009 11:11:28 PM] Eve says: omg maybe im high?
[6/27/2009 11:11:40 PM] Eve says: maybe being around all those people i got high somehow
[6/27/2009 11:11:45 PM] Vaenyc says: what lol what did you smoke
[6/27/2009 11:11:46 PM] Eve says: no then i wouldnt feel sick
[6/27/2009 11:12:02 PM] Vaenyc says: mabe your high on life
[6/27/2009 11:12:06 PM] Vaenyc says: or heroin
[6/27/2009 11:12:07 PM] Eve says: oh man my head is aching so bad
[6/27/2009 11:12:08 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/27/2009 11:12:13 PM] Eve says: LOL
[6/27/2009 11:12:31 PM] Vaenyc says: ah heroin my one true love
[6/27/2009 11:12:36 PM] Eve says: do you need more time?
[6/27/2009 11:12:45 PM] Vaenyc says: for what?
[6/27/2009 11:12:46 PM] Eve says: with the heroin?
[6/27/2009 11:12:50 PM] Vaenyc says: yes
[6/27/2009 11:12:54 PM] Vaenyc says: yes i do
[6/27/2009 11:12:58 PM] Eve says: lol then u can call me, im like waiting patiently
[6/27/2009 11:13:23 PM] Vaenyc says: god dammit eve i said call me
[6/27/2009 11:13:25 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/27/2009 11:13:43 PM] Eve says: im sorry are you barking demands? yeah um, thats not gonna work.
[6/27/2009 11:13:47 PM] Vaenyc says: it seems we have reached an impass
[6/27/2009 11:13:49 PM] Eve says: take 2!
[6/27/2009 11:13:50 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[6/27/2009 11:13:58 PM] Eve says: lol
[6/27/2009 11:14:23 PM] Vaenyc says: golly gee darn it eve may you please start with the calling of the telephone machine?
[6/27/2009 11:14:48 PM] Vaenyc says: better?
[6/27/2009 11:14:51 PM] Eve says: wow dude im seriously gonna vomit right now.. ill call but im goin to the bathroom..
[6/27/2009 11:14:56 PM] Eve says: and yes.. that is much better..
[6/27/2009 11:15:08 PM] Vaenyc says: (puke)
[6/27/2009 11:15:09 PM] Eve says: and yes better, ty i appreciate that.. sensitivity is so attractive
[6/27/2009 11:17:15 PM] Vaenyc says: we all know it wasnt bibble, ferchisle, or all bop bibble because only bibble could keep it so real
[6/27/2009 11:59:58 PM] Vaenyc says: (d)
[12:00:05 AM] Vaenyc says: (beer)
[12:00:12 AM] Vaenyc says: (coffee)
[12:00:18 AM] Vaenyc says: (flex)
[12:00:32 AM] Vaenyc says: (cash)
[12:00:51 AM] Vaenyc says: (hug)
[12:01:17 AM] Vaenyc says: (emo)
[12:01:23 AM] Vaenyc says: (emo)
[1:36:44 AM] Eve says: http://www.helloquizzy.com/tests/the-world-of-warcraft-addiction-test
[8:54:47 AM] Vaenyc says: yo dude
[8:55:07 AM] Vaenyc says: ill be on lotro
[8:55:40 AM] Eve says: yo
[8:55:44 AM] Eve says: i need an hour
[8:55:48 AM] Eve says: im sleepies
[8:56:00 AM] Eve says: :) kk?
[8:56:05 AM] Eve says: call me in an hour pls?
[12:14:39 PM] Vaenyc says: yo whaddup son
[12:15:08 PM] Eve says: yo
[12:15:17 PM] Eve says: what up? now i want food..
[12:15:18 PM] Eve says: lol
[12:15:26 PM] Vaenyc says: so have you decided yet?
[12:15:30 PM] Vaenyc says: lol i <3 food
[12:15:30 PM] Eve says: so im checkin out what i need to do to get my shit started
[12:15:34 PM] Eve says: no not yet..
[12:15:41 PM] Eve says: hey is Oll gonna stay on Lotro
[12:16:05 PM] Vaenyc says: idk if hell wanna start a new char lol he has an 80 dk
[12:16:11 PM] Vaenyc says: totally geares
[12:16:16 PM] Vaenyc says: *geared
[12:16:19 PM] Eve says: lol then he prob wont
[12:16:37 PM] Vaenyc says: he doesnt devote alot of time to this stuff anymore
[12:16:49 PM] Eve says: yeah he has RL issues
[12:17:03 PM] Vaenyc says: ya so ive heared
[12:17:49 PM] Vaenyc says: has he really started smokin again?
[12:18:20 PM] Eve says: i dont think he is hardcore.. but he was smokin when i played with him last
[12:20:17 PM] Vaenyc says: what a tool
[12:20:20 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[12:20:24 PM] Eve says: lol its backslidin
[12:20:36 PM] Eve says: no one is perfect esp when quitting a hardcore addiction like smoking
[12:20:40 PM] Vaenyc says: have you started smokin again
[12:20:46 PM] Eve says: yes
[12:20:51 PM] Eve says: well kinda
[12:21:00 PM] Eve says: not as bad as before but a little
[12:21:29 PM] Vaenyc says: Dammit Eve :(
[12:21:34 PM] Vaenyc says: na its ok :P
[12:21:41 PM] Eve says: i know..but its my burden to bear
[12:21:43 PM] Vaenyc says: what ever makes you happy
[12:21:50 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[12:21:57 PM] Vaenyc says: i like pie
[12:21:58 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[12:22:10 PM] Eve says: lol i do too
[12:22:20 PM] Vaenyc says: its ok cuz we both know i do heroin :D
[12:22:24 PM] Eve says: lol
[12:22:25 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[12:22:26 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[12:22:30 PM] Vaenyc says: ;d
[12:22:31 PM] Vaenyc says: ;d
[12:22:34 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[12:22:36 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[12:22:40 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[12:22:41 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[12:23:01 PM] Vaenyc says: i like the smiley ones
[12:23:05 PM] Vaenyc says: lol
[12:23:10 PM] Vaenyc says: god im out of it
[12:24:06 PM] Eve says: lol
[12:25:06 PM] Vaenyc says: hmmm now i dont know what class i wanna be :(
[12:25:23 PM] Vaenyc says: i dont know if i want to make another pally
[12:25:33 PM] Vaenyc says: mabe ill make a mage tank
[12:25:35 PM] Vaenyc says: :D
[12:25:55 PM] Vaenyc says: or a dps priest
[12:26:08 PM] Eve says: lol
[12:26:33 PM] Eve says: well we have all the time to decide.. the install will be long as well as me closing my lotro and re-opening my account
[12:26:51 PM] Vaenyc says: sorry if im bein annoyin right now lol idk whats up in my head
[12:27:00 PM] Eve says: its all good.. and ur not
[12:27:04 PM] Vaenyc says: lol you dont have wow on your comp?
[12:27:44 PM] Eve says: i dont i cant have more than one at the same time
[12:28:09 PM] Eve says: can u hear me?
[12:28:22 PM] Vaenyc says: ya can you hear me?
[12:29:07 PM] Eve says: i cant hear you
[12:29:21 PM] Vaenyc says: you call me this time :D
[12:29:26 PM] Eve says: ok
[12:30:20 PM] Vaenyc says: ??
[12:30:38 PM] Vaenyc says: ???
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[12:30:43 PM] Eve says: oooh whos 401?
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
Day 6
So instead of dancing my ass off last night I stayed in, leveled and then went to a late dinner on motorcycle with one of Che's friends. Weird though, even though I invited Che and his gf, Che actually wasn't there and the guy showed up alone. When he had asked me to get dinner, I was like "me? why? where?" LOL. Ah breakups...
Background on this is that last Saturday was Che's birthday soiree in Downtown LA. I went with Carlos after we spent the early night running around looking to dance before that was Sig's party in Newport Beach and then after was supposed to be after hours with Freddy and friends in the Marina.
Anyway, Che's thing was kinda last minute but he is a good friend of mine so I drove 60 miles to get over there before 1. Carlos and I were dressed to dance, not show off LA style, so Carlos couldnt get into the bar. So I went in and said happy birthday to Che and met his 2 guy friends who showed up and his on again off again gf Rose. As I was there and I was very underdressed, I tried to leave quickly but had mention dancing and there bein a afterparty to which his friend Venci wanted to go to. I told him I had to leave but would text him the address and left the party. I then invited him and a bunch of friends to the afterparty also and moved on to Hollywood where Carlos, Sig, and like 20 of their other people had danced the night away til 9am.
At some point yesterday, I texted Venci and co again to let them know about Technique (my Tues dance spot) and instead Venci said Che didn't wanna come that he just left the gym, was starving and do I wanna grab a bite with him too? I probably should have eaten something and said no, but instead I was hungry and wanted to ride a motorcycle and said yes. He came to pick me up and I immediately was ready to go. I called Darcy to let her know I was on the way and could she drive me back and he offered to decline our dinner plans so I could go with her.
It was an insane ride and my body has let me know it the day after. I am so sore. The helmet was waaay to big and there were so many bumps! Anyway, at some point during dinner we were having fun and I told him he is the oldest guy I ever had dinner with and we talked about age. Not wanting to make the same mistake as Dan and knowing he wouldnt talk to me again, I told him my age, and mentally said "peace out nigga." He told me I looked 22 and could not believe it, then he said I am the oldest girl he has ever had dinner with also.
In retrospect though, it was great to ride on the motorcycle!
6pm.
Tonight, if I can, I dance my ass off. Word.
Background on this is that last Saturday was Che's birthday soiree in Downtown LA. I went with Carlos after we spent the early night running around looking to dance before that was Sig's party in Newport Beach and then after was supposed to be after hours with Freddy and friends in the Marina.
Anyway, Che's thing was kinda last minute but he is a good friend of mine so I drove 60 miles to get over there before 1. Carlos and I were dressed to dance, not show off LA style, so Carlos couldnt get into the bar. So I went in and said happy birthday to Che and met his 2 guy friends who showed up and his on again off again gf Rose. As I was there and I was very underdressed, I tried to leave quickly but had mention dancing and there bein a afterparty to which his friend Venci wanted to go to. I told him I had to leave but would text him the address and left the party. I then invited him and a bunch of friends to the afterparty also and moved on to Hollywood where Carlos, Sig, and like 20 of their other people had danced the night away til 9am.
At some point yesterday, I texted Venci and co again to let them know about Technique (my Tues dance spot) and instead Venci said Che didn't wanna come that he just left the gym, was starving and do I wanna grab a bite with him too? I probably should have eaten something and said no, but instead I was hungry and wanted to ride a motorcycle and said yes. He came to pick me up and I immediately was ready to go. I called Darcy to let her know I was on the way and could she drive me back and he offered to decline our dinner plans so I could go with her.
It was an insane ride and my body has let me know it the day after. I am so sore. The helmet was waaay to big and there were so many bumps! Anyway, at some point during dinner we were having fun and I told him he is the oldest guy I ever had dinner with and we talked about age. Not wanting to make the same mistake as Dan and knowing he wouldnt talk to me again, I told him my age, and mentally said "peace out nigga." He told me I looked 22 and could not believe it, then he said I am the oldest girl he has ever had dinner with also.
In retrospect though, it was great to ride on the motorcycle!
6pm.
Tonight, if I can, I dance my ass off. Word.
30
I take it back. I was wrong. There are in fact 30 year olds out there who are not balding, not beer bellied and still have all their teeth. The male privilege attitude remains to be seen.
That guy tonight was definitely hot. At 30, he is officially the oldest guy I have ever gone to dinner with, ever.lol.
He also kept my hands from freezing with his motorcycle glove, smooth move buddy.
That guy tonight was definitely hot. At 30, he is officially the oldest guy I have ever gone to dinner with, ever.lol.
He also kept my hands from freezing with his motorcycle glove, smooth move buddy.
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